Iridescent.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

CD lesson in the morning .
is so the bored lo .
mac for breakfast & had tutorial .
we went early (: but the teacher was earlier .
isaac keep disturbing me >< tsk !
he TRIED to wear my heels . but his attempt failed .
asked teacher qns & lesson end at 11 .
decided whr to go .
in the end , we watched "yes man" at PS.
i think it's funny . but abit no understand ><
walked awhile & jamond went home .
i went to bugis to look for sis for awhile .
bought hanhan's present . slacked at there till 6 .
mrt home . bought stuff to eat . & ate abit .
& train down to PS to meet yongsheng.
was feeling quite moody . we went to walk around .
talked about some stuff . i need to set a goal .
cos i am still lost about wad i wna do .
i wanted to watch movie, but most were selling fast .
we went to secret recipes instead .
he ordered oreo cheesecake & chilled blueberry cheesecake for me (:
i still like the cheesecake ade make for us ><
i felt better after talking to him . talking to seniors helps .
home at 10plus .

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

i guess i was on the verge of breakdown .

i am too tired .

i shouldnt have waited for ur call .

it just brings disappointment .

ur words are no longer convincing .

♥ 11:51 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

thermo lesson .
didnt have lecture .
teacher sort of gave us our paper back ><
i was abit surprised . but feel dumb due to my carelessness .
gt 96 (: careless me .
had break & engineering drawing .
& i had a hard time with the assembly drawing .
how can someone laugh at me using msg . tsk !
went to clubhouse after tat .
yongsheng taught me the tutorial qns & help me with the drawing .
he showed me presentation slides .
dandan came . i was their joke anyway .
i must say i learn smth .
& dandan went off to somewhere~
yongsheng taught me how to identify stars .
we slack at there playing games .
my maths is good . hahas .
they admit tat (:
went off at 7plus . home at 8plus .

♥ 10:14 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008

went to sch to put stuff in clubhouse .
& i suddenly rmb tat i forgot to bring my shoes out .
sis help me bring & i met her halfway .
met hanhan & ros they all .
bought bbt & bus to polymarina .
had some sort of revision for the ropes thingy .
bus back to sch ..
sage acc me to clubhouse .
yongsheng, dandan, jj & bengguang .
JJ presented .. the presentation was okok.
yongsheng keep bully me de ><
went off about 8plus .
me & sage talked alot . i missed the time we used to talk in the past.

i cant help feeling smth is wrong .

the problem hasnt surface yet .

but it will soon .

♥ 10:13 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

work in the morning .
went off to at 4 to look for dandan they all .
went daiso to find them .
yongsheng scare me a few times .
& everytime, my rxn was "omg".
he keep bullying me de .
we went to giant to get some stuff .
hahas . JJ came after tat ..
talked alot ..
they went to subway for dinner .
they just kept laughing at me . tsk !
yongsheng went off to meet his friends .
while we mrt back .
dandan & me talked alot (:
i am a nice person . hahas (:
dandan also agree . cos today he & yongsheng are "yes man".
they are so influenced by the show .
home at 8plus .

♥ 8:56 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008

it's christmas .
& i am working ><
doesnt matter .
sarah have sasa & sarah jr & KJ to acc me (:
(sasa calls me sarah ><)
i am so glad tat i met them (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE (:

♥ 12:26 AM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

jamond came over today .
helped him wrap his presents .
my sis were going crazy for no reason .
& my hse is so noisy ><
went out at 1 plus .
bought movie tickets for 4.55 show.
lunch at mos burger . ljs is full :x
help him choose his last min presents .
& i bought chocolates .
i am having a hard time .
walked to wisma to look for sasa & sarah jr .
talked to them for awhile & we went back .
train back to PS .
he was worried . sry dear >< for making u worried :p

i like the pet . i want it too .!
i went home after tat while he went to look for his friends .
thanks for the 2 present (:
ilu .

♥ 10:36 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

CIP today .
was at inward patient pharmacy .
i learnt about some medicine (:
i still have the passion for bio .
dinner with hanhan at horizon .
he acc me to get some stuff .
home at 9 .
was in time for the show .

♥ 10:09 PM

Monday, December 22, 2008

had astro meeting in the afternoon .
went to fc3 for lunch & went to bugis .
bought present for yongsheng & also for the gift exchange.
shopped around .
bought a wallet finally ^^
went back to buy bbt . & waited for kimkim .
called JJ and we talked for like half an hr .
train back to sch for christmas party & reach at 8plus .
passed yongsheng the present .
then we had the gift exchange thingy .
yongsheng is soooooooo "lucky".
he gt my the other present .
so , he have 2 presents from me ><
slacked at audition room .
then played cheat with dandan, kim, alvin .
dandan win in the end . tsk !
then they keep disturbing me .
home at 10plus ..
i enjoyed my time with them .

