Iridescent.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

meet ade and cherie and went to school . went to canteen and back to parade square . helped alex and terance with their chinese . hmm . i didnt know gt test lors . guess i didnt do well . then teacher give us 2 periods to do . he say he not teaching today . guess he moodswing again ? then he ask us to go home prepare for tmr de debate . cos he want to choose 5 students to take part lo . then was english . mdm sal was late . me and terance chit-chat . he say i need to buy green tea for himneed do mindmap for narrative lo . doing on the topic - saying goodbye . i gt the concept and ideas . but the thing is i am unable to pen it down . so sians diao lors . then was break lo . hmm . went down with ade and cherie . then wenhui was looking ofr someone . she walk here and there non-stop lor . hahas . then cherie pei her . me and ade went to parade square lo . okays . she chase after me . cos i use the paper hit her about 7 times ? lols . i buy green tea for terance lo . but i go snatch from him . i wanna drink . wahahas . thirsty . zzz . then was ss . so sians . i donno wad to write . was a open bk test though . but too many points and think i was describing instead of going straight to the point . nvm . then was physics . was boring lo . even mr junus also say tt himself . thanks chaoqun ! she helped me alot lo . cos i dont understand the electrons and earthing lo . hahas . then was break again . went down with sinyee they all . chit-chat lo . then talk about sat . wanna go orchard with them . hahas . cos liling want buy thing . joey want change clothes lo . =) then terance buy for me green tea . thanks ! he is great :) then was chemistry . we finish the chapter on alcohols and organic acids ler . and have started on the new chapter . left with 4 more chapters for chemistry . we are fast . then say 2 chapters jus need to read can ler . i was like . wah . this yr chem o level i am so dead . hahas . mrs ram didnt come . gt 2 free periods . but she want us to make notes . guess i WAS THE ONLY ONE doing it . liling halfway do eng . i haven start yet . hahas . sians . then went to canteen with them . went to causeway with tricia and ade . ade took bus home . i acc tricia go buy kfc and we take taxi to the warehouse there . near bukit merah there lo . tricia took my mp3 while i took her mp4 . omg~ i like it alot . she bought it for 500+ . i watched harry potter and the goblet of fire . omg !! so nice . hahas . finally reach there . me and tricia were choosing for some time lo . the one we want is water resistant , cost $56 . but no stock . in the end we settle for another one cos $42 . sians . i am really going to go broke ler lars . lols . then we went to the bus-stop . and .. we think smth is wrong . donno how long we use just to calculate the price thing . in the end we went back again . then the person return us $35 . guess wad . i still dont understand why . hais . forget it . so i continued watching harry potter . want to take taxi but no taxi available . then we took bus . so stupid lo . about 20 mins later we are still at bukit timah . me and tricia was going to die . then we alight and hail for the taxi . i finished watching harry potter ler . yeah ! i skip some part of the show though . hahas . then i watch little man . he so small lor . hahas . then we took taxi and reached causeway at about 6+ . took bus bac to admiralty . bought dinner for sisters . went home and watched tv . was feeling abit tired and i went to rest for awhile . donno wad came over me and i use that word - fuck . omg ! for donno how long i never use it and always control my temper . so the .. forget it . i dont want say about it . watched tv and now blogging lo . going to do my mindmap soon . smiles* do u think it is a fake one ? it remains a mystery .

i changed . not for the better but for the worse . i dont think i cry now . nth for me to cry about anyways . donno wad changed me . if i ever say tt word or lose my temper . dont be surprised . if one day u see me smoke . dont be surprised also . but dont think it will happen unless at the extreme cases . i sense tt i changed alot . trust u guys have sensed or noticed it .

♥ 10:23 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

ytd didnt blog . IT'S JUST THING DIDNT WENT WELL . HATE YESTERDAY . FORGET IT . IT IS THE PAST . woke at about 6 . damn tired lo . was doing my english homework and revising amaths till about 12 or 1+ in the morning . zzz . i reached home so late . no time to do . hahas . meet adeline and cherie in the morning . reached sch and nth much . had lessons . bio spa was quite ok .. miss judith was funny lo . hahas . donno was fm radio syuff . lols . then keep asking around lo . didnt really know how to do . cos i blur . dont really like to plot graphs for science . hahas . then back to class for chemistry . maybe we are fast ? almost finishing the whole textbook lers . then was break . revise abit for amaths . then went down to assemble . wasnt in a good mood . chia ming ask wad happen so did terance . guess nth bahs . then was english .. hand in my work lo . then lesson end . was chinese . mr toh didnt come today . but gt work . guess no one did it . many were revising amaths . keep asking chia ming . hahas . i blur ler . then amaths . gt test . gt butterflies in my stomach lo . hmm . quite okays ? must thank my grandfather chia ming . qns i asked came out . think i would pass ? wah .. the test no proving identites de lor . make me study like donno wad . hahas . nvm . at least i am prepared . maybe nt . then break lo . went down with cherie they all . we both no appetite . hmm . smth happen .

hmmm . dont be sad . it's alright de . sometimes expressing ur feelings through emotions by laughing or crying is better than keeping everything to yourself . nt like me . sometimes want to cry also cannot . everything so hard for me . hais . u can do better de . just practise more and dont get urself so tensed up . stay happy .

went back to class den . mrs ram was late . gt 1 free period . she came . and we discussed about our class tee design . guess our class gt many gd designers . quite a number of designs . still gt elimination round de . lols . but in the end . we cant decide and we decide to ask a designer help us design lor . then gt bio choice . nt really choice is more of a bio spa . need to go through the work . end at 3 pm lo . then went to canteen . bought carrot + fruit juice . nice~ then chit-chat with sam and shirley and i am off to training . gt so many sec 1 students lors . SO SURPRISED . 12 boys and i girl . hahas . so few girls lor . but nvm . i am graduating soon anyways . hahas . gd luck to the next captain and vice-captain . pin han and tricia . lols . then training lors . end at 5.15pm . reached asch at about 5+ going to be 6 . gt terance they all . was angry with terance . he hor . forget it . nvm . went home with sam . reached home at about 7 . watched tv lo . went to buy kfc with sis . didnt really have much appetite . went home and watched tv . lazy to do homework lehs . hahas . tmr gt so many homework . so sians . blog till here bahs . smiles*

i miss kimberly alot .. lols . school without u seems so pathetic for me . things didnt go too well for me . losing my precious turtle . forgetting everything about amaths . and so much else . hais .

tired lers . it seems tt i do not have tears . hard to squeeze out tears . the smiles i had in school are all FAKE . WAD CAN I DO ? fake ones . guess no one know about it . if u see me alone nt smiling . that is the real me bahs . the SHE who always lived in her own darkness although many thought SHE walked out of it . the world where everything seems so cold and quiet when others thought it was a warm and happy world . the SHE who DONT LONG FOR HER PAST , HATES THE PRESENT AND NT HOPING FOR THE FUTURE . feeling so tired now . i just want to go into a deep sleep and rest well . maybe a hibernation ? since i am as cold as a snake if u think i am . i am only hoping to see them . the ppl who will always bring smiles to me . the ppl who will treat me like a princess ; making me happy . and BEING MYSELF ; can cry , laugh and become crazy and have fun .

♥ 10:25 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

tired .. slept at 1+ in the morning .. woke at 7+ and went to slp again .. hahas . then woke at about 9am . cos of my prince de msg . going to meet him under my block .. went to cresent park with him . i ate the sours sweets . nice~ but they say it is sour . maybe abit ? hahas . eugene and chonglin reach already with some other ppl i donno de . eugene gt his green hse training . then their training like so intensive like tt . me at there listen to my mp3 and play bball . okays . not really playing . was just trying to get the ball into the ring . i succeed lors . but then when quite far sometimes only . so sad . hahas . aaron and chonglin helped me alot . thanks . then crapped and chat with them . finding a date so tt we can go sing .. hahas . then i ask them to go out on 30 feb . they were 'cold' by my joke . wahahas . hang around at there till sis called me at about 11 . saying gt the show my fair princess . so i rushed home .. watched till 1pm lo . mum came back and we went out . went to checkpoint there . i bought a wallet again . i am crazy .. keep buying stuff . wanna buy more clothes . then i remembered was aaron and chonglin say this morning . say no guy can afford to have me cos i spend alot of money . lols . went home at about 3+ . reached home and watched tv . after tt did my physics then slept awhile and woke up to watch tv again . ate dinner at 6+ and watched tv again . i love my tv . it is a fact though without my tv i will be pathetic . now doing my homework .. blog till here . smiles*

i dont have anyone in mind . understand ? all are just my good frens . so stop asking all those stupid qns . if u dont understand pls go brush up on ur english . please scram and stop those qns and i will be thankful

♥ 8:28 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

today woke up at 8 like tt . tired . saw msg from darling .. then went back to sleep till 10 .. sis call me to wake up jus to buy breakfast . but i am too tired . slept awhile more and asked her to buy cup noodles . then clean up abit and i went to admiralty . bought wallet and went home . sians . did housework and watched tv . nice~ then bath and called samantha lo . went to partyworld to look for dick , mingyuan and xuanwei . sing . lalalas~ended at about 2 . was moodles . went to meet up with 2nd sis and went to sembawang mrt to look for kim .. i went out of the mrt station . cos smth which now i think back making me feel so stupid . lols . went to buy my blueberry mousse cake . hahas . mrt to bugis . me and xueyun sort of 'fight' and scold each other . kimkim say we violent . hahas . reached there at about 3+ . they went to eat while me and kimkim went to the edge and shop . on our way there . saw michael dardar , jeremy and glenn kor . hahas . so unexpected . i missed them alots !!! lols . went to the edge . me and kim want to buy smth which is the same . went to a shop . tt shop reminds me of him cos he first time bought smth from there and i saw the necklace at there . but i lost it .. hais . wad a sad day . but promised to forget everything and enjoy myself and i did . then we decide nt to buy from there and went to pmk . we stay at there for quite long . deciding wad type of shirt to buy and stuff . omg~ tt shirt soo cute lo . but we bought the other one . also quite cute . before tt we were stuck and donno which one to buy . then bought brown de cos i dont have brown de shirt + me and kim gt many black shirts . hahas . then we went to shop shop and went to long john silver to look for the other 3 ppl . went to bugis street . at there walk for about 2 hrs .. i bought 3 tops and 1 bottom . sis bought 2 tops + 1 bottom . xuanwei bought 3 shirt . thanks kimkim !! she helped me , my sis and xuanwei alot in choosing the clothes . we chit-chat and leave the 3 of them alone many times lo . hahas . xuanwei so pathetic .. get bullied by 4 girls . then we walked and walked . not going to orchard to look for adeline . we abit tired to go . after tt went back to the edge .. went to freshbox . me and kim help him choose . anyways all his shirts are chosen by the 2 of us . then went to pmk . ask him to buy the same shirt as us also . bought present for jesslyn and i bought smth cute . hahas . then went to buy bbt and went back lers . me and kimkim chat . no ppl can hear de . we stand away from them . girls talk . wahahas . had fun . kim alight at sembawang , the 3 of us at admiralty and xuanwei and causeway bahs . went to buy dinner with them . i didnt eat lo . no appetite . went home and tried on the clothes . i liked them alot . nice~ thanks my dear , kimkim =)) i spend about $100 or more ? smth like tt . hahas . going to buy shoes and bottoms when i am free . hahas . c'mon cheer up guys . dont think so much . i am always here . i do lend my ears and nth will be out from me de =) u always encouraged me and nw it is my turn . hope to see u guys happy once more .. i love today . hahas . kimberly is great . smiles*

