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Saturday, December 30, 2006

forget to write . jie mei is COOL . LOLS . hahas . opps . forget to help jie mei buy clthes . =x never mind . next time we go bugis again then buy . i also need go there again to buy stuff again . hahas . although there is full of memories . but i need to learn to let go and face up to reality lers . yeah . we are great (: today do the normal stuff lo . stayed at home the whole day den . days passes very slow . hahas . misses everyone . *SMILES*

♥ 8:12 PM

Friday, December 29, 2006

woke up at 10 . was tired . so i continue to sleep till 11+ . bath and watch tv . msg iz about going today bugis thingy . went to admiralty and bought lunch for sis . did housework as normal and other stuff lo . samantha came to my hse first . then we went to admiralty to met up with dick and isaac . he say he want go to bugis with ah ma . yeah ! it's me . lols . meet them at 2.30pm . eddie and mingyuan at the mrt too . =) then gt dick , mingyuan , eddie , isaac , me , xueyun and samantha . they talk theirs we talk ours . no lars . we didnt talk to each other lo . reached bugis at about 3+ . went to bugis street . eddie and isaac bought their bag first . me and my sis still in search . they went to long john silver eat . search for some time and we went to buy the zinc bag . wanted to buy bagpack . me and sinyee want buy same . my sis and shiprah want buy same . i want buy same as my sis . lols .in the end we buy the zinc de lors cos the bagpack nt nice de . hahas . the bag we buy is same as iz and addie . lols . just colour different . i bought white same as isaac . my sis bought black same as eddie . sis didnt help shiprah buy cos abit too big for her . i want to buy another one de which is much more bigger . iz came and say i so small the bag so big . abit sarcastic lo . =x so in the end bought tt . went to long john to look for them . then shiprah called and insist on having the same bag as my sis . so sis helped her buy . sinyee say she consider . hahas . iz keep saying i copy him . zzz . then say he trend starter . ok lars . isaac is the trend starter den . then went to bugis junction . went to arcade . sians . then xuanwei came to find us . then me , iz , xw , my sis and sam went to bugis street again . he bought the same bag as us ! =DD me and iz were with him . we say 3 ppl buy black de . 2 ppl buy white de . he anything . then in the end chose white . hahas . then 6 ppl got the same bag . abit transparent . bring wad thing to school is very obvious . hahas . went back to look for dick they all . they say they at neoprint shop . went to look for them . then they donno go up the escalator . then iz found 1 dead lizard !! kick here and there . it is flat lors . scared me lors . it is disgusting . then he take then donno who push him and the lizard drop from 3rd floor to 1st floor . think hit someone ehs . think tt person very unlucky . =x gt ppl looking at us lo . then we went to first floor and find the lizard and iz kicked it again . ok . i sort of screamed u know .. hahas . walked abit and went back lers . took mrt from marina . sat with iz , xw , sam . my sis dont want sit . my , dick , eddie sat at the other side . in the end iz also joined them . left we 3 . chit chat . quite fun lo . talking about my admirers . LOL . no lars . just discussing . and xw was laughing and gona vomit cos i say smth . zzz . after tt went to cwp bougt stuff . went back to admiralty . the guys went to play bball . wanted to go with them de . but then gt my sis . they dont want go . then wanted to go the bball court opposite woodlands pri to look for my son . ^^ in the end also didnt go . ate and went home . watched tv . the 7 pm show . nice nice~ then bath and revise chemistry . watched tv again . nw very sian . talking to dick , ter , xw and eugene . hahas . want to watch death note again . lols . sch reopen gt at least 6 ppl having the same kind of design de bag . dick asked us to go sch together . hahas . yeah yeah ! xuanwei recovers ler . congrats . jie mei is the best . =) i had fun today . thanks guys . big thank you to isaac , dick and xuanwei . *SMILES*

