hmm lessons were ok .. many have start to do mindmaps .. it is the first time i see everyone working very hard (: myself too . used to take weeks to do 1 mindmaps , but now just hours . LOL .
30.07
lessons were ok . did sudoku . finish quite fast . remembered some strategy sherry taught me . lols . had lessons and choice after school . had geog test .. after that , walk with kim and matthew . anyways kim told me wad is a saddist .. lols . then i start to call matthew tat . then she laughed & laughed . asked her why . she say she feel irritated . zz .and shouldnt have taught me that word . then i was being called a ' dodo ' whichi think is stupid and blur . nvm . bused home and did bio mindmaps . i focused more on bio and chem . i have neglected other subjects . see how bahs . i am still quite lazy though =x did mindmap till 11+ . wanted to wait till 12 midnight then msg kim .. went to lie on my bed and i send her msg late by few minutes ..
31.07
had bio filing first . after that went to ava room for some logic gates games . it is quite fun though .. we were fast . 6.49 secs i think .. hahas . after that was pe . played badminton . sinyee & me were tired lo . then had eng . did nth much . knew my oral prelim results . wasnt good . 31/40 . wasnt my expected result . i must work very hard i think . not thik bahs is a must .. but i am lazy . zz . after that was break . saw many bees flying . some sec 1s took the broom . nt quite sure wad they want to do . then CT time . everyone wrote a letter to themselves , then did my mindmap .. me and sherry was doing the mindmaps . hahas . awhile later , went to the hall for a talk on how global warming the marine ecosystem and us . then on the way , ade and cherie pass me a letter each . at first i thought they 2 write letters to me . but then it doesnt seem to be .. hmmm . the 2 letters made me laughed . must thank them for writing , it really made me smile as i was abit stress and down .. had goosebumps after reading the 1st line of the letter(not the folded heart-shaped)anyways , me and carrine want to join the attachment work .. feeling rather excited about it though .. marinebiologist a dreamwhich sometimes seem so near yet so far . sometimes it seems so far , yet so near to me .. had physics choice and went home after that . going to start revising soon ..
happy birthday kimberly ; gf
happy birthday afiqah (:
i will give u 16 CARROT of diamond (:
motivator ? hmmm ..
♥ 5:40 PM
24-26 , we had adam khoo workshop . think i am motivated but i am just simply lazy .. on the 2nd day , leroy did some kind of visualization and made many of us cry . i also cry too but i didnt hear wad he was saying , my mind was on something else instead.. on the clcsing ceremony, many went to say stuff . weiliang , cheongseng , junan , alvin were great (: after that i walked home . and there are many weird ppl saying hi and smiling to me . zz . i look at them , then turn away . guess they were pissed off with me . lols. reach home quite late anyways .
i miss andrea , gary and leroy .. lols . they were great (:ytd had lessons . can see many of us were tired .. got back amaths and emaths paper . i had a stamp in my eye . copy wrong qns and i lost 7 marks . had lessons after that .. we were intending to visit mrs ram after sch but in the end didnt .. so , i walked home with drizzle accompanying me . revised abit bio and i went to sleep lers . just lazy ..
happy birthday ian (:smiles **
♥ 11:47 AM
a tiring day today ..
woke at 9 .. watch cartoons ((: .. went to sleep again at 10+ .. and ppl keep msging me .. disturbing me sleep .. zz . woke at 1+ . bath and everything , went to cwp with samantha . bought ice-cream cake . my phone sot sot de .. tsk ! went to basement and saw xuanwei there .. went home at 3+ .. then helped to cook so many stuff . tired .. hahas . i am so lazy ..
happy birthday to joey (:happy birthday to sis (:it's racial harmony day today (:
♥ 7:34 PM
18.07
had lessons as per normal . glad that i didnt screw up my chem spa this time (: nth much happened anyways . even if have , also forget lers =/ had english prelim oral in the afternoon . as usual , i was the last . index 18 . zz. read the book , crapped with sinyee they all . hmmm . i finished my oral at about 6+ , left sch at about 6.30 . very late .. walk back home .. must thank the pig matthew for waiting .. lols .
