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Friday, June 29, 2007

ytd was quite affected by my sis . seeing her down , all my smiles and laughter just faded away .
thanks grandson (:

today had lessons as per normal . i was sleepy =.= had free periods during bio and chem bahs cos teacher didnt come . cant grasp the concept for physics and amaths today . quite disappointed . after lessons , went to buy our ingredients for steamboat . after that while walking to her hse , it started drizzling . zzz . abit drenched i guess . reached her hse and we thought her dad at home cos the signs tell us her dad at home . her mum told us her dad not at home . lols . then started to prepare and stuff .. her mum help us . if nt i guess we will abit blur . i wash here and there . after that start at about 2 .. ate till 3++ quite full lo . so in the pot thingy left only vegetables and 东粉bahs . reminds me of the korean dish . cherie keep saying kimichi or smth . lols . played cards cos no one wants to eat them . the loser had to to eat them . cherie put alot of it in the bowl , me and ade put abit . then she lose and had to eat it up . she say she tmr will have jelly legs . lols . after that clean up and stuff . went off at 4+ . walk to admiralty and went to buy kim's present . so excited about it . lols . her birthday still has about 1 month to come . hahas .. bought dinner for sis and went home . having backaches . the bag is so heavy ~


5:37 PM


Wednesday, June 27, 2007

nth much today.

lessons first with emaths . i have difficulty in visualising stuffs .. dying at rotation . had rotatiobn of diagrams which is coming up next in chapter 5!! after was social studies and english . we practise oral with someone . so is me and junan, liling and jane , jason alone . in the end , he partner with terance . after awhile , mdm sal broke them up . so jason with liling , jane with terance . he was so unwilling and wanted to change with junan .. hmm . qns is why ? then terance kept laughing and stuff . junan was the MR EXPRESSION . he read the passage with so many emotions and many different types of pitch and tone . LOL . cannot stand him . at least had fun in this oral practice ..

break and the physics . just started with electronics .. then chem spa . i am completely freaking out with planning . i am not a good planner =x then was break . went to look for ade . from the start , cherie wants me to date her out . and i only want to date adeline . she was angry bahs . hahas . crapped and stuff then she go disturb alvin they all .

had mt lesson . oral is on 9th july . it is junan birthday . wow . he is 'lucky' . lols then had bio . the new teaher came and write 1 qns on the board for us . awhile later , miss judith came . she was crapping with the class . she had a great sense of humour . then she brought us to the science lab to see our bacteria whether it is glowing . results wasnt gd . so , gonna wait for 1 more day . mr ho came to relieve us as miss wee had the n7 cluster thingy . was slacking . nth much to do anyways . didnt have choice today . was discussing math qns with bingbing (: after that acc joey and sinyee to the canteen and ate abit . just chatting about stuff . waited for ade and cherie . they bought bbt . and we went to cherie hse and slack .as usal , she didnt know wad to ans me . lols . reach home at 6+ . anyways . saw someone who had the same blogskin (: first time seeing that . currently bored~ missing u**

i miss the science centre day . but if everyday were like that , it is gonna be boring soon .
i wont miss u =p


7:20 PM


Tuesday, June 26, 2007

23rd june:
nth to do the whole day . so . i just watch tv and use com . at nite watch tv again . hmmm . quite surprised that randy they all at my hse downstairs . went down to look for them . chatted with them .. they forced me to play poker cards with them cos that time i gt record . zz . played awhile and went home at 10 plus, 11 bahs .

24th june:
nothing much again . it is either tv , computer or homework . packed my stuff and accompany sis to buy her schoolbag . after that went home and watch the tuxedo .. nice (: then watch intial d .. quite nice also . anyway watch before de .