♥ 10:04 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

today wake up at 6+ . again tired . was going my bio homework ytd nite .. went to meet ade and cherie . cherie was late =x she was asleep . hahas . want go meet iz they all but then didnt . went to 7-11 and bought sweets .. then went to school . saw elaine . hahas . then had silent reading . mrs ram wasnt in class . no mass run .. was mass exercise . then maths . abit blur of the differentiation and stuff lo . then chinese .. think mr toh moodswing . he say he dont feel like teaching today then say he is feeling abit down nowadays .. then he tell us many things .. and true de love stories .. then made us laugh . i learnt smth from there .. and now i understand . but it is just too late .. ): it is just too late . everything is fixed .. then was break . in class played cards with them lo .. then went down . then was chemistry spa . sians . donno how to do calculations lor . then ss . miss chee didnt come .. we had 1 free period . then break . asked her and she told us she couldnt get away from a meeting . sians . next week still gt test lo . wonder wad to do nw .. then was maths . miss wee change lesson time with mr junus . continued with the lesson . sort of dozed off . too tired lers . then was physics . abit boring . then we went to assemble and went to nanyang poly . went there .. go lecture hall first . saw miss dee in their presentation under the digital media and stuff . she is great (: hen our so-called "tour guide" bring us around . but he always ended up missing . after tt we gt about 1 hr like tt free time . went to but fries with liling . then buy ice-cream for junan . then went back to the table . then fabian ask me help him buy mcspicy . zzz . buy ice-cream for terance too . then joey they all came .. bought stuff and ate . then we went to see see in 1 big grp . fabian keep disturbing me . i know i gt long hair .. but dont pull lers .. hahas . then i pull his de . abit sticky ? cos he put gel bahs .. hahas . we went to the library . the books all on IT de . no bio . sians . then went to sit with the guys . took away fooktak chair . then he and my bagpack man ; matthew share 1 chair . hahas . in the end me , fooktak and matthew share 2 chair lo . wei wei . i gt enough space to sit lo . alex and cheong seng laugh and say i very ke lian like tt .. zzz . then me , jane and joey all gt different types of mp3 . think quite lastest de lo . hahas . after tt we went to play games . was with alex and fabian most of the time . fabian gt 2nd prize , kenneath gt 1st and liling 3rd . they play different games de . then we went to 5th floor to pei kenneath and fabian collect prize . sinyee and jane tagged along . then saw liling they all upstairs . their prizes hor .. hmm . alex was quite right lehs . hahas . then went back to look for jordan they all .. but they nt there . then we want go back auditorium . think we walk wrong way . in the end find our way . then me and alex and fabian talk talk . hahas . then reach there . then they keep asking me go take part in the events .. dont want . bleahx . hahs . miss nana called and asked where we were cos everyone is leaving . and we were like .. the "tourguide" told us to assemble at there de lo . wah .. hais . nvm . then we walk there . took bus back to sch lers . chit-chat on the bus with sinyee . then fill up feedback form in class . then many left . think gt cca and stuff . then talk about the sports events and stuff . then i say wrong things . and alex so attentive .. then say i must participate cos i say participate also gd .. dots .. then was snatching the paper from fooktak , matthew and alex . then cheongseng was at a side . fabian help them . jane didnt help me . only gt few of us in class . then alex keep putting ppl names so tt he wont need to join . he say me or kim take part . he will take part de . then i take part in the 400m bahs . then me and kimkim quickly tick for alex in the 400m de . lols . he dont want go heats . hahas . but we already tick against the attendance list (: after tt me , kim , alex and fabian chit-chat . had fun lo . they 2 keep bullying us de . but i only hit fabian didnt hit alex .. later i will heart pain . lols . his leg is hurt but kim still hit him hard . fabian donno go say wad . ok . it is weird . nt elaborating . hahas . so we at there laughing and talking . waved good-by to bagpack man . hahs . then went to parade square with ade they all . talk about the class tee thingy with kim . and also wait for cherie . then cherie came . hmm . smth happen . it was red . the 4 of us donno wad to . we walk behind her lo . then ade pei me and kim wait for bus and we talk and i know it . but it doesnt matter cos i dont have feelings or wadever . then took 962 bus home lo . saw michelle when alight the bus . hahas . then went home and eat lo . watched tv and used comp . sians . tmr think gt trial run . alex no need run .. so good . hahas . miss alex , fabian , matthew lots . lols . anways .. take care alex .. must faster recover hor .. good luck for ur match tmr . u are great (: smiles*

♥ 10:58 PM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

today woke up at 6+ . tired lo . slept at 1+ . was doing my bio homeowrk and tossins at my bed for half an hour -_-''' meet ade and cherie .. my darlings .. lols . we went by the vista route there .. saw dickson , iz and hwee liang . went to 7-11 . bought tolerbrone . hahas . cherei bough 3 types of chocolates and pink dolphin . ade bought sour sweets . then walk to school . iz they all didnt wait for us .. zzz . went back to class . think rain .. hahas . gt back my dictionary . then ate chocolates . then xuanwei also pass me the ferrero rocher .. yumyum~ lols . gt my box of chocolates too . that one i bought de . today is a chocolate day . hahas . silent reading and den was chinese . had test .. had a hard time though . i am stupid . the ans is jus there and i didnt see it . want to take back my paper but cannot lers . no choice . then mr toh tell us bout the history .. the so many dynasty lors .. hahas . then was english . oh darling say cannot anyhow tell ppl lo .. hahas . i guess i wont bahs . then did the english assignments . sian . i haven even complete 1 .. then break . stayed in class .. then played cards with jordan , joseph and kangshen . went to canteen with them and look for joey . then was social studies . okok bahs .. me , liling and weiqi in a grp ..only 3 ppl while other grps at least 4-8 . hahas . me and liling chat and talk about loads of stuff . then was physics . very interesting de lesson . cheongseng and kangshen first did the demostration . somehow they didnt get a shock or smth cos the rubbing nt enough . we were laughing and laughing cos think they abit afraid .. i also will be afraid de although the schock is like an ant bite ? then michelle and joey want to try out . guess they gt the shock . they screamed and jumped .. lols . gt work and stuff . then break . many want to try out . went to canteen with liling , weiqi and sinyee . then went to assemble lers . then was chemistry . hmm . abit sians .. falling asleep . then biology .. i love bio . hahas . so i did pay attention .. but abit sleepy too . then need to go juromg island . guess the class was late . cos we ended abit late . then i gt a tuna sandwich (: xuanwei help me buy . thanks ! sit with ian then listen songs . bagpack man was near us too . reached there . and it was like we need go through custom the things like tt . hahas . then i was really fascianted by the stuff .. it was like .. hmm .. never thought i will go there . understand more stuff .. after tt went to the gallery ther . sat on the "pipe" chair like tt .. then do the worksheet with liling and sinyee . keep asking qns . then crawl through the hole thingy in side gt fossils lehs .. lols . fun fun . went around looking for ans and ask the person for help . we 3 are the first to finish .. then matthew and ian too . then we sit and chat with the person-in-charge . they want to go down buy thing eat . then we talk about o lvl stuff . she gave up tips . hahas . thanks! then we went down first .. and we go see gt wad thing .. then the rest came .. but we finish buying tt time lers . then went back to the bus . ate abit . donno wy i buy .. no appetite .. then went back to sch . want go look for mdm sal but she nt in sch . then went bac to look for liling they all . then went to parade square . chit-chat with ade , cherie , elaine and peiyee . we at there very cold . keep saying cold jokes . then iz they all playing bball . laugh like donno wad .. hahas . we are weird . then went back at 6+ . then me , ade and cherie did the sotong dance , the crab and lobster dance .. lols . lucky no one except elaine , peiyee and samantha saw it . me , elaine and sam walked the same way with iz , dick and hwee liang . gt things happen on the way . dont wish to elaborate . reached home at 7 . watched tv and went to buy dinner for sis . watched tv and nw blogging lers . think i burning mid-night oil again .. need to do bio .. hahas . smiles*

23rd Jan:
woke up at 6 . didnt meet ade they all . a tiring day i suppose . had bio spa . think it didnt went well for me . then was chem . finish 1 chapter ler bahs . then was break . i gt eat lo . so rare . zzz . cos most of the time i am in class . gt my dars chocolate =) then was eng . continue my assignments . smth funny happen . oh darling say cannot say . so nt writing about it . hahas . then was mt . teacher tell us abit history and stuff again . the class was fun . and time pass so quickly . then break again . and was mrs ram lesson . lcd and stuff . settle some admin stuff and we talk about the class tee .. hahas . then went for assembly . kimkim , me , chaoqun , wenhui and zixin at there talking about it .. hahas . then als ochat with liling and sinyee . hahas . the programme for assembly quite ok lo . but donno wad is the purpose . hahas . then no choice .. slack in class . went to canteen for awhile and i am off to my training . me and alycia were the only 2 girls . training ends at 5+ . bath and all and went back to sch . went to canteen to wait for ade and cherie . terance they all thought i ghost .. hahas . then no inspirations for zhou ji .. hahas . went home . ate dinner cos mum at home . then went to sembawang with her . this fashion like no clothes like tt . sians . then went to buy stuff . mum bought a cooking pan . me buy bubble tea , a blueberry mousse cake , a file and stuff . my 2 hands were full . hahas . went home at 9+ and used comp . did homework and burn midnight oil . feeling tired . smiles *

