ytd trip to ocean sapphire was exciting , nervous and fun.
ytd , heavy rain,
the waves were very big.
thought i might die cause the listing of the ship was so scary.
the chief enginner and the captain were very nice ppl(:
like them alot.
hmm . the chief engineer is so cute lars!
keep helping fion & me take photos.
then during the drill, he wear wrongly the life jacket.
hahas.
saw a guy, my eye candy, in the emergency generator room.
he's look so much better than everyone ><
anyway, we were like some VIP.
hahas. The captain, 2nd officer, chief engineer, 2nd engineer, 4th engineer and few cadet walk around us .
feel so weird...
Ocean sapphire is quite big, and the deck is clean.
we thought of playing catching there ><
hmmm . i wanna go see my 4th engineer soon.
regretted ytd for not taking photo with him.
we board the ferry & sat there for 3 hours before we could come back to sg.
super sian & bored.
was in malaysia waters, so no reception to msg-.-
& rushed down to vista after i was back in sg.

hmm . went to elaine's bbq ytd.
didnt stay long.
i just feel that can no longer clique with them.
i feel that we are so far apart.
the one person i always talk to has left my life ever since my bday.
didnt want to other dear .
just cabbed home to crap and conference awhile with the marine creatures family.
i feel so drifted apart.
but this feeling was present so long ago.
long till i dont mind at all . i feel numb.
so it doesnt really matters. i may nt be very happy, but i am contented with the ppl in my life.

back in office now.
should be going to Ocean sapphire again.
gt my results in the moring.
wasnt really happy with the results.
feel disappointed only.
superman keep crapping.
keep ask why u so scared ?
who wont be scared if u know u might fall in the sea anytime -.-
so gonna kill him. i am bored .
dont feel like going onboard.
feel so lazy now .

♥ 9:40 AM