♥ 11:09 PM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

woke up and saw a msg by terance . gt scolded . zzz . bcos i got slepp . then ps him . lols . went to admiralty to buy breakfast for tingting . xueyun went school for choir . then went to 768 in search of my strawberries . cos need to make jelly for michael . he dont want cocktails cos he say gt a funny flavour . finally bought my strawberries and went home . watched kids central . nicenice~ lols . musa in winx club sing very well lo . hahas . there is still a kid in me . hahas . there always has been . after then start to make my jelly . first time use fresh fruit make . taste abit sour bahs . but i like sour stuff . =) went to causeway to buy socks . then to library to return adeline's bk . reality chick . it is nice~ recommend to ppl who like to read books on one's personal life . xD then went to michael hse . walk past his hse . the place i used to go whenever i go to blk 515 . but now not his hse anymore . although i missed going to his hse . but now only the person who stays in his heart can go bahs . went to michael hse . he say it is abit sour . everytime i cook . next time is his turn lers . hahas . but have to wait . zzz . had sort of pillow fight . he gt stead no tell me . but break ler . whr gt ppl like tt de . this kor weird weird de . he want to slp . then dont allow me go home . in the end we chat . then went at 3+ . he pei me walk . lols . then i was in the daze the whole time . then i went to the place again . so peaceful and quiet . hahas . went home . did abit hsework and helped with the preparation of dinner . then went out at 5+ bahs . going to watch death note 2 with iz , alex , dick and mingyuan . 6.30pm de show . nice lo . i like the girl alot . her character . she gave in everything and willing to do anything for the person she loved . + she is cute . i like her hairstyle alot . been hoping to tryout this hairstyle . lols . in the end L and light died . abit sad lo . L sooo cute . keep eating chocolates and sweet stuff . and he wore the mask soo cute . hahas . and his expressions and everything . we all laugh lo . end at 8+ . reaching 9 . the show is 2hr + . but it is nice . enjoyed it . i want watch again . hahas . then took 913 to 768 . need to pass michael his charger . went to foodcourt . saw alex , joe they all . [this alex nt my class de] . after tt saw eugene , chonglin they all . hahas . then he asked me go the church there . alex come find me . lols . then i went back to foodcourt . mic called me . and called me dardar . lols . hahas . joe called me mother . so long didnt see him . my son lehs . and i found out . i am short . all the time i with the guys i am always the shortest . passed mic his thing and my son asked me to follow him . dots . in the end i went home lers . keep questioning i stead with him ar . i like him ar . my son is sick . lols . no doctor can cure de . went home . washed the dishes . now doing nth . chatting with dick , ade , xuanwei , sinyee . tmr going to bugis . yeahyeah ! gonna buy stuff . shopping SPREE .lols . xuanwei tmr going to make ic . hahas . now cannot talk to terance . he at bbq . gd lo . only bball ppl . lols . xuanwei . must take care lehs . the flavour overwhelm ur whole nose and tongue . then still gt flu now . still got flem thingy . lols . must take care . *smiles SMILES*

♥ 11:33 PM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

slept only for 6 hours . going back to normal condtion , i think . hahas . do my english homework . then watched tv lo . then do amaths . need to revise if nt i forget everything . then went out for a walk at 2 . the place very nice and peaceful . i also thought alot of things through . wad is nt meant to be mine will never be mine . let nature take its course . LOL . knew this all along but i just dont want to face up to reality bahs . hahas . ytd i felt so great after telling and talking to someone the things i kept to myself for 3 years . SOOO RELIEVED NOW . went back at about 3 . did physics revision . i am a gd girl afterall . but i cried . not really lars . just i opened my notebk . then saw the thing he last time draw . the stars like all piled up . then drop few tears lo . then went into a daze for 20 mins . and i thought y am i torturing myself like tt . it is all over . yet i am thinking about it and crying over it again and again . no one would care . the earth wont stop her revolutions . neither will the time stop for me . he also wont care and feel sry . now i found back meaning and goal in my life . which i thought i lost it . is to go to australia or anywhere tt allows me to do research on my killer whales + swimming with them . saying all these useless . need to do it then gt use . so nw need to focus . =) but i will still keep him in my heart since i cant forget for the time being . lols . watched tv and then went to buy dinner . and i watched tv . SORRY to xuanwei . lols . cos ytd i win him 1 game then he angry with me . dont angry lers . ytd was playing games with ade and xuanwei on msn . me and terance cant play any games . lols . but nvm . anyways . jie mei .. dont angry lers . i apologise . hahas . i put big big lo . hahas . *SMILES*