♥ 11:50 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

i went out with besties on fri .
went to far east plaza .
went to walk walk & then to a hongkong eatery .
walk awhile more & then ate ice cream .
we took pics .
many ppl were like looking at us .
we bought some time & decided to watch a movie .
walk over to cineleisure .
bought tickets for 7.25pm show .
cause the 5plus & 6plus seats are so nt attractive .
went to pastamania after tat .
cherie was hungry -.-
we ate with her & went to coffeebean to slack .
ordered ice blended mocha . & we slacked at there for 1hour plus .
walked to cine to catch the show .
it's quite nice (:
home at 11 .

♥ 11:42 PM

once again , i needed u & u are nt here .

& then i will ask u the same things .

& u will say "why are we going through this again".

we nt going through it again .

the problem is we always dont address it.

as time goes by , i realise u werent as important anymore .

maybe it's the same for u.

i still love u .

but u are nt behavin like a bf .

i guess we never undesrtand each other before .

(i just realise how serious it is after the call ytd nite.)

i gt upset too many times & i am numb of the feeling .

i need time away from u now .

maybe it's a hassle for u to call me .

so for now , dont bother to .

it saves u more time for u to rest .

♥ 12:13 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

went to PS to meet jamond.
MOS burger for lunch ..
walked to centrepoint to help him choose presents .
went to kinokuniya to get some stuff .
it was the first time we had different opinions .
hmmm . sort of argue & didnt talk for some time ><
it was so unexpected .
both of us have faults anyway .
bought sushi & went to vivo .
slack at there & read my magazine .
took some random pics .
home at 8 plus . gonna sleep soon.
so tired ..

this pic is upside down . i am so artistic >< & i am so random too.

he keeps playing with his psp . tsk !

♥ 9:11 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

"a cut on the finger is nth compared to a wound left on the heart"

♥ 11:06 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

went to cut hair in the morning ..
met up with lynn for awhile ..
went to vivocity after tat .
met up with jamond & LJS for lunch.
watched igor .

i always pronunced it as eee-gor .
& he always will laugh at me .
acc him to buy christmas presents for his friends ..
bus back to school ..
there was a meeting .
but nt everyone came though ..
i wanted to celebrate christmas with u ><

♥ 7:25 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

jamond came over in the afternoon .
watched unaccompanied minors (:
then played card games with my sis .
mum cooked steam fish & cereal prawns & 1 soup & veggie .
the steamed fish was cooked specially for him .
he ate most of the fish .
i ate most of the cereal .
there's gonna be overnight in school on fri .
hope i can go ><

if happy times last ...

♥ 7:35 PM

i need to juggle my time .

i need to plan ><

i am so tired .. i wna go out soon .

gonna sleep . so tired ><

♥ 12:01 AM

Monday, December 08, 2008

so shagged today .

will u stay with me ?

maybe nt .

guess my knowledge & books will .

i just want to enjoy the company of books .

for i donno wad can i do now .

♥ 2:56 PM

Saturday, December 06, 2008

-thank you for hurting me-

-thank you for making me tear-

-thank you for everything-

-i am nt nice-

-i didnt treat u well enough-

-maybe i am nt good enough for u-

-that's why u dont cherish me i guess-

-i can only blame myself for the plight i am in now-

♥ 3:59 PM

i hope u went home early ytd .
i waited so long for today .
all was just a wishful thinking .
tears flow like river .
all u said was "you are feeling tired".
i know u are .
but i was looking forward to today.
the things u said made me fill my days with excitement .
it just happened again .
first was my birthday . and then now .
stop giving me hopes and then crush them all over again .
do u know how hurt i am ?
is it the time to let go ?
someone tell me wad should i do .
i cant help worrying for adeline .
i cant help feeling upset bcos of jamond .
if forgetting helps ,
i would wanna just lie down forever with my eyes shut .

♥ 12:46 PM

Friday, December 05, 2008

went to cwp & bought a pair of ear studs .

went to orchard to walk walk .

hmmm . i didnt buy anything at there in the end .

went over to bugis after tat .

i took a very long time to decide wad i wna buy .

i gt my advisor with me . hahahas .

in the end , i bought 1 pair of heels & 3 shirts.

mrt back to cwp after tat .

bought earpiece ^^

bought a planner . i doubt i am gonna use it for 1 yr ><

watched Mr. men show . it is so cute (:

home at 8plus.

♥ 9:28 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2008

maybe things between us gt better .

it really seems to be tat way .

but i have no confidence .

"dunno" , wad a word to use .

♥ 10:45 PM

term tests ended ytd .
careless me . & i lost 10marks bcos of tat .
let's hope i do well .

watched bolt today .
i loveeeee the hamster alot alot (:

i wna hear ur voice badly .
i miss u alot ..
do msg us when u are feeling better ..
i miss my besties so much ...

♥ 10:28 PM