i hope u went home early ytd .
i waited so long for today .
all was just a wishful thinking .
tears flow like river .
all u said was "you are feeling tired".
i know u are .
but i was looking forward to today.
the things u said made me fill my days with excitement .
it just happened again .
first was my birthday . and then now .
stop giving me hopes and then crush them all over again .
do u know how hurt i am ?
is it the time to let go ?
someone tell me wad should i do .
i cant help worrying for adeline .
i cant help feeling upset bcos of jamond .
if forgetting helps ,
i would wanna just lie down forever with my eyes shut .
♥ 12:46 PM