19.07
lessons were ok .. anyways , there is a fight . some said our class is a battle arena ? i donno .. had maths test after that . physics choice after that . after that , many of our class went for soccer at the multi-purpose court . i see them play , i didnt play .. lols . wanted to go off at 6 .. then saw a GROUP of shuai ge play basketball . lols . gt alex , junan , terance , jason , ds and their coach . their 3 point so nice . at the same , they also very funny de .. cant hep smiling and laughing most of the times . went off at 6+ . then saw fooktak hand injured . then help abit and went home . went out at 7+ to meet sinyee . went to walk walk . went home at 9+ . .
20.07
went to sinyee hse . saw pk on my way . she went to yipeen hse . changed and stuff lo . had fun .. anyways , we won .. lols . it's our last yr anyway . guess i wont do well in my amaths test this time . during recess , sort of celebrate chia ming's birthday .. had ice cream cake (: went to the hall . mr justin came quite a few ppl . headed back to class for lessons . as usual , mr junus was still quite funny . went to bio lab for our chem experiment . we were wearing our costumes and doing a heating experiment . it's warm . after that , went to green corner for taking pictures .
me , liling and jane went to kbox after that . met up with chang hong after that .. went home at 10+ .. they said i look fragile .. zz .
♥ 10:30 PM
16.07
today mr junus suddenly call me and say dont blur blur hor . i so shocked lor . he suddenly call me in the middle of the class . had lessons till 12.45 .. went to canteen to slack with kim . the guys went to play basketball . alex and fabian played chess . after that alex play with kim .. i helped kim . then she lost =/ then she played against sinyee . quite long . cos they take time to think ..after that went to the classroom at 2.15 . waited till 3pm then start . was so blur den ..didnt know where i sit .. lols . ended at 3+ . the passage 2 was tough bahs . after that walk home ler . watch tv and revise on physics .
17.07
didnt had much lessons . mrs ram was absent . had physics spa . guess i flunked it cos i take time instead . after that had pe lessons . it was tiring . after that had eng lesson . had relieve teacher after that . many were discussing about wad to wear on fri . some of the guys are not wearing . hais . wad to do since they do not want to wear .
dont be sad .. i can lend u my shoulder (: u have many ppl around to care for u de .. u can tell any of us de . take care always ..
♥ 2:38 PM
12.07
had lessons .. everything went quite ok . miss wee didnt come . had quite alot of free periods . did nth much .. physics was a complete mess . i really have no idea what is mr junus is talking about . and my tears just welled up during lessons . in just a second , i lose the confidence and everything i had in myself . after sch , didnt had choice . went to canteen and did homework . waited for ade and went to cwp . ate at mos burger . after that met alan they all and went to watch harry potter .. sat with adeline and isaac ((: sometimes the movie is abit scary . more of like just suddenly happened and u didnt know . think is the effects bahs . lols . after that went home at 8+ . and watch the pasta show . after 8-9 months , watch the show also quite nice de (:
13.07
cherie teo cried .. then cq and joanne also cried . didnt know how to comfort them . with a smile , i just talk to them . after sch , went to cherie hse . she still so emo . me and ade also nth to do . but at least , i still say jokes to make her laugh . then had kfc delivery since ade is lazy to walk . after that watch korean show . watch awhile then fell asleep . hmm . is me and adeline fell asleep . then cherie used her computer . both of woke at 3+ . cherie laughed at us . then her mum came back . cherie say 1st time see both of us sleep . zzz . we everytime see her sleep lo .. went off at 4+ .. and watch tv ..
