Iridescent.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

astro presentation by dacai .
his presentation was about astro boy .
i am the HR (:
but i am still afraid that i will lose the key ..
the 2 seniors kept laughing at me ><

just read up on some stuff .
there are few factors that cause cramps ..
i am dying ><

i donno was to say .

i guess i am nt cherished .

♥ 1:29 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

i overslept ><
went to sch to hand in the 2 qns ..
& i waited for u .
& then u tell me smth else .
stop saying sorry .
it just made me more irritated .
time after time .. u hurt me ..
saying something & doing another .

lunch with ros, clara, durges & may ..
laksa with 2 spoons of chilli made me feel better .
ros say my goldfish eyes appeared ><
clara they all & kevin made my day (:
i felt so much better after talking to kevin.
clara was so funny with her japanese pronunciations ..
so we were like teaching her .
her diajobu become dejavu ><
we went to the library to borrow books ..
bought 1 tub of ice cream ..
it's very nice of kevin (:

one day, the words iloveu disappears .

& fuck off appear .

i am always waiting .

ask yourself ..

have u really treat me like the most precious thing ?

i did .

♥ 3:28 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

gem test tooday ><
i sincerely hope i will pass -.-
slack at fc2 ..
had basic thermo lect ..
sat with kevin .. crapped alot ..
went to workshop after that ..
today start practice on arc welding ..
slack at fc2 with isaac, ros, louis & yuahan ..
we talk for about 2 hour plus ..
left sch at 7 plus..
home at 8plus (:

insecurities filled up my mind .

there are many qns that are nt answered ..

♥ 9:58 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

mum woke up at 6plus to cook curry & breakfast ..
i helped her a little bit (:
had thermo lect ..
& then engineering drawing ..
i am fast for the first time .. lols ..
louis mummy went to JE popular to get hs bk .
he is lending me eragon tmr (:
home at 5plus.

happy birthday mum (:
i love u soooooo much !!

♥ 8:39 PM

Monday, November 24, 2008

polymarina today ><
the speedboat ride was fun ..!
i saw the other side of clara .
she was so high .
i think owen was trying to push me down ><
the teacher went at a very fast speed .
it was so coooooool seriously (:
i think i was gonna fall down anytime .
saw the SP @ Dover thingy .
learn about the liferaft thing ..
me & isaac were the 9th & 10th crew ..
and our duties was to assist which was like we didnt really do anything.
no lesson on mon next week .
holidays are so near (:

i am glad that things are going well .

but some things changed i suppose .

♥ 8:15 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

no CRS today .
i only have pract at 3pm.
went to meet jamond at vivo ..
he wants to buy a shirt ..
lunch at superhotdogs .
acc him to giant to by some stuff ..
bought sushi & bus back to sch ..
pract ended early ...
went to clubhse ..
slack at there .. alvin help me with my pokemon ..
so i completed the game (:
went home at 7plus.
wasnt able to go for the astro presentation.

talked to mummy .. i felt better ..

maybe i was too demanding ..

but just reply me, will u ?

waiting is a torture..

the sweet moments we once shared are gone.

♥ 8:58 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

GEMS in the morning ..
basic thermodynamics lect ..
me & sage & yenru talked alot ..
i felt better .. at least i know i need to be more understanding towards u.
workshop was bad .
6 fingers this time . & my hand just kept trembling.
mrt back after that ..
hmmm . me & yenru continuing talking (:

i wna cherish u so much ..

but sometimes, u gave me a feeling that u dont care.

just feel that smth is missing now ..

show me that u do care ...

♥ 8:47 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

polymarina today ..
hmmm . it was raining ..
but teacher still will have jetty jump .
was the 2nd to jump .
abit scary .. hahas .. then i need to help ros ..
she was struggling abit ><
then we need to like linkn our arms & form a circle ..
too bad we cant take photo .
think it's quite nice ..
was quite tiring ..
then still have the liferaft ..
took quite some time to paddle back ..
then the teacher show us smoke signal thing .
i carried sage (: so sweet ~
bath & had dinner at jurong east ..

so tired ..

i donno wad to do .

sometimes feeling so tired .

my eyes are swollen after the tears.

