just uploaded some photos in the morning .
currently so bored ><
went out with blockhead ytd(:
fetch him from camp early in the morning.
have no idea how tired i was.
bcos work on sat was super tiring. & i serve wrongly ><
waited for him & trained to cityhall
lunch at xinwag taiwan.
the food is quite nice(:
watched how to train your dragon.
marvellous show(:
very nice to watch .
worth watching the second time.
so later gona watch with suxin,sagey & ros(:
i love toothless~
he said there was some swimming fair thingy.
liar >< dont have.
had ice cream after tat.
we are so pig. kept eating & eating .
headed to his house for dinner.
super weird . & sent him back to the camp.
very very very bored now.
waiting for superman to be back .
i have no idea where he is .

♥ 2:22 PM

the scary helicopter

Captain's degree(: so cool!

barnacle-d anchor chain

look carefully & u'll see a jellyfish(:



the chief engineer wearing the lifejacket the wrong way

the chief engineer(:

my beloved Ocean Sapphire

a vessel that carries a vessel or jackup(:









from far, i thought the ship was going to sink.

they were fixing the stern tube -.-

♥ 9:01 AM

ytd trip to Ocean sapphire was a sleepy one.
me & fion slept throughout the journey there.
nice to sleep ><
went up by the helicopter thing again.
me & fion slack and rot on the bridge.
the chef cook is very nice(:
went to the cargo pump room & steering gear room.
it's super warm.
was persipiring till my whole back is wet.
had dinner with the captain, cheief & 2nd engineer.
they are all koreans .
so they had this bbq pork thing.
it's delicious.
& the chef cook seafood for nice.
because of him, i start to eat vegetables.
the way he cooks it makes it very yummy-licious.
i am so gonna miss Ocean Sapphire.
i had the urge of joining as a cadet .
but the ship is not gonna sail anymore.
it is now like use for storage.
gonne be scraped off soon as it is a single hull tanker.
i am so gonna miss eveything there.

now in office= bored.
waiting for LO

♥ 11:04 AM

ytd trip to ocean sapphire was exciting , nervous and fun.
ytd , heavy rain,
the waves were very big.
thought i might die cause the listing of the ship was so scary.
the chief enginner and the captain were very nice ppl(:
like them alot.
hmm . the chief engineer is so cute lars!
keep helping fion & me take photos.
then during the drill, he wear wrongly the life jacket.
hahas.
saw a guy, my eye candy, in the emergency generator room.
he's look so much better than everyone ><
anyway, we were like some VIP.
hahas. The captain, 2nd officer, chief engineer, 2nd engineer, 4th engineer and few cadet walk around us .
feel so weird...
Ocean sapphire is quite big, and the deck is clean.
we thought of playing catching there ><
hmmm . i wanna go see my 4th engineer soon.
regretted ytd for not taking photo with him.
we board the ferry & sat there for 3 hours before we could come back to sg.
super sian & bored.
was in malaysia waters, so no reception to msg-.-
& rushed down to vista after i was back in sg.

hmm . went to elaine's bbq ytd.
didnt stay long.
i just feel that can no longer clique with them.
i feel that we are so far apart.
the one person i always talk to has left my life ever since my bday.
didnt want to other dear .
just cabbed home to crap and conference awhile with the marine creatures family.
i feel so drifted apart.
but this feeling was present so long ago.
long till i dont mind at all . i feel numb.
so it doesnt really matters. i may nt be very happy, but i am contented with the ppl in my life.

back in office now.
should be going to Ocean sapphire again.
gt my results in the moring.
wasnt really happy with the results.
feel disappointed only.
superman keep crapping.
keep ask why u so scared ?
who wont be scared if u know u might fall in the sea anytime -.-
so gonna kill him. i am bored .
dont feel like going onboard.
feel so lazy now .

♥ 9:40 AM

got back my logbook .
was disappointed with it anyway.
was talking to superman.
he made me feel happy.
he asked me whether i have qns ..
then i no qns.
then he start asking me qns instead.
he's funny(:

sometimes i really cant help it but to feel upset.
i know life is always unfair.
but i am just upset.
ok . i am tired.
update when i back in office

♥ 3:51 PM

i am updating again ><
dont really update during weekends cos i dont use my laptop.
plus my laptop sot sot. sometimes can switch on, sometimes cant.
so anyway , i am going onboard Ocean Sapphire tmr. so happy(:
doing inspection of many many things(:
finally slippers for me(:
bored now . seriously bored.
viwawa-ing now. anyone interested, can join me(:
shall update later (:

♥ 10:35 AM

been laughing the whole day.
cos of superman.
he seiously is a joke himself.
he just kep talking to himself.
i try to restrain myself from laughing loudly very badly.
fion asked him how to spell.
then he goes P is for papa.. A for apple , etc..
then link until the names. and he continued entertaining himself.
sadded . tmr his off day. he's not coming -.-
nobody to entertain me .
asked him some qns. think he dont have the answers.
then he passed me files to read through and say there will be answers later.
think he cant stand my qns anymore.
now i dont wannt leave this area ...