♥ 10:39 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

today woke at 6 and called glenn . cos ytd asked him send me to schooll =x but didnt . went to meet ade and cherie . reached sch and chit-chat with kimkim =)) . talk to carrine . tell her cold jokes . she say she can feel tt . hahas . had silent reading and there was like a funny smell ? me and kimkim and think pk they all cannot stand it .. went back to class and had amaths . were abit sians bahs . zixin came and talk about cold jokes . then was bio and eng . then break lo . stay in class as per normal and joseph took my mp3 . then mr koh came .. he want to test whether can use his laptop anot .. cos everytime cannot de . lols . then it was a success . then we went down to 2nd floor and saw joseph and jordan carrying the geog workbook . then me , shulin and chiaming went up with them together . adam was with us too . sians .. i dont want play gooseberry lehs .. lols . then the class came back . xuanwei pass me the dark chocolates and to shulin too =) then was geo then wenhui came sit with us and we started crapping and our jokes . then was mt . didnt really do well . think teacher abit too strict lers . then was break again . stay in class lo . gt liling and weiqi just came to sch . me and liling sing together .. we want to go sing .. lalalas~ i going broke .. lols . no lars . want go singing with chaoqun they all . and also michael they all . then need go bugis .. also need go there with kor . hahas . then was physics . and maths and chem lo .. alex darling .. jiayou worrs . (: then was chemistry .. and then ss choice . miss chee very good lo . start the lesson at 3pm . before tt some went to buy things eat lo .. hahas . then chit-chat with miss chee . wei kimkim .. dont hai me hor .. lols . then after tt went for library duty lo . mingyuan and kangshen my bodyguards lehs .. hmm . tat is wad miss siti say de .. shelve the books and read up on the recipes again .. wanna cook pasta .. then help out with the aranging of discs .. i wanna borrow from teacher .. i am dying to find the free willy show .. anyways .. there are 3 epsiodes .. if anyone know where gt sell pls tell me .. thanks =)) then went off at 5+ . waved good-bye to mr junus (: then walk to 962 bus-stop lo . kangshen was behind me lo . he called me .. and say my backview is nice . lols . donno whether he mean it anot .. hahas . then he chat on me with phone till i reach the bus-stop lo and was behind me at all times .. then he went off . reached home at about 6 lo . then bath and i went out again .. went to look for ruiwei , jackie , angel , jia , changhong , junhao and dexly and some others lo . we were at causeway at 9+ . went to walk walk . chit-chat with changhong while jackie was with jiahao (jackie is a girl hor .. dont mistake .. lols) then he was like very ke lian cos i hit him again .. he keep making fun of ppl .. dots . then say wad hitting him is bcos i dote on him . scold is bcos i love him . hahas . but i just hit him . i show not tell .. hahas . then jackie also keep scolding him say guys are always at fault . =/ then went home at 10+ . changhong accompany me till the bus came .. reached home at 10+ . msged him just to tell him i reached home .. lols . he so wry for me =x cos i his dear .. yeahyeah . hahas . i am crapping den . didnt do english and chinese homework . nvm lars . no choice .. maybe burning the midnight oil . smiles*

i need u alot . misses u .. i had fun with u . i love u (:
U ARE MY SUPER NUMBER 1

♥ 10:58 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

today woke at 8+ bahs . abit tired . bath and everything and went to buy breakfast for my sis . bought mac .. then went home .. watched tv and used comp to download songs . but only download zui jin and zhi yin wei ni . michael lo .. say he want to listen tt song then i find .. hahas . i am great (: then went to buy lunch for dad and sis . then went home and take my bag and i am out of my hse . went to admiralty park there to look for michael , eugene and chonglin . i listened to my mp3 lo .. under the hot sun ehs .. + i wearing black tee + jeans . lols . cos maybe going to library with aaron >> my prince ^^ lols . i gt throw in the ball lo .. out of 3 times 2 went in .. first time anyhow throw . i had fun ^^ .. then helped sis do her science homework . then did my eng homework and write loads of stuff again in my so called death-note book at the bball court . hahas . then all were guys .. great .. they bully me lo .. keep disturbing me .. eugene anyhow throw ball lo .. like everytime hit until me .. zzz . then junhong came . didnt expect tt . tmr i will be seeing him in the library for duty too =) but michael they all lost due to my cursing . then gt 6 guys whom i donno de came .. wow !! their basketball quite gd de lehs .. lols . i think lars .. hahas . and look quite cute de lo =x then i curse michael and chonglin .. then the ball really didnt go into the ring lor .. and i was laughing and laughing like nobody's business . but it's my michael business .. cos he didnt win the match and was demoralised .. so during the match and whole time .. he didnt get the ball into the ring simply because I CURSE HIM . lols . so he was chasing around me and will say the same thing = "i hit ppl never see the time" and i will reply "since when u hit ppl gt see time" LOLS . but he will nv hit me but tickle me . so dead . zzz . after some time glenn kor came . okays . he hor .. hmm . was copying me . the way i laughed + my actions and everything . aaron came too . msged him to ask him to come . hahas . then called jeremy cos michael say he missed call jeremy 60+ times but he nv reply . so i called him once . he no pick up but after awhile he called back . then michael was angry and sort of scolding him cos he called me instead of him . hmm .. it's normal to see vulgarities flying all over when i am with them . gotten used to all tt . then michael was on the phone chatting with jeremy , me chasing glenn all around . hahas . then the 2 of them went to take game - RISK . me join aaron they all lo . play bball . if too far i will get air ball . hahas . aaron and chonglin let me and help me lo . nt like eugene . zzz . but he also let me . hahas . they so gd . then finally they came back .. gt my phone back with me . safe and sound . went to residents corner there . they play risk , me go 605 there buy drink .. thirsty lor . i walk the grass there . then gt mud . and i thought about my life . bought my drinks and went back . guohao reached lers . me sit at another table like tt do homework .. hahas . more like writing my feelings down . then guohao asked whether i take part in the campus superstar lo . LMAO . everytime ask .. nt sian de lehs . aaron they all want drag me go there queue .. then say want to listen to me sing .. hahas . then chonglin went off first . then guohao . guohao lose first . hahas . michael win lo .. he ally with glenn and aaron . eugene ally with guohao . chonglin give all his things to aaron lo . hahas . but michael win . yeahyeah ! my dardar . =) then walk back with michael and glenn at 6+ . they pei me go buy dinner . on the way gt too much things happen .. all i can say .. they were cheering up when i show a sad face .. they were great (: i was happy with them . then asked michael carry my bag for me . i lazy . and he help me take my sis dinner too . i had nth with me . yeah ! didnt help glenn take his game . hahas . chit-chat with michael .. then he asked me qns . asked why i avoid 1st SOMEONE . then y i avoid 2nd SOMEONE . y i avoid 3rd SOMEONE . hmm . i donno the 4th SOMEONE yet .. michael didnt tell me . he dont want tell . now sometimes i avoid 5th SOMEONE . sry . used numbers if nt later too many someone . zzz . reached home at 7+ . watched tv till 9 . the show at channel 8 is SAD . SOBS SOBS . the 3rd , 4th , 5th brother die lers . sad . and his disciple too =(( i like the 3rd brother alot lo . half ghost half human . then used comp and blogging while on the phone with glenn . he with michael and guohao lors . zzz . then he asked the same qns as michael .. who i like ? lols . i didnt reply . and their reply is the same lo . "ask u like never ask like tt" . hahas . using 1 hand to type then also chatting with xuanwei . then blog halfway went down to look for glenn and michael . went to return the game to him . they dont allow me go home .. zzz . cornered me . then keep pressing the lift . make me laugh and smiles* so i just reached home and finishing blogging soons . there are many stars tonight . remind me of my ben shishan . he can tell time by looking at the stars . and it is accurate de . cos last time we together then gt ask him . hahas . now we are gd frens . =) looking forward to seeing them . wah . now michael and glenn playing risk . wanna join them =x smiles*

as i walk .. it was smooth sailing till the mud came along the way . i felt it was like my life . i cant turn back . i have to move on .. after passing the mud . it became smooth sailing once more .. just like wad i am going through . abit sad though i cried abit today .. feelig hurt and tired of everything . yet i have to put a smile* had to face everything . and i am damn tired of this stupid things tt are make me cry and sad which doesnt WORTH my tears . donno how to face it any longer .
not looking forward to sch .. dont want to see too much of ... looking forward to sch cos i want to study . guess my passion for studies is back soon especially biology . i am hoping to spend time with michael , glenn , shishan , eugene , chonglin , guohao , aaron , alex , brenard , randy , joe , oscar , joachim ,kai chong and many others . + jin and moon . dont wry . i will be fine with u by my side . u are great (: lols .

♥ 11:06 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

today woke yp at 8+ . watched tv and do housework .. then went buy breakfast for sis . then do housework . and then read my magazines . i read many .. i bought e-pop , teenage and i-weekly .. so read alot .. hahas . gt many thoughts after reading .. though they are sad ones . sam came . after tt do my physics and biology homework . then i slept for awhile . abiut 20 mins ? hahas . then i went to clean up and helped with dinner and watching tv at the same time . multi-tasked . lols . then ate and watched tv . didnt eat much . had 1/4 - 1/2 small bowl of rice ? then watched tv and did washing of dishes . went down to buy stuff for the house . i am more like a housewife than a student . lols . then bath and used comp . change my blogskin .. quite ok bahs .. hahas . still using a white background . chatting with xuanwei , aaron . on the phone with michael . cos he want me to call . zzz . msging mingyuan lo . he is troubled . do tc .. aaron and me thought of the name lers . yeah ! my nick is waiting for my PRINCE to take me to a faraway land . his nick is on my way to fetch his cute de PRINCESS to a faraway land . LOLS . maybe tmr going out to study with them . but before tt going out with my michael first . he gt things want to tell . gt qns want to ask me . gt favours to ask me too (: he keep saying i gt the tao hua yun . i dont have lor . at his there gt 4 ppl like me .. ok . i only know 3 .. the other 1 i donno yet .. he keep me in suspense . zzz . all i know smth common in 4 of them is they are 17 this year . cherie last time say they each gt 1/4 probabilty . lols . cherie u wrong lers . wahahas .. tat one is in tt grp of frens .. lols . so cannot count the probabilty .. lols . he was gonna slp soon . asked him to rest .. lols . i am great (: tc hor . dont tire urself ^^ misses~ smiles*

as i look at the basketball court .. tears welled up in my eyes .. the back view of him .. the serious look he had in his eyes were charming . but i never get to see it again . living in regrets .