♥ 7:59 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

before i forget,

happy birthday to ME ,

happy birthday to YIPEEN ,

happy birthday to AMANDA ,

happy birthday to US (:

(i mean ytd)

♥ 9:36 AM

wennt to orchard ytd .. walkwalk & met up with ade ..
i treat her to dinner .. wanted to treat cherie also , but she wasnt with us.
went to walk walk & saw cherie .
didnt really have anything in mind .
went to eat ice cream .. quite nice ..
we walked to paragon after tat .
went to the soup spoon.
suddenly i received a princess balloon ><
hahas .. home at 10 plus .
i enjoy my time with my 2 besties ..
love them alot alot (:

i realised some stuff.

u weren't here when i need u.

this time, u hurt me so badly .

♥ 9:26 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

went to sch in the evening ytd.
went for the astro presentation ..
i was feeling so so moody .
after that went to clubhouse slack ..
dacai showed me a programme ..
that progrmme can read ppl mind.
so he type : Peter, please answer : what do u want to say xuebing.
and the ans was : happy birthday xuebing ..
i was really surprised cos he didnt know it was my birthday.
yongsheng gave me my present .
400g toblerone . i was so wow ..
it was quite big .. he said gt 1 more bigger, but is 4.5kg ><
i have a very nice senior (:
was feeling weird in the clubhse .. went to moberly to look for sage ..
talked alot & she went off to play basketball .
went to look for yongsheng .. we talked alot too (:
went to 7-11 & then to the dance studio.
slacked at there . then he started teaching me abit astro stuff .
& also tell me about the modules in yr 2 & 3.
went to look for sage at 11plus .. girls' talk (:
thomas brought food .. isaac & duwi was also with us ..
& then it was 12 .. sage gave me a kiss ><
thank you guys (: went back & saw yongsheng they all ..
we acc dacai walk out of sch .. so honoured to have birthday girl pei him ><
bengguang & yongsheng teach me alot of stuff .
i learn so much things . we walk to clementi after that to see a 24-hr NTUC .
& the 3 of us didnt bring our wallets . so cute of us ..
they 2 like keep emphasize that 1 am 17 . tsk!
went back about 2 plus & had star observation . again i learnt alot (:
home at 6plus .

it's quite big ><

♥ 10:53 AM

i just woke from 2 hours of sleep .
& i receive a news that i dont wna know about it.
everything is like what the fuck now .

seriously, i shouldnt have made that wish !
i shouldnt expect anything ..
since everything from the start is a dream ...

♥ 9:37 AM

Friday, November 14, 2008

CRS in the morning.
it didnt go too well though .
watched Madagascar 2 with jamond, yuhan, ros, louis, kianyen, wilson, jieliang, kenneath.
slacked around and went home after that.

i haven felt so tired before ..
worrying about you .
but it's like u dont care.
but maybe u did, & i didnt know.
i need u so much but u weren't here.
it's pretty upsetting though ..
i made a wish last week.
& it didnt come true .
u are right, i am just getting my hopes up.
& i guess i am gonna be so so disappointed .
just a simple reply can make me so happy .
i hate this kind of feeling.

♥ 2:33 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

happy birthday to yenru (:

♥ 10:32 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

mrt to MS ..

went to kbox with dear, louis, yuhan , yenru, sage , alex, kienyen .

was quite high .

had loads of fun (:

me & dear sang duet . i recorded it down .

the guys played poker and losers did pushups .

rosalyn came (:

pre-celebrated yenru's bdae .

and after that sage went off to meet her fren ..

sang till 6plus and went for dinner .

but we meet up with hongming first ..

we were asked to do survey ..

dinner at Carl's junior .

didnt eat though . but shared abit with dear .

hahas . he know wad drinks i want (:

sprite without ice .

the fries were quite big ><

home at 8plus ..

afterall , u love your computer more ..

me & dear .

me & ros .

the fries at Carl's Jr .

