went to sch at 6+ as per normal . had silent reading . after that went back to class for 3 periods of bio lesson . junhong in a bad mood . then slam the door and windows . hais . then hurt himself also . too agitated . reproduction of plants is really boring . glad that i gt kangshen and DJH to talk to me . djh(MR COOL) very funny today i guess . after that had 1 period of chemistry . sry mr tan . think i am going to let u down for tmr test .. he used about half an hour ytd to make me understand just 2 factors-large surface area and small particle size will have a faster reaction . of course ks and jh was also explaining to me .. and i gt 3 person-s teaching me . zzz . during that 1 period .. he was looking at me . guess i was the only one who didnt understand .. then ks say smth .. make me damn demoralised lor . making me now think that when i gt into 3e1 last yr .. was it purle by luck .. hais . upset me alot .. cherie cried . cos of her work .. then i also cried during eng . really donno wad to do .. feel so lost . and we are nt allowed to go to the work attachment. wth . dont understand why . hais . did nth much during mt . then maths . i was taking a long time for 1-3mark qns . wad am i doing . and the chapter is sets . hais . guess i am gonna flunk my amaths during mid-yr . feeling SO-demoralised and nt having the motivation to study . then break . cherie with wl they all . i didnt noe whr liling they all . then went to look for fabian . the way they played bball make me laughed i guess . went to hall and talk to liling . she is 1 person who just read my blog post and will know many things even without saying much .. i am glad . went to com lab for some quiz and stuff . played the com games . i scored better than the last time i played this game . was a captain . now colonel ^^ win my shuai ge =D after that had a reak for 30 mins . had choice at 2.45pm . in between quite ok .. and cs didnt wash his shoes and it smells . yucks . asked him go wash the shoes . he asked me to wash instead . zzz . whr gt this type of guy so bad . then as usual .. ks , matt , fookie , jose , jordan will discuss the same topic .. lame ders . mrs ram teach sexual reproduction in animals . quite ok bahs . then donno y wl stand outside the class . hais . donno how to clear the misunderstanding now ever since he say all those . choice end at bout 3.45pm . didnt go for swimming . anyway i have step down . but i miss swimming . went to vista to eat with fabian , djh , fookie , junhong . but he joined us later . ate and played cards . went home at bout 4+ . raining .. then reached home at 5+ . bath and watch tv . gt love at dolphin bay . i like that show alot . but it seems that there is crying every epsiode . now studying chem . at least get a 'b' . so as to nt let mr tan disappointed bahs . and disappoint mr cool and ks .
the past is the past . nth is able to change . i have know and understand . but it doesnt make a difference any longer since the hurt has already been inflicted . thinking of ways to clear the misunderstanding . my idols : shuai ge , mr cool , pk =DD lols