♥ 10:28 PM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

didnt slp well . slept at 1+ . woke up at 3+ . my leg hurts alot lo . went to look for medicine . moment i stand up feel like vomitting . so weird . tried to get back to sleep . after some time i did . my sis woke me up at 10+ . just to ask me to buy breakfast . zzz . woke up and went to buy for them . watched tv . sry fook tak . didnt go with them to yio chu kang . i think , for bowling . cos of my mum lo .in the end she played mahjong with her frens . wah . but then the ppl from samsung thingy called to tell me my mp3 was ready for collection lers . =)) went there with sis , samantha and her cousin . she told me . her 2nd cousin like my 2nd sis . her youngest cousin like my youngest sis . and the eldest cousin like me . LOL . how could someone i never see before like me . zzz . hahas . went to jurong there again . the trip was long . hahas . raining the whole day . sian . then need to wait very long just to collect the mp3 . yeah ! got my mp3 back lers . the person tell me the thing inside may all be lost . but i checked .. didnt lo . happys . ^^ listened and listened to the songs . went to sembawang . go see see walk walk . dont have the belt i want . so still in search .. then bought abit thing to eat . went watsons to buy stuff . bought my chocolates . nice nice ~ is called Alpia fruties . can go try . inside the chocolate is raisin . it my favourite lo . lols . went back to admiralty . bought my school shoes . size 6 . my feet is big . ^^ then went home watched tv . samantha and her cousin came to my hse and we played cards . did nth much lers . had many thinkings after watching the 7pm show at channel u . there are only blessing , no curses . hahas . *SMILES*

♥ 10:37 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

woke up at about 9 today . did english homework till 10+ . then i went back to sleep . had a headache .always wake up , i will have a headache and feel giddy . hais . but i wont go to a doctor . hahas . slept till 12+ . dad is at home today . so he did all the housework . my off-day today . lols . used com and talk to xuan wei . hahas . we 2 very sian . then he say go town . ok lors . met at 4.15pm . the guys were late . late for 20 mins lo . as i wait i took my ticket . the one which has his name . and i saw the number 0906 . which is the date . then they came . gt xuanwei , terance and marvin . then they went to buy bbt . weiliang came too . took mrt . tears welled up in my eyes . the memories we had . hais . it is like everywhere i go . the shadow of him stays . in my memory . the first time we held hands was in the mrt . hais . in the end we went to bugis . then they go play lan or smth . saw adeline . they ask terance to accompany me go walk walk . ok lo . we 2 got nowhere to go . in the end we went back . then really very sian . ask ter to pei me go edge there . chatted . as i walk . i pass by the shop . the place tat has our memories . he bought the necklace for me at there . and tears welled up in my eyes once more . hais . i am so tired . furthermore . i was sick lo . having a headache is bad enough . i donno when i got a blueblack on my hand . and a cut on my leg . which made me limp around like tt . then i still walk here and there . they called ter to go back . i pei him go back . after tt went to bugis street . went to buy a shirt . i wanted to buy alot of things . since i am not in a good mood . but i didnt bring too much money . so i controlled myself . if not think i will spend more than $100 ler . plus i not in a good mood . sure will spend more de . lols . cherie came . went back at about 7+ or 8 bahs . cherie want to go cwp eat long john silver . then the guys want go bugis street . i was in the middle not knowing wad to do . so i ran to look for cherie instead . took mrt back . lost all appetite . so i went home instead of goint to cwp with her . anyways adeline also coming later mahs . hahas . but i had a bad headache lers and no appetite so i went home . reach home at 8+ . did nth much . not sure whether want to go bowling anot . hais . sick and tired of everything that is happening now . we didnt talk . yet he say when we see each other . dont be so stranger . we are like completely strangers . i know who can make him smile . and i hope he will get his happiness . i just want to focus on my cca and studies . it is tiring to cry everyday . i am tired ler . i am going to break down soon . but wad can i do but to push myself . hais . so sad . having a bad headache now . sian . hope everyone will get happiness especially him bahs . merry x'mas . in 1 hours 54 minutes . christmas is over . and now it is time to throw away those memories . which he hope tt i forget . trying to forget . after seeing his smile . i know he will be happy and live in happiness . =) *SMILES*