14.07
went to run today . felt better after running .. the sun is so beautiful~ it marks the start of a new day (: watch tv till now . wanted to apply for DPA thing . but i stopped halfway . didnt have the mood and stuff . plus i am practically lazy bahs . or perhaps i didnt want to face the reality bahs . hahas . must thank shuai ge .. he very good de ((:
♥ 4:38 PM
09.07.07
quite ok bahs . lessons was abit boring for eng . then continued lessons . 2nd recess , many ppl helped junan celebrate his birthday . they play water and they were wet .. me and alex just crapped around . he doesnt have the moustach thingy ((: lols . after that , had maths lessons . after that had oral . was nervous lo . just chat around with sherry , chaoqun and cheongseng . soon , was my turn . think it went quite ok bahs . went to canteen then she acc me to look for miss wee . had my amaths test . after that went home .. did nth much . copied physics notes and some homework .
happy birthday to junan (:
10.07.09
had lessons as per normal .gt back the cert for australian quiz . physics spa is still a challenge to me .. had pe lessons . was quite tiring . had games lo . we lose 1 time ): must hold the medicine ball high up and run . after that had lessons and then performances .. after tat went back for contact time . did nth much . crapped with sinyee and alex lo . after that , had chem choice . mr tan was late . did worksheet . after that , choice ended at 3.30 .. went with joey , kim , sinyee , jane . they went to played basketball and soccer . i sat watched them .emo-ing ! lols . glad that shuai ge gt talk to me . he so good .. after that bought green tea for them . went home at about 6+ . watched why why love ep 6 .. going off ~ i miss YOU !!
♥ 8:16 PM
hmm . woke up quite early today with a chilly weather . bought breakfast and clean up and watched my fav tv . went out at 12 plus to meet up with matthew to go sp . asked many many qns lo . now i am still not confirmed about my course . zz . went off at 2+ . saw sinyee , liling and jane at mrt there . they went orchard , while we 2 went back to cwp . went to cwp walk walk while waiting for cherie . bought chocolates (: after tat , matt went home , me and cherie went to buy stuff to eat . after that went to look for dick , mingyuan and alan .. didnt rally study , more of chatting . after awhile , went to cherie hse cos they want to eat cup noodles . then dick played 02 jam , while the rest uf us played cards. we also watched tv and crapped lo . then donno why suddenly talk about marriage . dickson marriage was the funniest lo , we all just laughed .. i have a dear lo . wad marriage .after that, they played mahjong with cherie sis . i also played awhile . me and cherie went to 888 to buy drinks . saw many P5 students , so quickly ran to wrps to look for my sis . searched for some time , and the teacher told me her class was one of the 1st few classes to reach . zz . then went to 888 to look for cherie and went back to her hse . went off at about 11 . wanted to walk cos i waited some time for a bus . but then finally a bus came .. bath and everything and slack awhile .
that is how i spend my 07.07.07 (:
♥ 11:54 PM
had my freestyle copmetition today . 45 secs . wad word can i use to describe it besides
slow . after that went back to sch .. was chem . and class was separate into 2 . sat beside cs . he so ... say i more stupid than him cos i take in more chlorine ? zzz .
no logic de .
after lesson , went to look for ade they all . kim was deciding whether to go sp anot . while thinking , we bought some stuff and eat . by the wat , carrine high school students came to our sch for the music exchange stuff . they played basketball . mr expression did nth much lo .. didnt see him shoot . after that went for sp . did a survey on the way . we were like having bumpy rides . couldnt write well . after that , reach there . i found out more about my ideal course .. eyesight < 300 . hais . i cant make it .. had to change my career path abit then . went for the talk . went in awhile and the presentation ended . me , ade , kim , elaine , peiyee , xinyi and joanne went to walk walk lo . went to the bus rides . hmm . where we go , most of the times will see fooktak they all de . took a tour around sp . the bus was occupied all 7 of us plus fooktak they all . 3 more we donno de lo . went to the moberly area . quite good lo . gt ktv and stuff .. toured and we decided to look for our macdonald . went back to convention centre and walk for quite some tim e . reach mac, ate and we walk back . took qiute some time lo . we took ice-carem . but guess it melted . but i love sweet stuff ((: took bus back to sch . had another survey to do . reached school . went to hall then co performed .. walk with ade , elaine and kim . bus-ed home . bath and stuff lo . tired . went out . argghh . ppl like to pinch me for nth . especially my cheeks . zz . then captain pat my head . i am nt a kid lo ..