26th june:
sch time passed quickly today . bio then phy . having lots of trouble with spa skill 3 . had pe lessons . had physical conditioning . quite ok bahs . she is reasonable yet demanding . break . then english and then break again . had lcd lessons and we were off to science centre . had the bacteria transforming thingy . quite fun de process . wear the coats and we were like scientists . lol. then shuai ge gt stick out his tongue . lol . 1st time saw that anyway . after the course . me and kim went to see smth . then saw joseph , kangshen , jordan and ian at the PSLE . it is for the primary student . quite nice .. after some time , didnt saw any of the students . then went out . saw our lab teacher , miss violet and she say the teacher kept saying the bus has reached or smth like that . called for them . called liling and alex . then alex say they were on the bus . so we were left behind due to our 'curiousity' . but then the bus waited for us as they stopped by a road or smth . on the bus , mrs ram and sinyee they all keep talking about magic and stuff . hahas . after went home and just finished why why love ep 4 lers (:

i have wishes .. especially for isaac . hope he will be happy , since i cant help him much . sorry .


8:08 PM


Saturday, June 23, 2007

从来没有像这样对你失望过。昨天所说的话一直在我的回忆中。
晚上十一点,感到好无阻。因为不能用微笑忘记那件事情。
突然发现,在我最无阻的时候,我总是一个人。
本来已说服自己,但眼眶不知为何变得湿湿的。
多么没人情味的晚上。
我认清了一个事实。孤单的一个人,是很平常。
而有人在旁,是我不敢奢望。
至今,每当自己失落时,都会用陈晓诗的名句:笑一笑没什么事情过不了。
就这样,久而久之,心已变得前所谓有的孤单。


1:48 PM


Friday, June 22, 2007

days just passed by .. without noticing . school is reopening soon . the thought just made me bored . the first time ever when i do not want to go back to school i suppose . zzz . life is boring . now i have no confidence i will get into the course i want . wad a regret =/ anyways i am missing ppl .. i miss my shuai ge .. lols . donno why he was hurt on his face . he said i possessed terance . zz . he also very the cold ... bored . bored . bored . i mean it . wahahas .


4:26 PM


Tuesday, June 19, 2007

2nd blog of the day ..

i am bored . i am bored . i am bored . when i say 3 times , i mean it . zzz

woke up early in the morning . tired . sis was preparing to meet shiprah for her choir camp . i was getting ready for my run . went for my run and i felt so happy with it . hahas . reached home . mum went to marsiling without me . quickly rushed there . went to the bank and bought stuff at there . reached home at 9++ . after that , youtube-ing till 11+ . did some housework and homework . continued youtube-ing from 12+ till now . i finally finished the 'scissors paper stone' serial (: took me about 4-5 days to finish it . zz . going on to the next show ^^ guess i really dont have the intention of revising . off to my tv lers , bye**


6:29 PM



everyday at home youtube-ing =) . ytd watch finish the why why love 3rd epsiode =) have to wait for 1 week before a new epsiode comes .. watch "scissors paper stone" . i do know about the the show . but still wanna watch since i dont have the mood to study =)) housework-ing soon . byes*


9:52 AM


Saturday, June 16, 2007

i didnt have anything much to blog . sis went over to pasir ris to stay with aunt .

i just stayed at home youtube-ing , housework-ing and homework-ing . having a headache . hais !!! gotta start on bio revision soon . before that , currently watching many shows =)


3:12 PM


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

12th june:
i was LAZY !!! didnt go for my run .. slept in . woke at 8+ and went to buy breakfast and tv-ed the morning with cartoons .. after that clean up the hse and went to meet cousin they all at bugis. me and sis met shiprah on the mrt . she came along with us . went to shop shop . some stuff caught my attention . i want to buy that shorts .. sis and shiprah bought the same bag . that bag is the bag that time me and cherie saw at orchard cineleisure and we said it is cute . zzz . sis bought it . saw a couple of heels i like =)) went home at 5+ . tv-ed the whole nite . didnt had much to do anyways . glad that they have make up =DD

13th june:
lazy again .. woke at 8+ and went to buy breakfast for sis again . and tv-ed the whole day till 6+. got scolded as i didnt do much hsework .. after tv , went to buy dinner for sis . went to meet ade at admiralty at 7+ . chat as we walk to cherie hse . she wasnt home . after awhile she came back . she didnt bring her phone . no wonder we couldnt contact her. slacked at her hse while watching tv . after that went home at 9+ . ade was abit sick lers . she vomit , while cherie look restless to me . rest well , the both of u .. they need alot more sleep than me ... nites*