♥ 10:06 PM

woke up at about 9 bahs . hahs . watched baby looney tunes . soooo cute . lols . bought breakfast and watched tv . went to checkpoint and bought shorts and a pair of shoes . i like the design alot .. went home at about 1+ . hahas . did housework and listen to the cd . fei lun hai~ love the songs . the lyrics somehow express my feelings .. =)) michael came . gave him his present and he gave me mine . it's big worrs . hahas . just about the size of my sylvester cat . but it is winnie the pooh bear . hahas . then watched tv till 5+ . went to bath and went to cwp to meet cherie . we both went to buy present . cos we thought got the party!! at 7 like tt called elaine and got to know there is no party . dots . waste our time slacking at there . wad a bad christmas eve i had . we went to junan hse block there . asked terance to eat dinner . went to kitchen . in the end . me and terance do not want to eat . and we sit at the table . hahas . we very paiseh lehs . =x . then we went to look for isaac they all . think terance went home . hmm . we donno where to look for them . walk here and there . and we gave up . went to 888 eat . then alan , mingyuan and dickson came to look for us . yeahyeah ! we chat and joke . laugh till my stomach hurts lo . their jokes lame de . then me , alan , mingyuan sing the guo mei mei song . merry x'mas song . cherie cannot stand it and she walked away . me and alan keep making fun of her . wahahas . went to look for isaac . gt his relatives at there . then chat at there . then they play fireworks . dickson got them from the kids . lols . then played the helicopter , aeroplane thingy . hahas . then we sit down . me and cherie keep singing bahs . all the songs she only know chorus . hahas . must brush up worrs . then she angry at me . cos i know the whole lyrics of the song . yeahyeah ! =)) ouch .. i was hit by a ball . bcos of isaac. he kick not properly de . it hurts lor . then slack at there . went home at 10+ . me , dick , mingyuan , alan walk cherie home . we are nice ppl~ then i walk home too . =) scary nite .. mingyuan walk with me halfway . he talk to me . hmm . quite truthful . but i only have someone in my mind now . went to 717 there . han long they all at there . but gt ppl i donno . so went home early . hmm . got followed by someone . scary ehs . donno wad to do . so i called michael . hais want to call him . but then at 7+ i called him . think he didnt on his phone bahs . maybe he didnt on his phone now . nvm bahs . walked to the road there . and everyone looked at me . am i an alien ? hmm . went home . going to be sick again . hais . i wanna go out tmr . hais . maybe i go out alone bahs . hahas . xuanwei . u ok ler mahs ? must get well soon . so is cherie too . i no biased . =) anways .. to everyone out there . MERRY CHRISTMAS . to him especially bahs . hope he had fun . =) *SMILES*

♥ 12:04 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

woke up at 8+ today . tired . watched tom and jerry . hahas . they are cute !! went to school with samantha . she wanted to buy uniform . went back home at 10+ . watched tv for awhile and i went to slp . ppl looking for me . lols .hmm . having a bad headache lors . hahas . nvm . mum came home and ask me to make tang yuan . hahas . 2 sisters went down since there is a christmas party or wadever . today de party dont have . changed to tmr . then cherie say they go carpark and asked me to go . went to meet ade and cherie at 6+ . they are going to safra . dots . lols . went there and bought lollipop . hmm . this one is like a foot . cute . hahas . and i start eating it at 7.15pm . walk to safra there and the guys are walking back . got terance , marvin , junan , alex , xuanwei , wei liang . then elaine , peiyee , kim and richard came too . walk there . the guys ahead . and elaine they all were behind . hahas . we 3 in the middle doing funny stuff bahs . lols . reached there . did nth . went to arcade and play . then after tt go the pool there lo . 6 girls playing 1 machine . cherie say we like raping the machine . lols . had fun . went back at 9+ . want to go basketball court . but they all go and eat . i am late for 1 hour . opps . sorry . accompany ade to mac eat . didnt eat much . bought for my sis instead . reach home at 10+ . michael , eugene and aaron came . michael return me my band . lols . having a headache . and maybe a slight fever bahs . hahas . i do not know how to take care of myself ? lols . hmm . missed him bahs . last time i saw him was hmm . 4 dec ? hahas . he looks great . cursed him just now . and the ball didnt get in . lols . like mother , like daughter . me and adeline are alike . lols . ytd i chat with him till very late bahs . hahas . he gave me wonderful memories . hahas . he send me a picture . i love it . my precious memories . i missed him bahs . hais . but say all this now also no use . hahas . i promised cherie . lols . cherie must take care of urself hor .. now sick ler . must rest well . xuan wei also hor . lols . both my jiemei . i didnt pian xin . lols . *SMILES*

