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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

16th DEC:
woke up quite early .. went to admiralty to buy breakfast with my cousin . bought ingredients to make jelly . reached home . and start to make the jelly . my cousin and her mum went to my aunt hse at pasir ris . on my computer and saw it . me and marvin broke up . well . i cried in front of the computer like an idiot . crying and reading it over and over again . called alex then michael . they asked me go out . went to look for them . michael met up with me . went but after awhile i went away . cried again at the stairs . michael then accompany me walk walk . he cracked jokes and tried to make me laugh . i did . but i didnt entertain him .. he and alex like my counsellors . everytime i will go looking for them when tears drop . went home at 1+ . pack up and wait for my mum to come back . wasnt in the mood to go and play . went to the market to take watermelon . bought the magazine . feilunhai~ went home then did some last minute thing . took taxi to downtowneast . mum and xueyun alight at my aunt hse . me and my youngest sis went to the chalet straightaway . saw ray yi , ray meng , ryan and keith . all grow up . but they are still kids . so cute ~ carry ray yi around . got christams presents from aunty betty and aunt evelyn(my dad side) . start the bbq at about 5+ . mum and xueyun came . was helping out ... then me and aunty betty look after the kids . then chit chat~ then all of us went down . ate and brought the kids to play . the bbq was till 10+ . quite late . got alot of leftover food . i ate alot too . kept stuffing myself . i wasnt hungry . maybe just not in the good mood bahs . mum and xueyun went off to my aunt hse to stay . watched tv . and went to slp at 12+ . didnt slp well . so sad . my dad and uncle birthday is the day my heart breaks . was msging michael and eugene . finally fall asleep .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY AND UNCLE CHOR CHYE =)

17 DEC:
woke up at about 7 . the kids were much more earlier than me . didnt sleep well the whole nite . so i played around with them and msged michael . went to have breakfast with them . my sis and mum joined us . my youngest sis fall sick . =/ . aunt went to panadol . after tat the rest of us went to x-zone or smth . wan ning came . she lend me her fei lun hai disc . happy happy . =D as the same , i carried ray yi around . he kissed me . *shy* hahas . love my this small cousin the most . went to play .. also borrowed the disc from x-square . cos the kids wanna play xbox . went back at about 11 + . chit chat at the room . me , wan ning , my sis went to wild wild wet to play . went to the shiok river . hahas . took the float . and we went for 2 rounds . then went to ular-lah . abit thrilling . hahas . went to play it once more . then we went to the wall's tusnami . hahas . then my sis and my cousin went to play the samsung slide up . while i went to the river again . was on the big float . hmm . raining . lols . then the wave came . very nice . hahas . i also had the mood to sing . lalala~ the lifeguard asked whether i was cold ?? hahas . had abit talk to him with him . i was floating all alone . thought of many things . and decide not to cry . at all times i will smile . even if i am so tired . i will still try to smile . i dont want ppl to wry for me ler . =)) finished the 1st round and they came back . then went for another 2 rounds . the third round . the rain was getting heavier . then they say it's closing cos of the lightning . went off and the lifeguard laughed me . cos cannot play ler . we didnt want to wait . so bought kfc and went back . freezing cold . zzz . went to bath and ate . watched stars award again . celebrate ryan bdae . after tat went to the arcade there to look for my aunt(my mum side) . chit chat abit . and hang around . mum and youngest sis went to my aunty hse . me and xueyun went back to chalet . she went off at about 6+ . sianz . left me , wan ning . aunt evelyn and her family are going back . so is aunty betty they all . so only 3 ppl have 2 rooms to themselves . lols . in the end . keith stayed . so did aunty betty they all . uncle chor chye went back with aunt betty to get some stuff over . they came back at about 8+ . they bought dinner too . played uno stacko . hahas . lose 2 times . quite fun . i almost gt a heart attack . hahas . the kids were in front of the tv playing xbox as usal . then me , wan ning , my 2nd aunt played mahjong . it is in the cards form . we slept at 10+ . msged xuan wei to ask about tmr the ktv thingy .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIN AI DE BEEKIAN AND MY COUSIN , RYAN =)

18 DEC:
woke up at 6+ . same as last nite . didnt manage to sleep well . was raining heavily . the kids were up in front of the tv playing xbox again . made roll roll cheese for ray yi . went to have breakfast at mac at about 9 . then went to return the disc at x-square . we checked out at 10+ . me alone took bus 354 to pasir ris interchange . the rest were in uncle chor chye car . hahas . met up with my mum and sis . went to lavender to take my mum ic . then went back home . did abit housework and i am out of the house . went to ktv look for xuanwei , mingyuan , dick , alan and eetat . were at there for about 20 mins and we went to cwp to eat . i see them eat . hahas . then went to basketball court near 514 . cherie came at about 4 . help keep things for eetat , xuanwei and mingyuan . raining heavily .. went to under block . rain stop then went there . at about 6+ . elaine and kim came . giving xuan wei a birthday surprise . went to the carpark to cut cake . sang the song . and i helped birthday boy cut cake . after tat alan went off . i went off to look for michael . went to his hse . changed . i stink . lols . not really stink . just want to change . went back to look for them to return eetat things . then they dont let me go . thik mingyuan lose the truth or dare then supposed to do something .. then in the end michael came . then they stopped . sort of spoil the mood . =/ i went off with my kor . went home first . he told me i screamed very loud . he at 1st floor can hear my voice . went home . wah . raining again . put my bag and accompany michael to eat . guohao came .. then went off . went to supermarket . he bought strawberries for me . then he send me home . rain so big . hahas . reached home at 10+ . bath and use com . online and many ppl asked how was i .. hahas , thanks guys .. i know you guys worry for me alot . all these days , i really want to thank michael , alex , eugene , xuanwei , adeline , cherie and terance . especially michael and alex . thanks . i thought alot these few days . i will smile . i dont want to drop tears . sinyee , beekian , alex(my class de) , junan , alan they all . thanks for the care and concern ler . i will be alright . =)) maybe sometimes it hurts . but i still have to get on with life . lol . but the times i had with him are precious memories . the things i kept in my box . i doubt i will want to open but i will open it de . hahas . the precious memories .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , XUAN WEI .. MY JIE MEI .. =)

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