Iridescent.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

today didnt meet cherie they all again . went to canteen and do my physics homework lers . went to parade square and chat .. then silent readin and mt lesson . was test . expected .. didnt write much . was feeling tired lo . then english . i dont like the teacher bahs .. =(( was break . went with ade and cherie . as normal we talk many things lo . then we got new names . lols .. then went back to class . gt back ss paper . didnt do well . hais . gt a feeling tt i wont do well in my o lvls . hais . then was physics . mr junus came in and asked whether we are ready for the o lvls anot . we didnt do well for the common test . feeling real demoralised lers . so he was at there saying . the thought of it sends shudders .. then was break and was chemistry . i was feeling very disappointed with the results . how could i be so stupid not to check my paper when i still gt alot of time onm the day i took the test . and i lost marks due to careless mistakes . hais . how am i supposed to do well like tt . as normal alex did well . ytd still tell me he read the things that he think will come out .. he is just born clever bahs in my opinion . zz .... was bio . bio workbook at home . sians . then helped matthew do . discuss with matthew and fook tak lo . hahas . sinyee say we very cute .. cos of the ans . then fook tak sometimes very stubborn lo . me also . keep insisting the ans correct . then matthew very HIGH lo .. keep sayiing wad dont live in ur fear or smth . from the movie ghostrider . me and fooktak cannot stand him lo . he too HIGH lers . kangshen went to print workbook . he print wrong lo . he go print the whole book . zz . then end lesson and me , ade , cherie , alan went to library . went to do homework and went off at 4+ to vista . ate and bought bbt . walked home . we were chatting and crapping . dont want to elaborate on tt cos i think we very the weird say tt . hahas .. went home and watched tv . just bath and did my bio homework . now blogging lo . going to sleep soon . very tired . just need a long rest ..

if i am given a choice to forget everything and start everything anew . i do not know which will i choose . forgetting the sad ones will be good . but the happy ones .. hmm .. if choose not to forget then i will be emo-ing and sad . i donno . everything is in a mess . i wonder how am ever going to clean up the mess . waiting for him .. will he ever help me ?

hope tt junan will be okays soon . u always dont want me to be sad .. now i dont want u to be sad . i understand u held them lng . even though u are smiling . but in actual fact u are not . it's alright . take things slowly =)) easy to say but hard to do it =x think alex also abit sad sad like tt . hope he will be smiling every now and then =) alex is great =)

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