it's has been so long since i blog.
year 3 seem to be super slack for me.
my blockhead seem to be busy with his camps & everything.
missing him alot.
i donno whether lessons are fun.
just lost the passion for studying.
i donno why.
just feel like rotting my life away.
only looking forward to weekends.
laughing my day off with durges everyday.
why does the future seem so bleak.
boohoo!
feeling so blue-y, green-y,red-dy & yellow-y.
♥ 8:31 PM
last day of itp today..
many type of feelings swell up in me.
didnt get the grade i hope i'll get.
at least i get to talk to my in-charge.
i felt very happy(:
sometimes hard work dont pay off.
even if i did so much better, the grade is the same.
i feel unfair.
i know life always work this way.
someone who put in alot of effort while someone who put in little effort do get the same result.
but no matter how, i still despise this fact.
♥ 2:54 PM
hmm . had lunch with Mr. Teh & superman.
had lunch at this japanese restaurant.
he's a great person.
i will seriously consider about the idea of bagpacking & tour around Europe.
he went around europe backpacking lo.
seriously very cool(:
i should go with my classmates before we graduate. serve as some memory(:
went to this small vessel.
gulf oil maine (marine alliance)
quite small & clean. i think i would prefer to work in a smaller vessel(:
easier to handle.
but have gd & bad points ahs.
rushing out this week report & Mr. Teh asked us to submit an overall report.
how should i start?
i am having headaches.
have u really understood me ?
sometimes , i really donno.
u seem nt to understand us.
i donno. friendship seem so fragile to me nowadays.
♥ 4:39 PM
morning morning(:
that's the morning greeting we have everyday.
superman just pass me a special gift, crispy belgium chocolates.
i am so happy & touched.
i wanted to buy chocolates for him lo ><
i am so gonna miss him when i leave.
anyway, today is free & easy.
my charming in-charge is very busy today ><
superman will teac us.
can i not leave here ><
now i understand wad mr toh say .
most itp students will go back to the company they are attached to often.
i wouldnt coming back here even though(:
shall update more later.
♥ 8:54 AM
even though the first time i saw him, i felt that he's charming.
but now, he sitting in front of me is so wow.
hmm . he's one charming in-charge i have(:
& he look super cool when he drives(:
hahas . i feel so dumb.
anyway.my mp3 hang lers T.T
my laptop & handphone also abit sot sot.
i need to change my phone soon.
i am unsure of whether i am looking forward to sch.
maybe once i see myy lovable quanquan they all, i will brighten up(:
3rd year isnt gonna be very smooth sailing. i can predict it.
met up with sage & suxin ytd.
suxin brought her cousin.
she's cute(:
i have to say, i made gd predictions ><
my head is spinning like gyrocompass now ><
headaches~
♥ 4:26 PM
first day of sch for my sis.
last week of ITP for me.
looking at my sis, brings me back alot of the memories i once had.
my first day was awkward.
i met new frens & from then we were always tgt in a clique.
i met someone special that year too.
till now, he's still someone special to me.
& also joined the astro club with my dear kimkim(:
till now, we are still close.
thinking back i met alot of ppl who has made an impact on my life.
i am very happy.
suddenly , i feel so old ><
hahas. moving on to my last year in 1 week's time.
i'll miss ocean tankers.
maybe i will come back here to work someday(:
i miss my year 1...
♥ 8:56 AM