talk to shuai ge . i like talking to him ((: never thought that wad i say to others . one day , someone will tell me the same things even though i myself know about it . thnks alot (: sometimes i do hope u believe in urself and also listen to others . i believe one day u will also need a listening ear . i know u have many.i guess . but i will also lend u mine when u need one (: so , jiayou shuai ge (: one is never strong de . u everytime say no need and nvm . but maybe u do mind alot but just dont want to recognise the fact ? anyways , i am just making assumptions . most likely i am wrong (: but do hope u will be happy . smiles*
♥ 10:19 PM
脸戴微笑，代表了开心的情感。微笑总是让人感到安心。
但有时微笑并不代表快乐，开心。有时，它是中悲伤。
眼泪，让人觉得有点伤心。总是能让别人上前去安慰。
但有时，它是开心与幸福的。
如果没有用心去了解，那么就不会知道一个人是开心的笑或是伤心的笑。
也不会明白眼泪是为了什么心情而出现。
♥ 8:04 PM
hais . i really dont want to go bahs . yet i am like being forced to . i dont think i can afford to miss any lessons any longer . especially for physics . i dont understand the whole thing about cro . and i am missing the lesson . i just break down . just a few tears bahs and that's the furthest i would want to go . why force me to swim when i dont have the mood . hais .
msg u . u didnt reply . guess u are busy bahs .
♥ 8:12 PM
had lessons as usual today . weather was very HOT ! the class was wearing pe + uni + tie . can imagine how warm are we .. had bio first then physics . i am still unsure of the planning and stuff . had pe after that . didnt do much as miss thia ask me to stop . if nt later cannot swim . after that had eng . practise oral . mr junan , the MR EXPRESSION got high pitch . lols. after that was common break . was in search for mr junus . i left at 12.45 like that , then finally found him . he passed me the homework and off i went . hmm . i was just nervous and nervous . felt like all my small and large intestines were tied into knots , having butterflies fluttering around . finally reached there . lost our way , we made a detour and almost late . didnt manage to do my warm up. tried to calm myself down bahs . msg-ed ppl and no reply . hmm . result expected , i was the last . although within 60 secs . but guess i am still abit disappointed since last yr i swam faster . but since i didnt swim for months , cant blame myself . after swim finished , went to bath and went home . tired~ did cleaning up of the storeroom . found many soft-toys . hahas . i have too many lers . just watched finished why why love ep 5 . i want to borrow the disc from elaine ~ lols ..
thanks to everyone for the care and concern . i had tried my best ler . but i didnt manage to win =/
♥ 6:40 PM
ytd was a housework-ing day . i am completely dead bahs . was tired ..
toady woke up at 6+ . wanted to go for my run , then rmb my mum asked me to clean up . clean up and stuff . met cherie at 9+ . headed to raffles place . went to walk walk awhile cos there isnt anyone there and stuff . many of the shops were closed . went to 7-11 and bought stuff to eat . after that went back to the control station . iris came to bring us there . the item had started .. so , we were late . there were worship , then song item by the band . they composed songs themselves . me and cherie keep saying alot of stuff like next time our bf must play guitar and stuff . lol . then dance item by and and her frens . then had ice-breaking games . hmm . me and cherie was separated . anyways . we were 2nd to eat . lols . used cherie phone and msg-ed that marvinteo . ask cherie to ps me . zz . but i didnt go and see the match , went home instead . slept on the mrt . it's my first time . LOLS . guess i am too tired . andth e time passed so fast , very soon , i reached admiralty . went home and pack my stuff again . went to the night market at night .
i had fun today anyways . now i really believe , guys wearing suits look so gorgeous . LOL .
♥ 8:52 PM