♥ 11:37 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

today was quite ok .. woke up at 6+ . went to meet ade and cherie . cherie want go vista buy sweets . then wanna go meet xuanwei they all .. then on our way saw wenhui , zixin , junan and marvin . went to buy then xuanwei they all went off first . no patience .. zzz . reached sch and asked kimkim about emaths . then gt back my journal . mr toh is GREAT (: . guess i will write more about how i feel . then i wont be so sad anymore . sians . was silent reading and then physics spa .. got the data logging thingy . i at there blur blur .. lols .. sotonggirl . then went to computer lab to key in data stuff . wait very long for the printout of my graph .. mine was the last one anyways . lols . went back to class and gt emaths test although we were LATE !! sians . i donno how to do . gt a few anyhow pick .. so gt 1/4 probabilty tt i will get correct . then was break . many didnt do their graph thingy .. lols . then stay back .. me went to e2 .. xuanwei gave me DARS chocolate .. milk chocolate de .. ytd i went to see see then want this chocolate de lo .. he didnt know .. we sharede great telepathy =) lols . thanks ! (: went back to class . then we about 10.15 like tt then go down . we were LATE . hahas . mr justin at there donno say wad .. many from e1 + e2 ppl . we stay back in class . hahas . then we went to the back of the hall .. i mean behind the walls lo . went back to class . ian say we can form 1 class . yeah ! 4e5 ? combinaton of e1 + e2 . hahas . then went back to class . no pe lesson . fill up a form then we did our stuff . went to alex side there . talk about bio de stuff .. lols . then 2nd period chit chat with carrine , chaoqun and wenhui . cold jokes .. very de cold lor .. then we laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop . then we nust go find cold jokes then next mon talk about it . hahas . then went for english lesson . gt the TTDTT . then went off to our writing genre groups . me do the exposition .. terance and jason too ^^ junan at there donno play the worms thing .. then gt competition .. eewwww .. hahas . then went back to class . cherie give chaoqun the weather doll thingy .. lols . zixin say cherie biased .. cos she give chaoqun only .. hahas . ade say she give zixin .. hahas . i give wenhui .. lols .. went to look for xuanwei . then samantha came and we went off . went to xuanwei hse first .. they 2 talk .. me so left out .. zzz . but pinhan also walk the same way .. so he chit-chat with me .. yeahyeah !! hahas . xuanwei hse like so stocked up de .. so many chocolates and tidbits .. i cannot resist to the TEMPTATIONS OF CHOCOLATES . LOLS . then go take his tee . then take the zuo wen xuan album fron him too . then download songs .. hahas . he went to bath .. after tt he went back with us .. he went to my hse while samantha went home to bath first . but i found out i dont have the key to my door .. he pei me to admiralty take key . asked him go buy lunch to eat .. after tt went back . he watched cinderella story ^^ cos i asked him watch . zzz . then i did housework .. then sam came .. and i went to bath . wore his tee . very big .. if i wear my shorts .. wont be able to see my shorts ler . lols . then my mum came back . but they went to rooftop .. wah .. envysss .. i wanna go .. nvm .. next time ask kor pei me there .. then we went to cwp walk walk . went to buy my alphia fruites .. very de nice ~then we went to take NEOPRINT . lols . first time taking with a guy lo .. xuanwei also first time take neoprine . hahas . he is very de cool lors .. then we went to buy the tickets . going to watch a nite at the museum .. went buy drinks and walk walk then went in lers .. like nobody like tt .. hahas . in front gt 1 couple block my view . the guy is tall .. zzz .but i enjoyed the show .. it was like so incredible .. reading so many bks on history like tt in just 1 day .. he is great . nicky is cute .. i LOVE rexy alot .. SOOO CUTE~ then the stont thingy say quiet .. i think .. then say my fren dumbdumb want to talk .. lols . quite unexpected .. i thought he is going to scold or smth . but also abit sad when one of them become dust . hahas . went home at 6+ . msged michael . hahas . went home and then watched tv . went to buy stuff at 8+ lo . after tt used comp ler . sians .. i angry lars .. zzz .. everytime talk to her .. u NEGLECT me . zz . hahas .. smiles*

i am ok lers ;
ur footprints : smiles : everything are memories tt are kept deep deep down .
just want to start anew as soon as possible and to forget him . but think i am forgetting him soon bahs .. guess u might have thrown ALL of tt away .. BUT i wont mind . it's over .. look forward to ur new relationship (: tc .

♥ 9:40 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

woke up at 6 today . was chatting with xuanwei lo .. he want me go meet up with them .. ok lo .. hahas . went to meet them at vista .. i was abit late bahs . but reach there only gt xuanwei , isaac , dickson and hwee liang . then went with xuanwei to cheers . he buys chocolates for me ^^ he buy dark chocolate .. i choose tt cos he donno wad to buy . then mingyuan and alan came too =) ade and cherie also . hahas . my BESTIES . lols . then he help me carry my books too =) cos he promised me if i go meet him de . lols . reached sch and chat with ppl .then gt silent reading . then no mass run . gt cca grading de thing talk . now then they tell us .. so late the say .. already 3 yrs over .. zzz . then was emaths . and chinese gt test .. mr toh very gd let us write finish then hand in .. but i finish but i lost my textbook .. sians . i stayed in class with joseph they all . . ;isten to mp3 and ade and cherie came .. then we went down to canteen . joseph and jordan took my mp3 away . me took xuanwei de . hahas . i like tt song lars .. no choice .. then was chemistry spa . do the test and stuff . but i donno how to do the thinking qns .. sians . then went back to classroom .. wow . joseph was listening to my mp3 as he do the practical lors . i dont think is real lehs . hahas . then was ss . miss chee was late . i like her alot ^6 then break again . kim forced to it .. no choice but to eat de .. then physics . as per normal .. then amaths and english . my writing genre are personal recount , exposition , discussion . terance so sway .. i help him write 2 out of 5 .. then mdm sal say his writing genre is personal recount + exposition . lols . then was bio . mrs ram gt smth on bahs . then gt donno wad enrichment course . didnt go for my training . after tt went to library .. for the team building stuff .. gt games lo .. was msging michael . he thought i gt trouble again cos everytime i gt trouble will go look for him de . lols . my team is called the cute librarian !! lols . i just say for fun de .. then no one think of names then finally agree lo . as per normal . kangshen was ke lian .. hahas . i know he gd lars .. wont bully me de .. then gt refreshments and stuff . then went off at about 5+ reaching 6pm . went to look for ade . waited for cherie . listened to songs . hmm . talk about stuff lo . about pestering de .. hahas . then went to take 912 bus to admiralty and buy dinner . rushed home to watch channel 8 show . then also watched project superstar . hahas . run in and out of the room . then went to buy wedges for sis . saw my alex laopa , bernard they all . hahas . misses them lots . went home and used computer . haven study for my emaths test . sians . hahas . smiles*

dont say SORRY . it hurts alot .. do u know tt ?
hmm .. past is past .. i have learnt to let go .. he is not meant to be mine afterall . hope the both of u get the happiness u want . need not bother about me . i am a NOBODY to him . no matter wad i do or how i feel wont affects him de .. is U not ME .. dont let that affect our friendship .. i hope to see u in happiness . my happiness is with so many ppl lers . tc .

♥ 10:56 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

woke at 5+ . zainab's dad send us to sch . reach sch at 7+ . walk into sch with joey . hahas. chit-chat . then was sr as normal . and had mt first . mr toh let us listen to 3 songs sang by guang liang . first was yue ding then dou shi ni then yong qi . need to do compo after tt . as we do then we listen to the album lo . hahas . quite fun de .. then was eng . mdm sal didnt come today . then oh darling and lao pa quite mischievous . lols . then was break . asked sinyee help me buy sandwich+ green tea . stayed in class with ian , kangshen , joseph , jordan , chiaming + shulin ^^ . then helped jordan lock the class . then went down to canteen with the 3 of them . ian gt duty .. i dont want to be lightbulb .. and jordan gt my mp3 .. hahas . after tt they went to buy burger . me go look for sinyee . then go back to look for the guys . then assemble lo . then was ss . was msging 3 ppl . i busy lehs . then also chit-chatting with chaoqun . then miss chee went to help to do things for awhile . but her lesson ended . then was physics . had fun lo ... the loudness and things . then chit-chat with chaoqun dear ^^ well .. we did talk about some stuff . i wont be sad de bahs .. but if i really have the chance i would want to leave this place de .. =x then was break again . same .. stayed in the class . but this time gt jiahong and adam too . then went down . chit chat with shulin and chia ming . then ade and cherie came . and chit-chat . now more busy lers . msg 4 ppl . lols . was msging michael , eugene , aaron and chonglin . hahas . asked them they going anywhr after sch . then they want go bball court . neither do i want to stay in sch . then was chemistry and biology . hmm . quite fun bahs .. i like my sciences lessons . but bad thing is they are in the afternoon . hey . it is tiring de lo .. and everyone will feel sleepy too .. then was moodless too . pass mrs ram de bio hols assignment . she say she will help to look through it .. i dont have emaths de choice lesson so i went to canteen with sinyee . was really in a bad mood . so if u step on my tail . then i am sry .. and then miss nana tell me there is a course .. and it was 3.30pm . when she tell me the time is like 3.25pm . wah .. wasnt in a mood . feeling frustrated . the first aid thing i learn before . last time went to sports school for the course i already learn . tt time more . spending about 6-8 hrs ? in the room listening to the talk . zzz .ended at 5pm . went home . didnt go bball court cos quite late then they say at nite then go . was watching tv .. watched the news . i am a gd girl .. lols . then went buy dinner and i rushed home to watch tv . didnt go to bball court to look for them today . then used comp at 9+ . did my chinese compo . then watch hana kimi ep 9 . nicenice~ now chatting with xuanwei darling .. angryysss . tsk tsk . " ur the cutest in my eyes .. sweetest in my dreams .. and the only one in my heart .. i love u " wah .. angryyss lo . who is tt ? i am jealous ler lars . he purposely de lo . cos i make him jealous . hmph . sians .. hahas . tmr still gt eng choice . 100% sian . i dont like . gt donno wad experience thing . i am jealous .. understood ? smiles*

♥ 10:42 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

today is a normal day like any other day . feeling tired and restless . woke at 5+ and went tosch with ade and cherie . quiet .. we didnt talk . i was in very low spirits . VERY MOODY COS OF HIM BAHS . then i was very frustrated . went to sit and kimkim talk to me awhile . after tt i talk to no one . i read my book like ignoring everyone's presence . me living in my world of darkness . then kim sit with me . then was silent reading . had bio spa . sians . i gt everything mixed up .. the test for proteins and fats were wrong . aiya . everything just went wrong for me early in the morning . after tt was chenistry . mr tan gave us chemistry sudoku . then was break . quite a number of ppl stayed back in class do the sudoku . me and kim even went to the extent tt we bring it to parade square and do it .. lols . then was english . had those stuff as per normal . the TTDTT - things to do today . lols . this is mdm sal think de . then was mt . AHHHH !!! ah ding show me that magazine .. omg .. gt wuzun and ella + fei lun hai . also got the ppl i like .. i wanna buy it . hahas . then oh darling keep saying .. if i not happy then will affect him then he wont play well .. zzz . cos we sort of talk about many things ytd . and he sort of know how lousy i am feeling . o . xuanwei also know too =) then was amaths . wasnt in the mood to listen to lessons . then keep asking chaoqun for hwelp lo . in the end . think i can do it lers . after 1 period . alex and cheongseng left cos they got bball match .. msged alex darling ^^ ask him to jiayou .. and chit-chat abit .. then he ask me go study .. then i listen to him lo . but was going to be break . then he ask i nt eating .. lols . he buy for me then i eat lo .. but he say he nt in sch ler .. sobs . then we stop msging cos he reached ler . after his match then he msg me lo . so gt a number of ppl stayed back in class . miss wee was helping jess and yipeen with amaths . then i see them play cards . then we 12.45pm then go assemble . lols . miss wee bring us down in case we get scolded . at there less than 5 mins and we were back in the classroom . then was lcd , ct + assembly . no assembly . so 3 periods belong to mrs ram de . so happy lo . she talk about the jc stuff . the course and things . then we went out of the classroom for games . played for about 1hr++ had fun .. next wek gonna continue . she ask us go back prepare . lols . we were abit late for physics choice . mr junus was abit sarcastic say we enjoying life .. lols . once i reached the classroom gt a msg by alex darling ^^ he asked wad is for assembly . lols . he say we so good gt games =)) think he abit dissapointted tt he didnt play well .. they won but think nt their target de points bahs . hmm . dont think so much .. must jiayou jiayou .. still gt so many matches ahead of u .. so must work hard .. must take care of urself since u say u sprain ur leg or smth .. jiayou .. i will support u de .. lols . oh darling .. u got wenhui liao ler . lols .. no need me de . hahas . after choice end was training ler . sians . it ends at 5+ . damn tired . i was so wobbly ler . very de unstable lo . hahas . fabian thought my stead was pinhan .. lols . he my junior ehs .. went to 515 bball court there to look for michael , glenn , jeremy and gin .. but i no mood . was listening to mp3 the whloe time and read up on amaths . at there gt too much memories .. hais . i am damn pathetic to think about these again . then michael went up to take things bahs . me and someone wait downstairs .. forget that girl name . lols . think it poon or smth . hahas . then i walk abit and saw his door was open . and i rmb the route . the one which we always walk to sch . images appear and it hurts alot . she called me and went back . then we walk till the woodlands pri there de bball court . michael talk to me .. then tears welled up and he ask me nt to cry and apologise . hahas . then went to 717 bball court . but i went home first . bought dinner and reach home at 7+ . then went to bball court at 8+ lo . same thing slack at there lo . after awhile den i am active . there got alex laopa , michael , glenn , aaron^^ , gin , poon and jeremy . then me and gin sing sing . and glenn was tortured by us .. hahas . he very good to me . talk to him and they all want to be more le guan .. ya .. think i will bahs . cos a promise to u all cannot be broken de . bcos there will be some sick consequences . asked him whether he want to go sentosa anot . he dont want . then i say i cry lo . then he agree .. yeah !! happys . all afraid tt i will cry . lols . then glenn entertain me and gin . hahas . bernard they all came . so happy =)) play .. running and chasing around lo .. there the lights were off . gt many stars .. a very beautiful sight . then went home . then i want play with water but i almost slipped down . dont want anyone to send me home although he insisted but in the end i didnt want . hahas . reached home and did nth much lers . xuanwei offline ler . going to rest soon . nites .