对你的思念是无法用语言表达,那是无尽的思念。
值得庆幸的是,我们都在同一片天空下。
这样的想法让我感到开心。
短暂的相处时间,你那可爱的微笑,那小小的手掌握住我的手指,
是我无法忘记得回忆,也是我最珍惜的回忆。
短暂的时间,现在回想起来教会了我“珍惜”这两个字。

静静的大海,数不清的星星,微微的冷风,这样的情景是我梦寐以求,是我一直希望会出现的画面。这样的平静,让我清清楚楚的想了好多事情。
虽然,我内心渴望得到爱情,感受到被宠爱;疼爱;照顾的感觉。让自己有个肩旁靠,能依赖的人。
但是,麻木的感觉一直在我心里徘徊。希望能朝着自己的目标,但心里还有好多克服不了的障碍。这样的心情真是悲哀。


11:55 PM


Monday, June 11, 2007

08th june:
had physics lessons in the morning. only got me and kangshen . after slowy more ppl came . crap with him till mr junus came . after that had english lessons till 12.. then rushed home cos need to rush to harbourfront.packed everyting and taxi-ed there . took the 3.50 Ocean Raider de. on the vessel, felt rather calm bahs . the sound of the waves, smell of the sea, the touch of the breeze tells me that is where i belong , making me more sure of my future job scope. the sea is so beautiful , it seems to be green, but it is not. there seem to be blue glitters on the sea, making it shiny... reach there at 4+ . and waited for quite sometime cos my uncle haven reach .. he reached then we we went to 小姨 house first. went to see the baby.. she is CUTE !! lols . after that i babysit her . then play and stuff . went to the sea there . gt a few XXX pepole very de ... they hor jumped into the water in their shorts and make stupid noises. as if first time see young ppl . tsktsk!! time pass so quickly de~ very soon it is night.and vincent tell the my sis they all we go take orange juice from the storehse there . actually we want go find our parents cos they fishing .. hahas . so we went there. reached the sea there. the sea is so calm .. the sky was so beautiful~ so many many many stars~ donno how many constellations(a pattern made out of stars). then my 舅舅 catch squid or i always called it sotong~ it is black in colour de .. cos gt 墨水 . i hold it and it is so slippery de lo .. LOL . after that caught the 2nd one again . this one very stubborn . the black thingy was here and there. put it in the bucket, it jumped of the bucket . LOL . after that , went back at 10++ .

09th june:
woke up at 7++ . mum was awake with the baby . help look after the baby . as usual she will say i look like the baby when i was young and stuff . look after her the whole morning . carried her aroung .. coaxing her to sleep , feed her with her milk bottle and taking photos . hahas .. 2+ .. my 3 other cousins came . stella and ah qing stayed at home .. then gt argument between the adults gt 妈妈,二姨,三姨,四姨,舅母,二舅母. all woman.hais . i also donno wad to say about them . after that we all the kids(9 of us) went to batam city square . shop shop lo . then girls went to kbox while the guys went to play pool . after awhile i went out of the room to see them play while some of them came in . after that we all play pool . all of us lose to vincent and willy cos we play grp de .. tsktsk!! his so accurate de . after that went back at about 5+ (indonesia time) then played poker at cousin hse. cried . hais . i miss the baby alot . i made a mistake in going with them? i donno .. i just missed her . her smiles, laughter float in my mind. i might have spend about 1 day with her, but practiaaly i am in love with her . after that bath and stuff . then had dinner, had crab and gong gong .. me and vincent quite excited or looking forward to it . after that , went to batam city square again with parent and sis bought some clothes. i didnt. went back and watched i nt stupid and went off to sleep~

