today woke up at 6+ and panicked .. thought i was late for school .. then i thought hard and realised it is saturday . lols .. then sleep and woke up at 8+ .. watched tv and went to cici to pay all the bills . bought lunch for sis and went home . clean up and went out at 2+ to meet fabian they all . saw his mum on the bus .. i miss her alot .. really alot . i didnt have the courage to say hi to her .. hais . tears welled up and came like a rain . reached woodgrove . meet fabian and terance and went to yang chiak hse . alex still at home cos he game-ing .. reached his hse and gt ppl i donno de lo . watched scorpion king .. and alex came . after awhile more ppl came .. but not many .. played cards with alex , fabian , ter . did nth much . yang chiak cooked pasta for us . it is nice ~ after that watched X-MEN 2 .. adam came lo . elaine and peiyee also came . i ate the pasta after so many ppl asking . wasnt in a gd appetite .. after the show end . went to play captain ball with the rest . hmm . me and alex in team B . adam and fabian another . we played on the road . plus it is like a slope like that . hahas . then gt 1 small and cute cute de boy in my team . he is cute~ after awhile gt 1 more small boy join us . i call him mr pass .. he always say pass .. LOLS . but we lost . halfway alex went back . not sure of the reason though . after game ended , went back and rest lers . me and michelle chatted .. gossipped and stuff . lols . hahas . then yipeen came and the 3 of us + alex and fabian chat .. yang chiak came sit awhile and i drank his red wine .. he say it is sweet .. but it is not lors .. hahas . then ate the chocolates . it is nice ^^ then i asked yang chiak pour me a glass . not more than half but more than one-quarter . lols . then fabian also drink mine . then i ask him to pour me more . yipeen say i am addicted lers =x after that watch scooby doo .. hahas . alex and fabian did the same action . then me and alex say the girl flexible . she is lors . lols . went back and 9+ . me and fabian walk fast fast leave yipeen and alex . lols . gt pics of their backview . hahas . then me and fabian chat . talked about stuff . went back and walked past his hse . i miss his mum .. took 962 bus and went to admiralty . meet chonglin and aaron . then went to mac to meet michael . we went to bridge .. then i told them about this guy , A . he wants to meet me . but i donno who is him and he donno me . we are just 2 complete strangers . and he tells me loads of stuff . the 3 of them ask me not to talk to him . they and terance they all say the same thing . zzz . they send me home . and i laughed my way home lors . hahas . reached home at 10+ and watched tv . now doing nth much .. yawns**
i am happy that i forgotten him . i do not have any feeling . guess that is wad happen after being hurt so deeply . just want drink red wine . guess i am addicted ? lols .