Iridescent.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

yesterday was COMPLETELY screw-ed up .. i guess . went out at about 6.30am . intially want to walk to cherie hse . in the end took 912 , and and i saw teckbeng :) after that i reached cherie hse de bus-stop there , i ran home thru the admiral garden there . cos i forget to bring my ez-link or the ic . zz. after i gt my stuff ran down and waited for a taxi . kept panicking .. a taxi came . and it made my thoughts drift back to ... the 1st time i took the same kind of taxi, i wasnt feeling well , while getting out of the taxi , knocked my head and stuff . it is about months ago .. after that reached sch and start to revising . i didnt revise at all . hais~ and it wasnt easy .. many say is easy . maybe i didnt know how to do bahs . after that break awhile . then had paper 2 . quite ok bahs . then me , ade , cherie went to viva there eat . many ppl .. after that we bought bbt and went to cherie hse . we were crapping all the way . cherie cannot stand us >.<>

29.06.07
drenched in th rain . having a headache and feverish i guess .

somehow i really hate u~ i donno .. just dont want to see u . the sight of u brings me nth but tears . smiles seem to something that i have to bring out everyday . a smile .. did u ever questioned whether is that a smile ? or is simply meant smth else ..

♥ 2:54 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

it has been weeks since i blogged . hahas .
on the marking day , went out with ade , cherie and my sis to zoo . hmm . next time then write about that .. today went to sch and had mt intensive . it has been days . think it is quite ok . as normal lo , crap with kangshen they all , then they all play chess , did papers , write compo . today went off at 2pm with yipeen , joey , zixin , matthew and fooktak . we went for the DSA thingy at IJC . hmm think i learn alot =) the 6 of us were all in different grps .. my grp is green no. 2 . 3 of them are from same pri sch as me ^^ gt teck beng, and 2 more . from 5D and 5B/C de . forget lers .. after that also know the other 6 members . gt 1 quite shuai de lors .. he is victor . also saw a few other shuai ge~ LOL . then i keep crapping with a guy known as desmond , keep questioning i really from swimming team cos i am not dark =x then there is also a teacher with us . during ice-breaking , we introduce ourselves and tell about ourselves . i said i love biology . and the teacher happen to be a biology teacher . he is humourous . yi peen was in another grp , her grp all guys de . she should have swopped with fooktak cos his grp all girls . wad a strange arrangement . LOL . toured around the campus . quite big and new .. the place is quite nice . making me think again whether i should go poly .. after that went to cwp with joey and i finally bought my earpiece =) after that went home . gonna do my work soon ~

arrghhh .. i miss them =/ dont even noe whether i will see them again . from another sch which i dont even know where ..

♥ 8:33 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

had maths paper 2 and bio paper today . quite tired . was on the phone ytd with kim . she abit "colour" . LOLS . and i slept at 2+ . quite late though .. today math paper i think it is quite tricky bahs . and i did 2 graphs . after finishing i thought i wont score then did the other one .. wastes my time . i finished bio paper 1 in about 20 mins i guess . then everyone were quite fast . after that had paper 1 . didnt really knoe the essay for the plant . didnt study in depth about it . after the exams , went to cwp with kim . she bought a candy for me =) she bought earpiece . i also going to buy the same one . today didnt bring enough money . lols . she bought the yellow colouur de . after that we walk walk . and went home . watch tv till now . gonna start on chem later .

i am angry wih him . guess he is plain blur ..

♥ 8:14 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

didnt blog for quite some time i guess . but it doesnt matter also . hmmm . didnt really bothered to study for the exams . all i remembered was .. straight after sch , go home , disc-ed my day till 10+ in the nite , study 15 mins and i am off to me bed . wow~ it doesnt matter . for the sake of my television , i doubt i would want anything else . OFFICIALLY watched finish ytd ^^ didnt really study lo . was tempted by my dear television** so . conclusion is . guessed i am going to flunk my exams . yeahyeah~ had ss and amath test today . for ss , i didnt had a clue wad i was writing anyway since i didnt study . amath was tough . blurr-ed my way thru . walk home after that . reached home and i fall asleep . cos i was having a bad headache till now~ pathetic~ woke up and went to cwp meet kor and jackie . bought tank's new album for her . kor bought the big turtle for her . sobs sobs . but he say my bdae will buy for me . he wanted to buy the goong bear . but my home gt too many soft toys ler . 2 big ones and few small + medium sized . went for tuition after that . studied bio too . after that sis went to look for jiawei . i went to admiral garden . hmm . the basketball court was like dominated by admiralty secondary sec 4 and 5 guys from wad i know .. then ppl i noe gt michael , eugene , chonglin , aaron , jeffrey , jianxiong , benny , also gt many i donno de . all pigs . lols . was angry with aaron . eugene called , michael called then chat .. went home and watched tv till now . sians . later have to wake up at 6+ . and morning call michael . and also meet eugene cos he want clear his doubts . going cresent park also . and talk to them . hahas . i missed them * chatting with jeffrey now . guess when they all go back to sch on monday will talk about me . for no reason , almost all sec 5 students in admiralty sec noe . maye they exaggerate . maybe is true . who knows . maybe can see shishan tmr =) my 2nd shuai ge . but dont think so since he always with his gang . zz .

sorry to say that it is impossible ..
when it ended 2 yrs back .
everything has ended .
it is useless in telling me now .
thank you for heeding my advice to stop that habit of the cigarette .
but it is impossible for everything to take place once more .
feeling rather numb more than ever .
if i agree , it will only cost me more harm .
agreeing , not agreeing , decision made is just in a short time .
but there seem to be anagelsics or an injection .
thank you for everything .
but it is definitely impossile .

♥ 12:40 AM