30th march: it is sports day .. went there with faith , her sis and jess . after tt went to help mrs ram with the making of badge . were out of the stadium . wet ack to stadium at about 10+ . then in and out of stadium . went in and it was the cca relay . hmm . some things then everything that i controlled for quite some time were all let out . didnt want to let ppl know the reason . didnt want to let them wry . liling and carrine hug me and i cried even harder . hais . gt yipeen , kim ade , and many ppl tissue and i used up all ler . thanks . mr adrian also noticed . after that walk to cwp then saw djh . didnt take bus with carrine they all . i didnt know wad to say . then went to horizon and meet terance they all . after tt went walk walk awhile and went to interchange take us . ter , jh , fabian want go my hse lors . zzz . take some time to convince nt to . and i disc-ed the day after that at home .
i didnt want to recognise the fact that there are ppl by me who kept me smiling , thinking of possile solutions to make me happy . thanks ! i am grateful to u guys . and happy that i have u all by me . it hurts . but u guys have slowly take my mind off him .
happy birthday to adeline =)
31st march: wet out with jackie , jiahao ad changhong . went to bugis and shop . bought ade + cherie present kor bought bag for me . went back at 5+ . went to cwp . watch a movie . watch t.m.n.t. . i quite of like the show . it is cute . hahas . after that went to walk walk and went to take neoprint . saw cherie they all . gt many ppl . then went to walk . then take neoprint 2 times . went back at 10+ .
1st april: IT'S APRIL FOOL . wrapped their presents and wrote the cards . hmm . went to mac to meet eugene and aaron after tt . after that chonglin came , we went kfc eat . i did my homework . keep arguing with eugene . hahas . after that rc there study . did geo and maths . after that basketball court for awhile and went home . disc-ed the nite after that .
2nd april: went to sch as per normal . sians . celerate cherie and ade belated bdae . after tt i broke down . guess i haven get over the friday incident . cherie also cried . after that matt they all also noticed my crying bahs . couldnt help it .. lessons and then 2nd break . ade cried . cherie say is cos of my card . hmm . must stay happy . had lessons and geography choice . after that went to library . did my review on the alumni afternoon thingy . after that went off lers . and home sweet home .
happy birthday cherie =)
3rd april: had lessons . nth much . had physics choice . i was late by bout 3 mins and the bus was gone . didnt go for swimming den . went home ad disc-ed the day once i reached home . last few days was watching e mo zai sheng bian . now watching zhong ji yi ban . i am abit slow . hahas . ade making short cake . if i spell correct . lols . in the end she tmr pass me . hahas . and i continued my show till late nite lo .
4th april: went to sch . ade passed me . quite nice . cherie had syf thingy . had lessons . everytime i almost dozed off . thik had fun in chem lesson . played some games . jiahong say after 4 yrs this is 1 interesting lesson . smth like that . after tt went out of class for bio lesson . disect flowers and did drawings . had maths choice after that . went home and disc-ed the day . in between bought dinner . and continued my show .
i guess it is the end . sry . congratulations to co for getting gold in syf .
5th april: had lessons as normal . cherie didnt come sch today . she sick . take care .. kangshen say i very HIGH . lols . during chem spa teacher ask who can sing . thik many in class can de lor . did experiment . we were like arguing over whether the precipitate dissolves i excess ammonia . guess my experiment was wrong from the start . after that went back for ss lesson . miss chee tell me i can go for the interview for the course . i have a chance =) as long i nt colour blind , short-sighted is nt a prob . after that was break . gt work attachment for underwater world . but i cant go . it's for sec 3s .. hais . was feeling kinda of disappointed . after that had lessons . was hoping for eng lesson . then me and carrine went to ask mrs tan . she say nt confirm but maybe can . i smiled happily =)) had lessons and had a talk after sch . cherie came to sch . she hor . hahas . went to mac with ade and chat . went back at 6+ . and disc-ed till 8+ . bath and everything . cherie came . then we went to admiral garde chat . wet 630 bought drink and we chat till 10+ . reached home about 11 . changed blogskin . chat on msn and slept in quite late .
feeling rather guilty ..
6th april: woke up quite early . disc-ed the whole morning . then the disc abit spoil spoil . and it is the last episode lor . sians . stop at 11+ like tt . went to admiralty to see the rental thingy for disc . 30+ . just for 1 episode which i want to see . must lend whole set . lols . then didnt rent lers . hahas . sis bought ingredients . now doing my blogging while cooking and helping my sis . and also waiting for the last episode of KO one . later going to admiral garden ahs . feeling tired . hahas . going to watch my show lers . smiles *
waiting for his appearance . it seems that everywhere i go , there seem to be shadows of him ..