♥ 11:36 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

woke up at 5+ lo . meet ade and went to sch . went to buy exercise bk for writing journal . then gt lessons . sian lors . then was library duty . at there miss siti gave us 1 hour talk lo .. sians . then mingyuan came after his choice and brought me sandwiches too !! thanks (: junhong at there donno do wad .. making me laugh and laugh the whole time .. lols . then me and kangshen discuss about the chinese compo thing . ask him help me think the ending .. lols . went back at 5+ . walked home . i completely lost all my mood . bought dinner and watched tv . michael called and going to bball court to look for they all . there is the only place u can see my TRUE smiles . went there . gt michael , eugene , jeremy , chonglin , guohao , catherine , bernard + randy ^^ . so happy to see them lo .. so i sit there and listen to songs . then was doing my journal .. hahas . then glenn came . came disturb me . randy they all also .. keep saying my hands and legs smaller than theirs .. zzz . after tt michael and glenn want go 768 . ask them to say pls .. then i go .. lols . in the end i went with them . we 3 keep singing together . lalalas ~ then chit-chat .. fun fun .. i love them lots . ask michael to help me take wrapper off for my lollipop . he helped me .. thanks (: but he go licked it first .. zzz . angryyss . after tt kangshen call and ask me to change the story abit .. i agree then will be easier to write . hahas . they went to buy the dye thing .. cos their teacher caught them alot of times for their hair not black in colour .. i went to buy sweets + chocolates . after tt we went back to bball court ler . they go put water in plastic bag . lmao . zzz . donno wad they trying to do also . then i continued with my journal .. then write about how i felt .. which i dont suppose many ppl know . after tt gt hit by a ball .. i didnt mind . i am used to it .. anyway it has been since a long time i gt hit by tt ball bcos everytime gt all the kor kor save the ball . they all soo good .. then they all try to entertain me and make me happy .. but guess it failed afterall .. there were many stars .. at least tt make me happy .. went with them to buy drink .. then i went home . they ask chonglin send me home .. zzz . i no mood . cos he know once i talk .. there will be rain lers . went home and did nth ler . all of them msg me den .. wanting me to be happy .. i do hope i will be the cheerful me too .. for the sake of u guys .. i will do my very best de . but for nw .. i just moodswing .. then junan , terance and xuanwei chat with me on msn lo . just dont have the mood to go scholl anymore . how i wished i will be sick now . just dont say anything .. wad about this and tt .. just let me be .. let me pick up myself again bahs . everyone is different and of cos have their way of doing things . i am tired . thanks u guys .. thanks for being there for me at all times . especially to michael , aaron .. thanks alot . the comfort and encouragement were smth i needed alot . hope to see u guys soon .

the word and promises left scars and wounds all over me . i am tired . i need first aid . hais . dont leave any comments or talk to me . i need time alone sometimes .

♥ 11:48 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

today woke up at 8+ . abit sleepy .. did maths exercises . then chonglin msg and i went to bball court to look for them . got michael , chonglin , eugene and jeremy . i read my book and listen to mp3 lo . then rain . i was still in the rain . they one by one come find me . hahas . i dont want . i want to think about my chinese homework .. lols . finally thought of it . then i went off at 12 noon to admiralty . help sis buy schoolshoes . bought sundae ice-cream and asked chonglin to come fetch me . lols . reached and we played cards . lose got forfeit . will get hit de lehs . hahas . chonglin was tortured by me . gene was there too . i helped her many times . jeremy , eugene and chonglin it not so hard de . they so good . lols . michael was so sian diao . the last few rounds he keep losing then get hit by us . but by tt time no one gt the mood . but i still hit very hard . i am a devil . lols . yeayeah . me and gene keep singing . then we 2 quite alike de lo . our cards most of the time is same same de . hahas . went off at 3 . went home and used my computer until now . hahas . but i got go buy dinner =)) drank my honeydew de drink . hahs . nicenice~ then watching zhong ji yi ban and doing my homework + chit-chatting with alex my darling ^^ , terance , eugene and aaron + qin ai de beekian . me , aaron eugene now discussing about sentosa thing . hahas . i so great bahs . but i hope this time i wont cry . cos everytime i go . i will cry . but there will be someone for me . but now dont have ler . well it is abit sad . no one to sit by the rocks with me and chat . no one to e-mail me even though we were already chatting . hais . since it is over . it is pointless . have to look forward in life . guess he have found a new partner . must stay happy always hor . isaac my most important de darling .. hahas . angryyss . got ai mu zhe also dont want tell me . hahas . *SMILES* looking forward to everyday . and of course to see him in happiness .

♥ 9:43 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

morning download songs and charge my mp3 . bath and all and went to party world to look for xuanwei , mingyuan and dick at 12+ . then sing . lalalas~ the 4 of us were very HIGH . dick go record me and mingyuan sing the last song shan hu hai .. zzz . i like tt yi qian ling yi ge yuan wang de song . very nice~ took xuanwei de mp3 and he took mine . we exchange . hahas . after tt alan came to look for at about 2 . then we went to cwp to look for ade . saw quite a number of ppl lo .. then went to take bus . asked them to take 912 bus . wahahas . then we alight at 888 plaza to buy things go cherie hse to eat . ade went home first . then called chonglin cos he missed call me . hahas . he miss me . zzz . he say he , eugene , shishan they all saw me .. but i didnt see them .. sobs .. about 1 week didnt see them ler .. i love hanging out wit them .. they bring laughter and smiles to me . i wont be sad with them . but with them i can be sad cos too many shoulders and listeners i have at there especially at bball court . hahas . yeahyeah ! i so xing fu .. then in sch gt xuanwei and terance they all , cherie and ade and my class =) then i buy rojak + apple puff . i love apple puff~ hahas . on the way there . very noisy lo . these 4 guys donno why use wang bing de voice like tt talk . VERY HIGH PITCH !! hahas . they continue even when they at cherie hse . then i go steal their food .. lols . only ate alan and mingyuan de . dick at another side . cherie donno do wad at her computer . then was listening to mp3 the whole time .. then the 3 guys called iz and di siao him . say wad dui dui dui . using different tones and everything . after tt alan and cherie say they hungry .. zzz . went to 888 plaza . pull the other 3 along .. cherie want me zai her there . okayys . i very good de . our 1st try hor .. hmm . donno y we 2 keep laughing .. then almost fell .. then 2nd time is cherie .. we 2 donno why keep laughing then she stop .. cos we 2 trembling . 3rd time is success .. i zai her there de lo . we 2 at there trying to control .. lols . then ride past alan they all . hahas . across de road . scary cos gt car .. then went there and cherie bought kfc . alan bougt smth else . they went didnt go back with us . they went home .. then i zai cherie back too .. ade was outside her hse .. then we watch love wrecked first .. very nice lo ~ finally jenny and brian were together .. so touching . he go wait for her for so long . lols . after tt watch Just My Luck . watched till the part when she is still lucky and gonna be unlucky and i went home . cherie fell asleep lers . hahas . walked home and was scared out of my wits by a dog . =x walk admiral garden there . think saw some familiar faces . then i was scared out of my wits by 2 cats this time . zzz . went home . and my sis call to say she at bus-stop near 515 and say she saw marvin and junan . gd lo . then i went home . abit down . cos the whole morning to evening too HIGH ler . reached home at 7+ . just step into my hse and i went out again . it was like within 1 minute i was out of my hse . msged chonglin and eugene . waa .. they went to kbox .. angryysss . tsk tsk . but they went to celebrate their friend de bdae . hahas . then went to meet up with sis . and went to mac buy fries . went to bridge there buy drinks and went home . have dinner and watched tv . watched cinderella story . very nice lo . i watched again . hahas . i like the quote . never let the fear striking out keep u from playing the game . and she also say waiting for u is like waiting for rain in this drought , useless and disappointing . i agree with tt . =0 then watched zhou ri ba dian dang . now watch zhong ji yi ban .. nice nice~ going out with chonglin they all tmr . looking forward =) think go bball court .. hahas . i love them + my xuanwei jiemei and qin ai de isaac and my darlingss . =) *SMILES*

