Iridescent.

Monday, December 25, 2006

woke up at about 9 today . did english homework till 10+ . then i went back to sleep . had a headache .always wake up , i will have a headache and feel giddy . hais . but i wont go to a doctor . hahas . slept till 12+ . dad is at home today . so he did all the housework . my off-day today . lols . used com and talk to xuan wei . hahas . we 2 very sian . then he say go town . ok lors . met at 4.15pm . the guys were late . late for 20 mins lo . as i wait i took my ticket . the one which has his name . and i saw the number 0906 . which is the date . then they came . gt xuanwei , terance and marvin . then they went to buy bbt . weiliang came too . took mrt . tears welled up in my eyes . the memories we had . hais . it is like everywhere i go . the shadow of him stays . in my memory . the first time we held hands was in the mrt . hais . in the end we went to bugis . then they go play lan or smth . saw adeline . they ask terance to accompany me go walk walk . ok lo . we 2 got nowhere to go . in the end we went back . then really very sian . ask ter to pei me go edge there . chatted . as i walk . i pass by the shop . the place tat has our memories . he bought the necklace for me at there . and tears welled up in my eyes once more . hais . i am so tired . furthermore . i was sick lo . having a headache is bad enough . i donno when i got a blueblack on my hand . and a cut on my leg . which made me limp around like tt . then i still walk here and there . they called ter to go back . i pei him go back . after tt went to bugis street . went to buy a shirt . i wanted to buy alot of things . since i am not in a good mood . but i didnt bring too much money . so i controlled myself . if not think i will spend more than $100 ler . plus i not in a good mood . sure will spend more de . lols . cherie came . went back at about 7+ or 8 bahs . cherie want to go cwp eat long john silver . then the guys want go bugis street . i was in the middle not knowing wad to do . so i ran to look for cherie instead . took mrt back . lost all appetite . so i went home instead of goint to cwp with her . anyways adeline also coming later mahs . hahas . but i had a bad headache lers and no appetite so i went home . reach home at 8+ . did nth much . not sure whether want to go bowling anot . hais . sick and tired of everything that is happening now . we didnt talk . yet he say when we see each other . dont be so stranger . we are like completely strangers . i know who can make him smile . and i hope he will get his happiness . i just want to focus on my cca and studies . it is tiring to cry everyday . i am tired ler . i am going to break down soon . but wad can i do but to push myself . hais . so sad . having a bad headache now . sian . hope everyone will get happiness especially him bahs . merry x'mas . in 1 hours 54 minutes . christmas is over . and now it is time to throw away those memories . which he hope tt i forget . trying to forget . after seeing his smile . i know he will be happy and live in happiness . =) *SMILES*

♥ 10:06 PM