didnt blog for quite some time i guess . but it doesnt matter also . hmmm . didnt really bothered to study for the exams . all i remembered was .. straight after sch , go home , disc-ed my day till 10+ in the nite , study 15 mins and i am off to me bed . wow~ it doesnt matter . for the sake of my television , i doubt i would want anything else . OFFICIALLY watched finish ytd ^^ didnt really study lo . was tempted by my dear television** so . conclusion is . guessed i am going to flunk my exams . yeahyeah~ had ss and amath test today . for ss , i didnt had a clue wad i was writing anyway since i didnt study . amath was tough . blurr-ed my way thru . walk home after that . reached home and i fall asleep . cos i was having a bad headache till now~ pathetic~ woke up and went to cwp meet kor and jackie . bought tank's new album for her . kor bought the big turtle for her . sobs sobs . but he say my bdae will buy for me . he wanted to buy the goong bear . but my home gt too many soft toys ler . 2 big ones and few small + medium sized . went for tuition after that . studied bio too . after that sis went to look for jiawei . i went to admiral garden . hmm . the basketball court was like dominated by admiralty secondary sec 4 and 5 guys from wad i know .. then ppl i noe gt michael , eugene , chonglin , aaron , jeffrey , jianxiong , benny , also gt many i donno de . all pigs . lols . was angry with aaron . eugene called , michael called then chat .. went home and watched tv till now . sians . later have to wake up at 6+ . and morning call michael . and also meet eugene cos he want clear his doubts . going cresent park also . and talk to them . hahas . i missed them * chatting with jeffrey now . guess when they all go back to sch on monday will talk about me . for no reason , almost all sec 5 students in admiralty sec noe . maye they exaggerate . maybe is true . who knows . maybe can see shishan tmr =) my 2nd shuai ge . but dont think so since he always with his gang . zz .
sorry to say that it is impossible .. when it ended 2 yrs back . everything has ended . it is useless in telling me now . thank you for heeding my advice to stop that habit of the cigarette . but it is impossible for everything to take place once more . feeling rather numb more than ever . if i agree , it will only cost me more harm . agreeing , not agreeing , decision made is just in a short time . but there seem to be anagelsics or an injection . thank you for everything . but it is definitely impossile .