♥ 10:54 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

woke up at 5+ . went to school with samantha . her dad send us there . reached at about 6.25am like tt lo . hahas . after awhile .. alex came =)) happys happys !! he my darling lo . but he dont want admit .. zzz . say wad terance later jealous .. hahas . he wont de lars . he also very good de .. then ah ding they all came . after tt many ppl came lers . run between e1 and e2 . hahas . then need to help fabian buy green tea . asked kim accompany me . thanks :) then chit-chat abit and mrs ram came . had silent reading . then we got our physics spa on reflection .. first time i do so fast .. then can write conclusion and identify the source of error . hahas . after tt went back to class and had abit theory . then was maths . went through qns . talk to chao qun . her chinese very GOOD lo . hahas . she help me think of the starting of the composition . but i wont use it . it is very nice lo . now the words are on my nick =)) after tt gt pe lesson . ht and wt for those who haven . then went for 4 rounds around parade square and had squats . then run up and down the stairs .. my leg pain lehs . sour abit .. hahas . yeah . alex behind me . they slowly run mahs .. zzz . me and carrine didnt give fabian face . we ran in front of him . wahahas .then gt mediation .. hahas . afer tt was break lers . mr adrian sit with us and chit-chat .. tt person gt so much money just for representing s'pore in few competitions . got gold and bronze medal . somemore a 17 yr old swimmer . i am 15 yet nt up to her standard .. VERY far behind her . sobs . she got donno how many thousands of money ler . then went back to class . gt bubble gum =) then was eng lesson . gt games . fun . we won .. hahas . yeah group 1 . we got chocolatesss !! junan grp the last lo =x he nt serious . then terance also hop to oher grp . hahas . then gt grammar thing . terance went to give ans then gt chocolate also . hahas . i want . he say will give me but he give carrine ='( then was spelling test . terance say will get full marks then give chocolates . lols . carrine gt full marks so she return terance chocolates . terance didnt get full marks then dont have chocolates to give me . but in the end he still got give me .. he is great =) then i ask from junan also . but didnt take from him . i so gd bahs . lols . praise myself . zzz . after tt went to causeway with adeline and cherie . wanted to go long john but so packed like tt . in the end went to horizon . i was very high all the way lo . wahahas . they 2 keep knocking my head .. =x we 3 eat the pots and pan thingy . nw gt phobia ler . cos i donno scalded myself how many times . now still very pain lehs . after tt went to see see walk walk . then we went to neoprint shop to take neoprint . hahas . gt 1 my expression very kua zhang lehs . hahas . then we went to borrow disc . borrow john tucker must die , love wrecked and just my luck . saw xuan wei they all . and i shouted across cos they at x-craft there . then they come find us . i very xin fen when see xuan wei lo . he my jiemei . wahahas . then we went off . walk here and there . want to go bank de . but the rain so big . so slack awhile . but it was pouring instead .. so i braved the rain . lols . no lars . just quickly go there lo . after tt went back to cwp to finad ade and cherie . and we went home lers . reached home at 4+ . donno y .. these few days keep showing attitude to my mum and dad . did housework . the house without me like will die .. i nt at home . no one do clean up . and after few days then i sweep the floor . hais . watched tv . bath and all . and i went to cherie hse at 6.30pm . meet ade at bus-stop . then reached cherie hse at about 7pm . then download songs and everything . then we watched john tucker must die . very nice and funny lo . kate so nice .. hahas . then mingyuan called . maybe going to ktv with them bahs . then ade and cherie say see ah bing must die . cos i going out with them .. zzz . no lor . hahas . then we went back at 10pm . hahas . walked home . raining cats and dogs . freezing cold lor . no one lend me sweater . sobs . reached home at 10..30pm lo . then did nth much lers . hahas . need to go out with so many ppl to watch movie . schedule quite pack . but will make time for xuanwei . want to pei him . i also want watch deathnote again also . then need to go with weiqi they all also watch nite at a museum and charolette web(think spell wrong =x ) thing . then need go kbox with shishan they all . then need go out with ade and cherie too . then want to go out wit jaslyn to know her better too . need go bugis for shopping spree too . lols . yeah ! i am busy . make me busy bahs . dont want to think too much . bcos i guess i miss him alot bahs~ hahas . but i promise alex laopa and micael they all tt i wont cry . =) if he finds his happiness then all the best to him ^^ terance and xuanwei must get well soon hor .. =) both of u are the greatest . and alex too =) *SMILES*

♥ 11:48 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

woke up at 5+ . tired .. went to meet with xuanwei , alan , alvin , mingyuan , dick and iz . then saw hwee liang too . asked xuanwei helped me carry my books ehs . they are heavy .. hahas . then rain lo .. sians .. alvin take my maths txtbk and used it as an cover .. it is abit wet ler . my bao bei .. i thought is physics .. then they laughed at me .. zzz . went to class . me sit beside chao qun .. matthew is gone .. sobs .. and i found out the reason .. he migrate to sit with fooktak they all .. no mass run .. was mass exercise .. ok lars .. but nt feeling too well then need to jump .. =x then was maths .. i good girls lehs .. gt do the exercises .. then was mt . abit sian bahs .. but then also quite humourous lo . with mr toh english .. he nv fails to make us laugh .. but then ian they all quite bad . they switch names .. like ian is chia ming .. lols . then break ler . sian lo . matthew ps me . go change place . angry with him . so he apologise .. lols . then keep calling kangshen and he called me back . the tome hor .. very the ewww . hahas . then was chemistry spa . i like chemistry spa .. got chemicals .. hahas . then was ss . very sian~ but last few mins i gt listen .. hahas . then was physics .. i sort of enjoyed it .. hahas . then was maths . continue with the exercises . then english .. sian .. i dont want the oral presentation .. hais .. i dont like lo ..then was bio . we play games .. hahahs . we were great =)) then gt choice . sian~ didnt listen much . the weather like tt . make me sleepy .. then smth happen in e2 . donno wad fight thing or wad lo . between student and teacher .. then lesson finally end . wait for adeline . went to canteen . did physics homework . joey and xinyi came too . =) draw the waves like going to die lo . then xinyi helped me . but i draw myself . thanks anyways .. hahas . went back to classroom den . my storybk still in class =x after tt we went to change into pe attire . dont want wear uniform .. hahas . close the door . the toilet belong to us . yeah! after tt went to cwp walk walk . went to see see . tmr going to rent 3 discs and gonna go cherie hse to watch ehs .. hahas . think i at nite will be free bahs . if michael they all nt going to bball court . hahas . RAINING . sians . so i was in the rain .. my turtle wet . so was my shirt . wet lehs . but i went home didnt bath lo =x lazy hahas . after some time then went to bath . was msging with jaslyn these 2 days . ^^ went to buy dinner for sis . and did nth lers . just finished the 8th episode for hana kimi . i still got many shows i want to watch . zhong ji yi ban , e mo zai sheng bian , e zuo ju zhi wen , tian shi qing ren , shi tou jian dao bu . donno when am i gonna finish it .. if have the disc .. can lend ? hahahs . write till here bahs . nth to write also .. i miss benben =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PK =)) *SMILES*

♥ 10:28 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

slept quite early ytd . slept at 11+ . i am still tired .. went to school with sis today .. had silent reading .. then was 2 language .. first was chinese . mr toh was quite humourous . then was english . me and ah ding finish our compositions ler . helped terance with his 2 compositions . he donno how to write . i help him lo . then was break . didnt eat . no appetite . then was ss . abit sian . me and matthew gt chat abit . then was physics . the lesson was interesting . i can listen until 30hz .. lols . matthew 25hz lo . hahas . then was break . was with sinyee , liling , weiqi and jane . they keep wanting me to eat . i dont have any appetite . but in the end i must eat . i eat abit den . cos is weiqi bdae wish . then went to assemble . then they keep talking to me bahs . me and weiqi chat . wad she say make sense bahs . then halfway i cried again .. hais . i donno wad to do ler .. i really .. hais . then was chem . mr tan finished chapter 19 .. me and matthew then blur blur de . then was biology . me gt pay attention .. the previous lesson all i dont have mood was thinking about smth else .. then gt neurons thingy . lessons end .. and i went to find ade they all . went to cwp .. with elaine , peiyee , xinyi and kim . took bus . went to civic to pay the license thingy . then ade and cherie went to horizon first .. went to look for them after tt .. they didnt eat .. zzz . went to mini toons and buy my turtle .. saw ginny . saw don they all . then saw my sis . she say marvin .. bcos she saw the turtle . hais . i donno .. saw nissi . then went to basement .ade want buy bbt . saw yulin and yida . then i went to four leaves buy thing . cos feel rather weak . i am losing blood ehs . then after tt cherei say her show is postpone to 7.20pm . she watching deathnote with chaoqun . then we went back . reached admiralty and saw my sis again . went home with her . watched tv . and went to sleep . i am tired ler .really . then woke at 7+ . ad say she nt going . so neither am i den .. bath then went to buy dinner for sis . reached home and sort out my wrk . tmr bring so much things quite heavy lehs .. anyone offering to help ? watched tv . and nw watching hana kimi . then chat with ppl lo . feeling abit down now . if see me cry .. i am sry .. i am unable to control bahs . i am tired . nt because of homework and stuff .. but smth else . anyways . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIQI . =) sry . on ur bdae still need u to comfort and counsel me like tt . + HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KANGSHEN =) *i lost my smile*

♥ 10:33 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

i am tired bahs . slept quite late ytd .. was doing amaths .. although i lost interest in studying ler . but donno why still want to do homework and study . hais . donno wad is wrong with me anymore . meet with adeline they all and went to sch with them . reached sch . chit-chat with zixin they all . liling told me some things . she say he is tired . hais . then had silent reading and all . then went to bio lab for bio spa . sians . so sleepy . + this type of weather . but i love bio . nt really a big problem bahs . then was chemistry . finished 1 chapter in 2 days .. but i sort of understand the chapter bahs . then was break . didnt eat . no appetite . was eng . mdm sal didnt have her talk today . need to do 5 compositions today . then was chinese lesson . was very funny bahs . it did brighten up my mood . mr toh so funny lo . then tell us things . then amaths . didnt listen for the last qns lo . then i donno how to do . so panicked . i there blur . alex there also so serious .. fabian start from qns 1 . then asked help from carrine . =) then was break again . stayed back in the class asking qns . then me and joey sing zen me ban . hahas . then went to hall assemble lo . donno y shulin and joey went off . then i sit there alone lo . i cried . hais . yiying ask y i like gt depression like tt .. i donno . did i ? then kim , zixin , faith they all came . all at there comfort me bahs . take some time to stop . sry .. i just dont want to say out the reason bahs .. zixin and kimkim .. dont wry .. i will be ok de bahs . then kim sing rudolph the red nose reindeer . cheered up abit . then was lcd . all last 3 periods is with mrs ram de . she changed the places .. very crapmed in front . alex sit behind me .. yeahyeah ! so happy .. he so xing fu .. gt so many girls around him .. then he left .. for ava stuff . then saw marvin bahs . the reason y i .. if u understand =) then mrs ram changed and changed our seats . and i am back to the front row . sians . i am so far away from fabiab , ian , zul , faith , and my dear carrine . alex also far away from fabian .. the last row all de pro ppl .. hahas . then went for assembly . then donno why i moodswing . i cried again . stupid hor .. then sinyee , joey and shulin ask me nt to think so much .. need to focus on my studies . i envy joey bahs . at least hers break ler still patch and it is 4 times ler . her is so miracle . then i finally stop and listen to mdm sung talk . went back to class for choice for bio . alex forgot lo =x . he come back then say he forget .. hahas . maybe we going kl during hols . gd ehs . but nt confirm . mrs ram say need to do some planning first . then we also need to raise funds like tt . need to contribute to the sch . then she assign us wrk and left for her meeting . asked matthew for help bahs . cos i lost the mood to do anything . after tt thought gt swimming de thingy . in the end only 2 bring their stuff . and i cant swim . i was hoping to swim de . sian . then alex saw and asked i swimming ? he didnt know .. lols . i ask he envy me ar .. then he say he swim faster than me .. gd lo .. zzz . nvm .. hahas . then saw liling also . then in the cancelled and i went home . reached home and went to admiralty to buy stuff . msg chonglin cos he owe me lollipop on every 9 of the month . hais . today is a sad day for me bahs . went home and watched tv . after tt went to cwp to buy stuff . then went to 888 plaza . dont have appetite . but my mum insist lo . sian . went home at about 8+ . do my homework .. finished my compositions . and chem .. nw doing nth bahs . today is a sad day for me bahs . if u know the reason then gd lo . if donno . it doesnt matter too . tired ler . should i wait ? should i not . i do not know wad to do ler . i hate this .. i am not myself any longer . sorry . i cant smile lers . today is a date we started .. seem so far .. i dont have my angel any longer . where is the angel tt belongs to me .. hais .