♥ 12:07 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006

today woke up quite early . went to wgs . lol . i am a parent . zzz . went with xueyun , samantha and her parents . went to the hall and hear the talk . blablabla~ sian . the sec 1 went for registration . then i went to admin office to get my ic . yeahyeah ! finally got my ic . looks ugly though .. hahas . after tt went back to look for them . then the talk again . blablabla~ my son went to fuchun sec . he anyhow write they so suay .. randy and oscar went to woodlands ring sec . joachim went to admiralty sec . all dispersed . lol . was supposed to go out with michael , chonglin and gavin . but i in school so was delayed . went to canteen .. saw my wenhui darling and qin ai de beekian ^^ . hahas . they 2 argue over i waved to who first . lols . cute lor . haha . after tt went to vista eat . then went back to school cos sam want to buy uniform . but see the queue so long . then went to woodlands centre there and walk walk . then went home . did housework and made tang yuan . my first time ^^ . michael came to my hse . and made comments . hahas . he ate and say it is better than his mum de . lol . didnt cook for him before . one of my regrets . hais . me and michael wanted to watch movie . but no one is free like tt . cannot we 2 alone go . so cancelled . then also didnt go checkpoint cos he lazy . and he stayed at my home .. hahas . saw peipei walking . chit-chat and walk together to admiralty . went to look for my mum . took stuff from her for steamboat . having steamboat today . =)) went back . michael and my 2 sisters watch my sassy girl . i watch finish . lol .he say we 3 pig . we are each other reflections . lol . then say we very cute . thanks . i know tt . lols .but maybe i dont like ppl to call me tt except someone bahs . hais . dont think lers . =)) after tt played cards and he went off at 4+ . cos he meeting his frens . mum came back . then start to prepare lers . had steamboat at 6+ . so happy . it has been so long since at the table gt dad , mum , me and my 2 sisters . the only time we had dinner together is during chinese new year bahs . seldom we eat together . hahas . help to clean up . watched tv and read my comic . nice nice~ then did my online homework . omg . amaths test is gone . didnt do . think i got a zero . dots . i can do nth now . think ms wee will help us . wenhui and zixin also didnt do . lols . michael came to take thing from me . hahas . now thinking of wad present to buy for tmr de party . so difficult . buy smth tt is suitable for both male and female . tsktsk .. need to buy present for michael and xuanwei . they buy present for me . guys presents are hard to buy . want to buy smth for him . but dont think have the chance to give him bahs . nvm den . hahas . must have a positive attitude towards life . xuanwei .. must take care of ur health hor .. sick ler .. get well soon . tmr still got de party . must rest well . =)) *SMILES*

♥ 10:48 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

woke up late again . hais . something wrong is with me again . hahas . did housework as normal . samantha came .. then we play and talk . had abit fun . had a fake fight with my sis . sort of made me forget him for a moment . then sam mum and dad came to my hse . tmr going with them to MY school . woodgrove sec . hahas . my neighbour also gt into my school . lols . not sure about randy they all . went out with mum they all . mum only bought stuff for my younger sis . samantha came with us . saw some skirts . gonna buy it . lols . went home at 8+ . watched tv . now talking to marvin on msn . well . 2 emotions . sad and happy . but it hurts alot . ya . everything is over . ALL OVER . it hurts . and i sat down in front of the computer crying like an idiot once more . alex told me not to think about him anymore . if not i will cry again . but i cant stop .. really cant . my feelings for him is beyond wad i thought . intially i thought i forget about him .. but i didnt .. he already had a place in my heart . just like a young plant growing . and now it's always in my heart . and i cried for sometime . hais . now . looking forward to see his smile bahs .