♥ 9:36 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

CRS lesson in the morning .

the teacher is like quite pissed off cos we dont really know how to do IT thing . it's nt really our fault ><

slacked in the library .

watched home alone & aquamarine .

me & hanhan kept laughing lo . it's quite a nice show (:

had basic thermo pract .

compressor .. hmm . i waited 4 mins for the pressure to increase by 1 bar.

waited for louis they all & walk to the mrt with them .

went to clubhouse after tat ..

slacked awhile at there .. kept talking to firdaus .

played diagonal sudoku ..

dinner at kfc with kim ..

dear called . kimkim keeps laughing when she hear was we talk .

all the astro peeps when to have dinner at fc4 .

so me & kimkim went to slack ..

presentation at meet 1 .. firdaus was presenting .

so i sat in the front .. hahas .

celebrated chastin birthday (:

ask Mr. Senior to sit behind me . he is a bully .

i need to read up on astro . if nt he will keep shoot me ><

dumb him . use remote control to "pause" me .

went fot star observation ..

me & dandan so lucky !!

we saw a meteor !! dandan say it is 1 of the brightest ..

i am so so so happy (:

& i made my wish . although it was abit late ><

crapped with kimkim & dandan on my way home .
i enjoyed my day (:

♥ 11:30 PM

happy belated birthday to chastin (:

(her birhday was on 6 nov)

happy birthday to rosalyn today (:

♥ 11:50 AM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

gems in the morning .
so tired ..
basic thermo lect ..
was playing pokemon during break & free time (:
gas welding ..
think i improved alot (:
at least can see the beading ..
dear said we are nt going out today ..
suddenly i see my finger bleeding .
& suddenly it hurts .
it was so sudden lo ..
cause i saw it only when i was putting on my watch ..
train back with yenru , yuhan & louis .
their words make me understand the picture better .
maybe i didnt know u cared . cos u dont show .
guess i was asking too much sometimes .

dear called . we talked alot .
sometimes these talks made me understand him better .
ilovedeardear .

♥ 8:13 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

CD lesson today was seriously COLD ..

me and isaac almost freeze to death ..

went to buy mac & went to class .

had basic thermo tutorial .

i wore isaac abit formal shirt ..

it was very big .

& rosalyn they all keep saying i look like i just wake up & some stuff ><

metup with yenru & train to bugis ..

walk walk & bought present for ros ..

everyone are so gonna be shocked on saturday (:

we bought a watch together . & also buy 1 for sage .

yenru bought a pair of shorts and a denim skirt .

then we saw a shop that says fish spa .

so the 3 of us tried .

so itchy .. i was the first to put my leg in .

then all the fish come to me ..

yenru & rosalyn were also scared initially but then ok after that ..

think the fish spa is quite good (:

i didnt manage to buy any shorts ><

the cutting dont really suit me ..

manage to buy a cap after that (:

home at 2plus ..

wna thank azri . i am feeling very very touched (:

♥ 8:34 PM

ytd had engineering drawing which almost killed me .

i just wna pass this module ><

was feeling quite upset due to some reasons ><

met up with ade & cherie at dhoby ghaut .

ade went to bought some stuff & we went to fish & co.

the new york fish & chips was very cheesy .

4 main courses , 1 sharkie freeze , 1 desert & 1 soup of the day .

we were so full :x

the dinner was meant to be a pre-celebration for my bdae (:

love the 2 of them alot (:

me & my present from besties .

for some reason , i am not able to upload more pics ..

♥ 8:15 PM

Monday, November 03, 2008

i hate cramps !!
i had a terrible night ..
metup with hanhan & LJS for lunch .
i think i was gonna vomit & faint the whole time .
lesson at poly marina .
feeling so the shag .
& i feel like dying .
went home after that .
guess it got worse .
i need a doctor soon ..

suddenly i have some thoughts .
i needed to talk to someone .

u made me feel so hurt .

not being sensitive to my feelings .

is this about to end ?

i donno wad i want you to do...

♥ 7:09 PM