♥ 11:15 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

slept for only 3 hours .. was on the phone with alex at about 11 pm . then shishan called at 12+ . then i gt hard time talking to 2 ppl . then we conference . alex hang up the phone at 1+ . then me and shishan continue chatting lers . wahahas . wah . i eat alot of lemon and vinegar lo . zzz . hang up the phone at 2 am . slept at 2+ . hahas . woke up at 5+ . bath and everything . went to meet adeline and cherie today .. =) miss tt stupid guy ben ben . . lols . had lessons . quite sian . was gonna die . 3 sciences , 2 maths , 2 language + geog . will die de . somemore all like 1 period like tt . then eng lesson most sian . i see mdm salimah 3 times . and all her 3 lessons is TRUST and her talk lo . terance tell me this is the 3rd time then i shocked . donno y she can repeat over and over . cos e1 de ppl were late . we were having games during our bio lesson before eng . hahas . then had abit fun during geog lesson . fabian keep disturb alex then ask him help mr koh . hahas . then maths lesson . me, carrine going to die soon . had headache with the functions . yeah . end of school . i lost my interest in studies now . sian . this yr o level . hais . then after sch want to go cwp with sinyee . butkangshen called and remind me of the duty today . so i went back to library lers . hahas . did the sorting of disc . i gt the pen-knife ehs . mingyuan and kangshen was so dead . then i scold them and they keep disturb me lo . then i take the pen-knife they run away . wahahas . after tt they came help me and chit-chat . i very gentle . they say i violent .. lols . after finishing when to corner read book . on recipes .. i wanna cook . wahahahas . then they 2 come find me .. and say can go home . went down the stairs and kangshen tricked me say not open . i so stupid go listen . zzz . then chase after him . hahas . lianjie they all ran after bus . cherie and ade donno go whr also . think they went watch movie bahs . went home and used computer and slack . watched zhong ji yi ban .. nice nice ~ talk to the stupid guy .. everyday study .. sure get distinctions de lars .. dont so work hard .. u so many days gt volleyball practice . then on weekends still play bball . hahas . i will return u the 2 things lars . =) went to meet peipei at 8+ . saw joe and bernard .. hahas . i nt looking for michael .. so stop saying tt . me and peipei went to 717 bball court there . she dont want go there . she sit at the stairs there . me went to return michael things . went back to look for her and chit-chat at the stairs . gt michael , chonglin , eugene , jeremy nad many i donno name de . hahas . then we went to admiralty to look for alex . then he at mac . we sian . go back look for them and they went to 768 play lan . sickening guys .. make me run here and there . me and peipei went to mac and eat fries lo .went back at 10+ . angry with them . hahas . now all apologising to me . yeah ! i win . =) then jeremy called again . terance asked me to hang up .. then in the end also hang up mahs . hahas . gonna do my amaths soon . hate homework .. i miss wayne alot .. i really do . *SMILES*

♥ 11:12 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

woke up at 8+ . bath and all and changed to my sch uni . need go take smth .. hahas . went with sis they all lo . went back at 10+ . yeahyeah ! terance msg me . hahas . bought breakfast for sis they all and went home . went back to sleep . hahas . woke at 2+ . did housework and used computer ler lo . hmm . suddenly got so many mysterious ppl appear in my blog . hahas . then was replying passerby-jaslyn . hahas . think she quite nice de . =)) so i was at home de whole day . watching zhong ji yi ban and download songs . hahas . went out at 7+ . went to bball court to find eugene and aaron . but went to aunty sally hse cos want to return her disc but she nt at home . then went to bball court ler . me listen to mp3 and slack at there . then randy came and chit-chat abit . after tt accompany randy to the bridge there buy smth to eat . then went back .. michael want to scare me . but failed . wahahas . then guohao , chonglin , gavin also reached . msged alex laopa and shishan . shishan reply but he on his way home . want to ask him come . hahas . then alex , bernard they all also came to double court . me sit there and do nth . so sing song lo . then guohao come disturb me again . then they all so many play match . jason suddenly called me . cos he want my password for friendster . want to see somebody pic . lols . aaron chit-chat with me . wahahas . then he asked why i at kbox didnt sing . lols . hahas . went back at 10+ . michael dont allow me go home . cos of SOMEBODY .but i still went off . yeah ! i win shishan . but then i lose again . nvm . he owe me things . went back to bridge and buy lollipops for sis and msged shishan . wah . the guys suddenly walk so fast . but i faster walk home ler . hahas . shishan nw studying . sian . no one talk . then zixin , pk , oh darling ask me who tt girl . lols . ehs . i donno also lehs . hahas . i miss them lots . hope every nite can spend with them . =) at least tt will be able to make me smile and laugh like nobody's business . hahas . *SMILES*

♥ 11:10 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

today no sch . woke up at 8+ . watched tv and went to civic centre in the hope of paying the license thingy . but then gt so many queue up lo . lazy to queue . went to cwp to buy stuff . went to more than words and bought pen . then rmb the past . bought the pig pen but this time is i buy alone =x hahas . after tt went back to admiralty to buy lunch for sis and went home . did abit cleanup and i went to slp . hahas .slept till 3+ then did housework and watched tv . samantha came and kept talking about alex , marvin , nicholas they all lo . i didnt talk for the whole afternoon . moodless . used the computer at 7+ and chat with eugene . then he asked ppl go play bball . i also want go . i want to see shishan =)) hahas . then watched zhong ji yi ban . very nice lo . hahas . then jeremy called and talked . he say he sian but i wasnt listening to him . i was watching my show . lols . met up with shishan and we went to basketball court together at 8+ . then chit-chat . he grow tall lo - 17+ . i am still short . hahas . then saw randy , alex they all at there . then bernard and kaichong also came . chonglin , eugene and aaron reached . me listen songs and chit-chat with bernard and kai chong . they say today i am better than last time . cos i last time very quiet today talk alot . and very happy . cos i see them then very happy . hahas . i gt 1 star from them . yeahyeah . if i am happy everytime they will give me another star lo . lols . i miss them alot lo . all like my younger brother like tt although i dont have . hahas . then my leg is SMALL ? my hand also smaller than theirs . and they all 2.4km run so fast . all 9 mins ++ . sobs . i so slow . then they say i am happy today . hmm . i admit tt . then shishan keep saying i owe him 2 things . ya . i did . lols . but he didnt win so i am nt returning it . the guys went to buy drinks at 10 . walked with them . shishan they all send me home .. hahas . chit-chat . and i sort of tortured him . lols . i have a great nite !! =) now watching zhong ji yi ban .. talking to terance msging shishan too =) write till here lers . *SMILES*

♥ 11:23 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

went to school at 6+ . i thought i forget about my wallet . went back home to find and found out it was in my pocket .. zzz . hahas . went sch . chit-chat with ah ding they all . took her sleeping bag and hug it lo . hahas . went back to class and gt maths lesson . the qns abit weird weird . hahas . then was chemistry SPA . we did a simple experiment first . about thumbprint . fun ~ i keep it lo =x hahas . the iodine crystals undergo sublimation .. then did experiments . abit blur blur de . didnt know wad to do . hahas . partner up with yi hui . =)) then was pe lesson straightaway . ppl gt recess while we have pe . but when others are having lesson we gt recess . lols . me and yihui were late . we ran up and mr adrian was like behind us and we quickly run back to classroom . then mr adrian talk like wad the other teachers say . main point is very little time and it will be our o levels soon . went to height n weight . i didnt grow tall . mr adrian like to disturb ppl . me and sherry no butterfly swiimer de . hahas . then we went for a run . mr adrian was happy to see us ytd at the mass run . -.- he said we were the only class tt 100% didnt go for mass run last yr . then gt high expectations of us cos we the only class everyone pass their napfa test out of 35 class . hahas . after tt we did trial de sit-up and broad jump . then went for break . after eating me and kim went walk around the sch like tt . kim also gt ask how was i .. she say about me being frustrated . ya . i am . but wad to do . hahas . saw OH DARLING . he at there donno do wad . hahas . then was eng . sians . mdm salimah came and talk and talk . about 45 - 55 mins were gone . and bell rang . hahas . we have show n tell ! i hate this . only our band . omg . sian . me and elaine dont like .. practically maybe the whole class dont like bahs . terance the eng rep . yeahyeah ! hahas . went to admin office take thing . my sis was there . then i went home . didnt go to cwp with ade and cherie . me lazy . hahas .my youngest sis is bac from her camp . the hse was messy . did cleanup and i went to the bank . then jeremy called and chit-chat lo . they say they going to play pool . reminds me of him bahs . hahas . then went to but stuff and went home . watched tv . then went to buy dinner for my youngest sis . shishan msg me lo . hahas . yun went for choir thingy . after tt me go walk walk . rained abit . hahas . then saw the sch on fire like tt . lols . they having campfire bahs . then i went to look for terance . he pei me go walk walk awhile . chit-chat . we went to the hill there . dark lo =x but tonight gt more stars than the previous time we went . hahas . then went to admiralty to buy thing for my sis to eat . terance went home . then after buying i also went home . reached home at 10.50pm bahs . watched tv and write blog lo . terance is the greatest !! =)) must take care .. hahas . *SMILES*

♥ 11:32 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

tired . zzz . was drizzling . didnt meet with adeline . me , yun , samantha and junhong took sam's dad car to sch . reached quite early . he called and chit-chat . went back to class . saw ah ding !! so happy . yihui said i scare her lo =x hahas . then kim came . talk with her . hahas . waited for elaine with her . saw elaine outside her class . lols . went back to class and talk talk with carrine . then went to look for cherie . accompany her go but newspaper from bkshop . but dont have lers .=S then gt silent reading . sian . gt mass run lo . it has been so long . 1 year didnt go for mass run . hahas . then i run with kim and joey . then elaine , shuyan , cherie also joined us .then run in front of us bahs .. i run with cherie with kim behind . she tickled me . i also tickled her lo . then last round . hold kimkim hand and run cos she say she cannot .. hahas . so sweet hor . run together hand in hand . lols . went back to class . was SS . hmm . miss chee show us pics tt the last yr graduating class went to . they went to south korea . so gd lo . she say need to do the planning by july bahs . hahas . mrs ram forgot about our bio lesson .. hahas . then break lo . i gt eat .^^ no amaths . was emaths . quite easy bahs .. then was eng . need to write the aspirations thingy . terance keep di siao me and elaine . want copy ours .. hahas . then mt . watch movie in library with the other 3 class . called wei si li or smth . it is about detective de stuff . nice~ break again . very sian . physics was quite fun . mr junus sort of cracked jokes and i sort of enjoyed . need to work hard for this subject lers =)) emaths was ok bahs . carrine they all came back for awhile . i miss my dear carrine . then she went off again .after sch going home . saw issac , dick and mingyuan on the way . then walk with them till parade square . then saw ginny they all for the swimming thing lo . saw my OH DARLING too !! hahas . we chit-chat then he went off to find his class . me and ginny chit-chat . she asked me about me and marvin de breakup lo . then i say lo . hahas . although it hurts but nvm bahs . i gt the memories tt will always be with me . =) swimming is nt on the list lo . i want go home . hahas . went home . was raining abit . hahas . went home and i went to sleep lers . was damn tired . didnt get enough rest everyday . woke at 7+ and saw miss calls . hahas . went to buy dinner . then jeremy come look for me . then send me home lo . watched tv and chit-chat on the phone with him . lazy to do my homework bahs . hahas . *SMILES* i will learn to be happy without him . dont wry guys ! =)