♥ 11:48 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

woke up at 9+ . first time i slept in so late . lols . used computer and did abit cleanup . alex came to my hse at 1.10pm bahs . we going out at 1.30pm de . but i delay it . cos i donno wad to wear . lols . went off at 2+ . went to accord distri center near imm to repair my mp3 . me and xuan wei the same . used it for 1 day and it is spoilt . hahas . after tt went to eat at long john silver at imm . it has been a long i eat .. lol . maybe is bcos i have no choice . and i wasnt in a good mood . since i haven get over the breakup thingy . feeling abit sad . then cross the road almost got knocked down by a car again . luckily alex pull me back bahs . hahas . took mrt back home . watch tv and played metal slug with my sis . gt nth to do . then went to 768 and buy dinner . went to look for alex they all . went to lan shop and saw yuan he too . my brother . his voice break lers . i almost cant recognise him . hahas . went to bball court . gt eugene . alex , michael , joe , bernard came . after tt joachim they all came . slack at there . went off at 9 . michael accompany me go walk walk . ask me some qns . he thought i cry .. hahas . i didnt . but i really want to cry . i am really tired . it is very hurting . but wad can i do . he and i were not meant to be together . wad can i do except but to let go of him . hais . went home at about 10 . bath and now talking to joey at msn . we 2 are in the same boat . hais . we 2 have to buck up lers . next year is my o levels ler . hais . maybe i may need a long time to heal my wound bahs . i can do nth now except to live aimlessly everyday .

♥ 10:37 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

16th DEC:
woke up quite early .. went to admiralty to buy breakfast with my cousin . bought ingredients to make jelly . reached home . and start to make the jelly . my cousin and her mum went to my aunt hse at pasir ris . on my computer and saw it . me and marvin broke up . well . i cried in front of the computer like an idiot . crying and reading it over and over again . called alex then michael . they asked me go out . went to look for them . michael met up with me . went but after awhile i went away . cried again at the stairs . michael then accompany me walk walk . he cracked jokes and tried to make me laugh . i did . but i didnt entertain him .. he and alex like my counsellors . everytime i will go looking for them when tears drop . went home at 1+ . pack up and wait for my mum to come back . wasnt in the mood to go and play . went to the market to take watermelon . bought the magazine . feilunhai~ went home then did some last minute thing . took taxi to downtowneast . mum and xueyun alight at my aunt hse . me and my youngest sis went to the chalet straightaway . saw ray yi , ray meng , ryan and keith . all grow up . but they are still kids . so cute ~ carry ray yi around . got christams presents from aunty betty and aunt evelyn(my dad side) . start the bbq at about 5+ . mum and xueyun came . was helping out ... then me and aunty betty look after the kids . then chit chat~ then all of us went down . ate and brought the kids to play . the bbq was till 10+ . quite late . got alot of leftover food . i ate alot too . kept stuffing myself . i wasnt hungry . maybe just not in the good mood bahs . mum and xueyun went off to my aunt hse to stay . watched tv . and went to slp at 12+ . didnt slp well . so sad . my dad and uncle birthday is the day my heart breaks . was msging michael and eugene . finally fall asleep .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY AND UNCLE CHOR CHYE =)