♥ 5:16 PM

i am blogging so early -.-
was talking to superman, me in-charge.
seriously, he super lame.
he say the idea of aeroplanes is from swan.
& ships from dolphins.
i was so question marks ..
next week not attached to him.
then i say i wont ask u anymore qns. then he say gd -.-
but ytd he say i can ask all the qns i want.
he's super weird.
so boredddd . nth to do . this area is very noisy and non-stop talking. quoted from superman. i enjoy staying here even though i am always bored.

♥ 9:09 AM

i am still in the office.
as usual, i asked my qns again.
& after that i was viwawa-ing already.
so he looked at me & asked, any qns ?
i shouldnt have asked so many qns u know.
feel so paiseh everytime.
so i am bored now .
hope i can finish this week soon .
looking forward to next week.
cause i wont be attached to superman.
my in charge is called superman for somereason but i myself also not sure of the reason.
& now, he kept asking me qns . hmmm .

♥ 2:02 PM

i didnt bring my passport out, so i cant go onboard a ship.
so upsetting . but nvm.
asked many many qns regarding HT/LT Freshwater system.
my in-charge answered most and he was abit busy, so we had to stop.
after the lunch break, we continued with answering my piles of qns.
so he asked me, why u everytime so many qns ?
next time, when u go onboard, will u keep asking ur officers qns ?
then i was like, ya ?
donno must ask. that's what they all say ahs.
so when i ask, it seem to be trouble ?
cause like never ending.
hmmm . i told dipsy, i am an inquisitive child(:

just back from the workshop
for some weird reason, we didnt see anything flying, and we gt mosquito bits.
which is very weird.
so anyway, i saw alot of valves, engines stuff. so big.
i just suddenly thought, maybe we should play hiding games there.
so Amin was explaining and kept looking at me , and ask me, understand ?
then i say ya.. after awhile, he say really no qns to ask ?
he was expecting to ask .
so after tat, i really donno, so i kept asking & asking.
i think he's gonna be killed by my qns.
and after his every explanation, he will ask me , u get it ?
hahas . he's super lame ahs.
keep saying those kind of cold jokes.
ok. i going back to my viwawa.

♥ 3:18 PM

just got my overall in the morning.
it's white(:
so i from attachment student become officer(:
so nice of them(:
just finish discussion about fresh water system.
simply wow-ed by the lay out of ship and super complicated systems(:
i have fallen in love with all this designing stuff.
hungry hungry.
it's lunch soon

♥ 11:28 AM

work on fri & sat.
super tired .
had a suprise on sun.
hmm .cos i pester blockhead for a surprise ><
went to esplanade to watch breakout. quite a nice performance(:
kept laughing. so dumbdumb.
headed to yuki yaki for late lunch and early dinner.
had fun(:
even though it was just hours, i had fun(:

currently viwawa-ing.
hooked on to sushido nowadays.
and i am kinda bored . hahas .
i haven collect my boiler suit yet.
tsk ! hope i get a nice colour(:

♥ 4:34 PM

haven been updating for very very very longgggg.
exams ended . and i was super pissed off on that day.
the MMIT teacher couldnt find my file, and he ave a 0. feel so unfair.
then my teacher still have to like try appeal see whether i can retest.
i was like so irritated.

watch alice in wonderland after my exam.
the show was interesting to me.
the famous quote of the show is "Off with your head".
i had an enjoyable day(:

went for sentosa the next day.
apparently, i wasnt there to really know wad's happening as i went for my dumb retest. only joined suxin they all in the afternoon.
she was quite pissed off. i also donno wad to say about them.
left at about 5plus.
overnight at suxin hse. sagey gt me scared -.-
guess i was ok after tat.
i didnt sleep the whole night.
impressed with myself(:
(p.s this 2 events is last thurs & fri)

today, currently, now in ocean tankers office.
me & fion brought our laptop to work.
have been reading documents, their planned maintenance system and of course the regulations, SOLAS, ISM, ISPS codes.
i cant believe i wrote out the regulations for ISPS and ISM.
think i can memorize it ? hahas .
Mr. ONg very nice. He always drive us out to see see the yards around, the workshops.
it's nice(: to be out of the office.
i feel like some caged bird.

Ocean stellar, please dock here soon. so that i can go see you(:

♥ 11:33 AM