♥ 10:35 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i am SO tired . i was on my bed at 10+ . i fall asleep at about 2am . and woke up at 5+ in the morning . tired lo . bath and meet up with samantha and jun hong .. took 962 bus . jeremy called me and asked some funny qns . then xuanwei they all call me saying want to meet me . then aadeline called me ask whether we meeting .. zzz . 3 calls at 1 time . hahas . then on the way to sch saw isaac they all lo . hahas . me talking on the phone for half an hour . then ade and cherie angry cos i didnt talk to them . hahas . gave sweets to zixin they all . =))mrs ram our form teacher . ^^ then had those talk . blablabla ~ then mrs ram also talk about the misson , value and everything .. sian . ah ding not in class . is like half the class is gone .. then need to elect the class comittee . phew . i was almost being one of the nominees for the chairperson and vice-person . it is scary . lols . then jordan was the chairperson while faith is the vice .. hahas . went for break . didnt eat much . then miss wee didnt start the lesson yet . then was eng . i in band 2 with elaine , terance they all . hahas . but i failed .=x unexpected . jason did better than me lo . then mdm salimah at there keep talking . blablabla~ me and elaine were sian . she like talk non-stop . then was 2nd break she still continue .. hahas . finally we went off . didnt eat at all . then me , ade , cherie sit and chit-chat . was chem .. i wanna go the jurong island excursion thingy . =)) then was mt . yeah .. happy =)) mr toh our teacher . hahas . today lessons end at 1.45pm . very sian~ so i went to talk home . then jeremy called and chit-chat . then meet up with him . and pei him go eat lo . but i watch him eat . hahas . then we chit-chat . hmm . so many things and changes took place .. hahas . went home at 4+ . went to rest . sleep for bout 10 mins bahs . and jeremy called me . hahas . he now with michael . then say about someone again . i dont like him . so can stop all tat ler . watched tv . cooked mushroom soup . then i went out walk walk . the place is dark . =x but donno why i love tt place . then it rain . i was VERY HAPPY . donno why . but i was wet .. i just want to walk in the rain bahs . and i cried . i am starting to hate myself now . crying for him again . bought sweets and went home . then talk to someone . felt better . he said marvin is happy without me . why should i think of him and make my suffer .. then another someone wanna patch with me . i am too tired for anything . i need time . and got another person waiting for my ans . got another guy waiting . stop asking all those questions ler . i am very tired with all these . do u know ? do u understand ? if nt . pls keep quiet and stop making sacarstic comments . just change my blog song . called xiao zhe fang shou . i should smile and let go bahs . i am trying hard .. *SMILES* i am trying real hard to smile now .

♥ 9:32 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

woke up at 10+ bahs . hahas . went to buy breakfast . saw alex , randy they all . randy soo cute ^^ went home and helped tingting pack her stuff for her camp tmr . after tt went to admiralty to buy slippers for her . mum also go .. then see see look look . yeah ! she finally agree to let me go out . hahas .went home and did abit cleanup and i went off to admiralty to meet chonglin they all at 2.30pm . saw cyril .. if i am right .. hahas . eugene and aaron were late . went to causeway to wait for michael and guohao . they were so late . so we went off first . they went to eat long john silver . me and aaron sit at there chit-chat . called michale . he also eating long john silver but at cwp . hahas . then we went up to kbox first . then they want to make donno wad card . then we played and chit-chat . hahas . went in to sing at 5 lo . its fun .. at first i didnt sing . all is guohao sing de . me took chonglin de jacket . only me wear shorts while the rest of the guys wore long pants . gd lo . hahas . i know every song but i didnt admit . then they take biscuits come throw me .. hahas . then finally i sing . hahas . they want me to continue but i dont want . no ppl accompany me de . then they clap hands for me being able to sing very high pitch de . zzz . most girls can de lo . then dick they all called to ask whether mingyuan can come meet me anot . dont want . then guohao keep asking me to take part in the campus superstar thingy . hahas . lols . me and guohao sing the last song . by rainie and fan wei qi de . hahas . we went off at 9pm . we quickly went off cos they broke 1 glass =x they donno do wad . cos me singing didnt care them . hahas . then went back to admiralty . they went to eat . me went home . before i went off . guohao say i MUST join .. hahas . he will help me queue up .. lols . hahas . school is going to reopen . i will miss them de . =) sorry alan .. didnt accompany u go bugis .. sry .. =x *SMILES*

♥ 10:40 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

slept at 2+ in the morning lo . was updating blog and msging eugene they all . they gd lo . can stay out . they went home at 7+ in the morning . me still sleeping . hahas . woke up at 10+ bahs . did my bio homework . then do my english homework . no idea wad am i going to write lo . then went to sleep . hahas . but didnt really slp . my mind was awake . =x woke at 4+ . watched tv and went to marsiling . went with sis they all to buy bag for my youngest sis . hahas . ate at there and went home . dad called to tell me there is a rainbow . i envy him lo . got to see it . i wanna see a rainbow too .. went home awhile and watched tv . then went to meet chonglin . he come to bring me to bball court . lols . gt many ppl lo . then i gt many cold jokes . zzz . they say i cold .. then i run away when the basketball is near me . they want to die ler . cos instead of helping take ball . i run away . lols . then they played match lo . i play games in he phone . then aaron came . michael not coming cos he is out with his family .. then the bball court no ppl . then aaron found a toy like a hammer like tt . i am bob the builder . hahas . then saw joe they all . i touch the ball . yeah ! hahas . i try to throw lo . but didnt even hit the ring yet expect me to play match with them . they say i gt advantage cos they wont touch me or do anything if i ve the ball . but there is no point when i gt trouble having the ball go into the ring thingy . hahas . then they play with match with joe they all . me went home lers . now sian . going to watch tv lers . then do homework . *SMILES*

♥ 10:16 PM

slept at 3+ or 4 bahs . i was watching the 9 girls and 1 ghost . very nice lo . last time watch before . ade introduced to me de . hahas . tt time i still cried cos the ending was abit sad . asked xuanwei to go see . he also watched it before too . after watching i was seaching for my bio homework . panicked cos couldnt find . in the end i still found it . slept and woke up at 10 am . watched project superstar . nice~ was supposed to meet xuanwei , dick and mingyuan to go ktv de . but i went later . hahas . reached there at 11+ . they were HIGH lo . hahas . then sing sing .. lalalas~ me and dick sing the last song . cos mingyuan cannot make it to the high pitch for the girl part . hahas . went off at 2+ . then met alan at 1st floor . mingyuan went to buy bag . then went to horizon to eat . me and dick didnt eat . after tt went to buy bbt . on our way saw wei yang . then i saw weiqiang . they 2 are great . miss them lots ! hahas . after tt i went buy apple pie and bread . hahas . was munching and munching . then we played a game . called yuan fen game . hahas . smth about whether we got chance to meet each other anot . alan wait for us . the 4 of us played . walked for about half an hour lo . =x then met up with xw . but in the end is dick and xw meet up first . hahas . they say i need go look for mingyuan . but me lazy lers . then they want go vista . dick went 515 there buy fried rice i think . hahas . msged michael dardar . ^^ then went to admiralty pri to meet him . cos i gt nowhere to go and very sian . hahas . then went to chonglin hse . he wore the shoes i gave him . hahas . then slack at chonglin hse . watched tv . they play dota . zzz . then i watched the fish in the fish tank . and my tears drop . and i thought i am like a fish trapped in my tank . the tank is the my sadness . no matter how hard i try . it seems tt i cant get out . then michael and chonglin try to cheer me up . thanks guys ! after tt went to basketball court . they say eugene will be late so we went to overhead bridge to buy drinks . then went to bball court . wah . gt ppl fly the kite till very high lo . i also wan play . i gt kite at home de .. hahas . but it's 6+ . lols . then chonglin say dont want ler . my son , bernard they all at the carpark . hahas . then eugene came . ivon was playing bball lo . hahas . then michael , eugene , chonglin played match . me went home to change . went home and helped dad with abit hsework . then eat abit and went to take my mp3 . went to buy chocolates and i went to bball court . sat there and sing .. lols . me in singing mood . jianxiong was also there too . helped michael picked up calls . everyone starts asking i am his stead ? lols . no lars . think wrong . hahas . guohao came . then i sit there again cry . zzz . then alex , joachim they all came . finally saw oscar !! =)) alex saw my eyes red . then asked me whether i rmb my promise . i rmb . but i burst into tears . chonglin they all donno wad to do lers . and so i break down on the last day of 2006 . alex , michael , chonglin all pat on my head and asked me not to cry . cos most of the time i was in a daze and i anyhow think . then aaron came too . so i sit at there . went off at 9+ . cos we want go countdown thing at the rc there . me , mic , chonglin , guohao , eugene , aaron , jianxiong went bridge buy drink . aaron and jianxiong thought i sec 2 . zzz . i am 15 yrs old . and they dont believe . hahas . after tt they send me back . but sis they nt celebrating then went with mic they all to rc there . wait for doris . then i alone went walk . cried damn hard . my eyes was like donno wad . called eugene and he came to find me . chit-chat . and he asked me not to cry .. then finally went to rc with him . they play chinese chess . they all very gd to me . gavin was here too . i want a drink . aaron went to take for me . i want play poker . eugene ask chonglin go home take . then he dont want . then aaron say he pei him . they went off . me played chess with eugene . i smiled . they were all relieved . chonglin came back with sweets . ^^ i won the game . eugene let me win . hahas . micael went rollerblading with guohao . me , chonglin , aaron and eugene played cards . i didnt lose . hahas . i am great :) then michael came back and countdown with us . hahas . then the kids came and spray donno wad thing .. like snow like tt . white thing . all of them run away . me and aaron gt it . great . and they were laughing .. i only abit .. lols . then we changed table . the kids came back and i was cornered . and i am dead . the thing like so sticky like tt .. the guys help me to wipe away the thing . and i laughed .. played awhile more . and i went home lers . michael , eugene , chonglin and michael send me home . noisy .. =x hahas . reached home at 12+ den . bath and did nth . thanks michael dardar , eugene , alex , chonglin , aaron , jianxong , guohao , xuanwei , isaac ,mingyuan , terance . the help and comfort was wad i needed alot . especially michael , alex , eugene , chonglin , aaron , jianxiong , guohao they all .. in front of u guys . i can always be myself .. thanks . i know u guys didnt know wad to do when i cry . all u guys were to wry . thanks for the comfort jus now . u all can do nth de . i am fine ler . it is a new year . and i will start anew . cos i dont matter to him any longer . i miss dardar they all . cos we in different in sch . nvm . hope to see u all soon . much loves . and happy new year . wish he and she happiness . *SMILES*

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