17 DEC:
woke up at about 7 . the kids were much more earlier than me . didnt sleep well the whole nite . so i played around with them and msged michael . went to have breakfast with them . my sis and mum joined us . my youngest sis fall sick . =/ . aunt went to panadol . after tat the rest of us went to x-zone or smth . wan ning came . she lend me her fei lun hai disc . happy happy . =D as the same , i carried ray yi around . he kissed me . *shy* hahas . love my this small cousin the most . went to play .. also borrowed the disc from x-square . cos the kids wanna play xbox . went back at about 11 + . chit chat at the room . me , wan ning , my sis went to wild wild wet to play . went to the shiok river . hahas . took the float . and we went for 2 rounds . then went to ular-lah . abit thrilling . hahas . went to play it once more . then we went to the wall's tusnami . hahas . then my sis and my cousin went to play the samsung slide up . while i went to the river again . was on the big float . hmm . raining . lols . then the wave came . very nice . hahas . i also had the mood to sing . lalala~ the lifeguard asked whether i was cold ?? hahas . had abit talk to him with him . i was floating all alone . thought of many things . and decide not to cry . at all times i will smile . even if i am so tired . i will still try to smile . i dont want ppl to wry for me ler . =)) finished the 1st round and they came back . then went for another 2 rounds . the third round . the rain was getting heavier . then they say it's closing cos of the lightning . went off and the lifeguard laughed me . cos cannot play ler . we didnt want to wait . so bought kfc and went back . freezing cold . zzz . went to bath and ate . watched stars award again . celebrate ryan bdae . after tat went to the arcade there to look for my aunt(my mum side) . chit chat abit . and hang around . mum and youngest sis went to my aunty hse . me and xueyun went back to chalet . she went off at about 6+ . sianz . left me , wan ning . aunt evelyn and her family are going back . so is aunty betty they all . so only 3 ppl have 2 rooms to themselves . lols . in the end . keith stayed . so did aunty betty they all . uncle chor chye went back with aunt betty to get some stuff over . they came back at about 8+ . they bought dinner too . played uno stacko . hahas . lose 2 times . quite fun . i almost gt a heart attack . hahas . the kids were in front of the tv playing xbox as usal . then me , wan ning , my 2nd aunt played mahjong . it is in the cards form . we slept at 10+ . msged xuan wei to ask about tmr the ktv thingy .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIN AI DE BEEKIAN AND MY COUSIN , RYAN =)

18 DEC:
woke up at 6+ . same as last nite . didnt manage to sleep well . was raining heavily . the kids were up in front of the tv playing xbox again . made roll roll cheese for ray yi . went to have breakfast at mac at about 9 . then went to return the disc at x-square . we checked out at 10+ . me alone took bus 354 to pasir ris interchange . the rest were in uncle chor chye car . hahas . met up with my mum and sis . went to lavender to take my mum ic . then went back home . did abit housework and i am out of the house . went to ktv look for xuanwei , mingyuan , dick , alan and eetat . were at there for about 20 mins and we went to cwp to eat . i see them eat . hahas . then went to basketball court near 514 . cherie came at about 4 . help keep things for eetat , xuanwei and mingyuan . raining heavily .. went to under block . rain stop then went there . at about 6+ . elaine and kim came . giving xuan wei a birthday surprise . went to the carpark to cut cake . sang the song . and i helped birthday boy cut cake . after tat alan went off . i went off to look for michael . went to his hse . changed . i stink . lols . not really stink . just want to change . went back to look for them to return eetat things . then they dont let me go . thik mingyuan lose the truth or dare then supposed to do something .. then in the end michael came . then they stopped . sort of spoil the mood . =/ i went off with my kor . went home first . he told me i screamed very loud . he at 1st floor can hear my voice . went home . wah . raining again . put my bag and accompany michael to eat . guohao came .. then went off . went to supermarket . he bought strawberries for me . then he send me home . rain so big . hahas . reached home at 10+ . bath and use com . online and many ppl asked how was i .. hahas , thanks guys .. i know you guys worry for me alot . all these days , i really want to thank michael , alex , eugene , xuanwei , adeline , cherie and terance . especially michael and alex . thanks . i thought alot these few days . i will smile . i dont want to drop tears . sinyee , beekian , alex(my class de) , junan , alan they all . thanks for the care and concern ler . i will be alright . =)) maybe sometimes it hurts . but i still have to get on with life . lol . but the times i had with him are precious memories . the things i kept in my box . i doubt i will want to open but i will open it de . hahas . the precious memories .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , XUAN WEI .. MY JIE MEI .. =)

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