10th june:
woke quite early . watched tv . head for breakfast . after that went to another cousin at about 10+ after everyone has bath . dad and 姨丈 went to temple and they came to look for us after awhile . ah yan change alot .. after that we went to top 100 mall there shop shop . bought stuff .. after that went to eat lunch cos uncle want to treat . went to seafood restaurant . had prawns,fish,chicken,veggie,sotong and gong gong =) the sotong very cute . small size de .. me and vincent share coconut drink. after that went back to the mall and bought stuff and went back . pack up and we went to the 码头 and buy tickets . seats filled up quickly.. we had to wait for the6.30 vessel. which was 2 hrs later(indo time) singapore time was 7.30 . hais .. then 二姨 and 姨丈吵架. mum also donno wad to say . me and vincent also donno wad to say. time pass so slowly . finally reaching 6, we check in lo . then board the Sea raider vessel. reach singapore at about 8.30 . dad and mum went to bought drink . bought martell and stuff . aunt bought too . dad mrt-ed home , while me, sis and mum taxi-ed home . waited VERY long . the taxt and cabs all ON CALL . tsktsk!! i was so pissed off . finally board the taxi at 9.40 like that . halfway , dad called us cos he reach admiralty . we were slow . sis nt feeling well . cos she feels like vomiting . msg-ed chonglin . reach home at 10+ . helped carry the stuff home and went to the night market to look for them . gt michael and his stead , chonglin and his brother, jeremy, guohao, gavin, eugene and 2 more i donno . went awhile and went home . sians . watched tv and slept~

11th june:
woke up quite late today . feel so lost . i was thinking about batam and all my 19 cousins . think i count coorect bahs . missing them more than ever . hais . went to cherie blog and tried some quizes .




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You are Dark Chocolate



You live your life with intensity, always going full force.

You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.

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You Are Chocolate Ice Cream



You have a flair for the dramatic and love to party.

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on the taxi ytd . i looked out of the window . it is completely different from batam bahs . i know it is unfair to compare cos singapore is far more developed .. which it the reason makes me feel that i have come back to the place where there seem to be much more troubles and loneliness waiting in place for me .


4:20 PM


Friday, June 01, 2007

30th may:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASLYN =) TC. loads , my DEAREST xiiaO mei . smiles*

anyways . the show "how to lose a guy in 10 days" is nice (:



31th may:
VESAK DAY

watch tv in the morning . then heavy rain . so our 'outing' was delayed .. met at 1+ .. and we were black and white !! went to SOME-R-SET. LOLs . crapping the way lo . they felt so cold .. hahas . went to walk walk . then wanted to buy smth that we 3 can so called "hang" on our precious phones .. the ones i want .. hmm , i dont think they are very big .. cherie say they are . it's nt my fault . hahas . went to ljs eat . after that , continued our search .. i saw the top i want to buy lers . wahahahahas . after that , didnt buy the things .. than we walk to plaza singapura . then saw 'security guards' . hahas .cos we near istana . did i spell correctly ? doubt it . anyways . after that , went back cos my mum asked me go back . but didnt bother much .. went to cwp . and went to shop . bought bbt . drink the honeydew thingy . and it is soooooo sweet~ after that went to 912 . and we alight at ade there . we so the weird . we from there walk to admiralty . but then we walk there .. saw somebody .. our 'shrek' then cherie become very high .. i supposed . went home while ade and cherie went to kfc to eat while waiting for me . went home awhile then went out . we went to admiral garden after that . 'shrek' went home . aww ~ didnt get to see him . chit-chat at there . and went home at 9+ . reach home at about 10 lers . bath and did physics . and i am off to my bed bed lers .





1st june:
had lessons . mr junus was late !! hahas . mr koh wasnt feeling well . after that wait for ade and cherie . went to vista . having mood-swing~ feeling blues* hmm . after that they 2 followed me home . zz . they went to my hse and watched 'just follow law'. after slack at my hse . went to ade hse at 4+ or 5 bahs . went and slack at there . played mahjong at the com . and then cherie came . played till 6+ ,7 like that . then we start to cook . the food is nice~ but then the whole place so smoky like that . me and TEOcherie take the towel then swing around like that cos of the smoke particles . we boil the oil ? hahas went back at 8+ . walked home . now blogging + chatting . hahas . nites ~


10:31 PM