went to sch early today . sians . went back to class to do the qns which i donno . i did my homework ytd . hahas . then kangshen and fooktak came . had silent reading and then massrun . me , carrine , sherry and joanne were the first few . huimin was the first . the 4 of us just want to see how fast we run . i am slow . donno how am i suppose to run the 400m . hais .then was physics . didnt pay attention and mr junus called me and i was startled by him lo . my mind wasnt in the classroom . then was maths . feeling sleepy bahs .. thent . did nth much .. was break . went to canteen with yipeen , jess and faith . hahas . chatting lo . then yipeen 'massage' my blueblack lo . i was laughing non-stop .. LOL . she say this is the first time someone can laugh and feel pain at the same time . hahas . then was chem spa . the reaction very slow . donno how many times i do . but my results was different from fabian & cheongseng de . nvm lo . just fake fake some results . went back to class and was ss .. feeling sleepy .. ZZZ .. then donno why kangshen and fooktak calculate how much they need to earn . when they having children and blablabla~ then yipeen 'massage' my blueblack again . it hurts lo .. kangshen say bingbing bully bingbing .. hahas . went to hall and chat with fabian they all . had joseph's phone with me . was watching the video . jordan adn joseph so cute .. then was maths . i was falling asleep . then english . i dislike the teacher . now i can understand why the band students dont like her . she was at there scolding and scolding like tt . hais . her comment wrote can do better . last minute then think of tt de lo . did nth much for bio lesson . just went through the ans .. no eng enrichment course . kim emo-ing the whloe day . i donno wad to do . i most of the time dont emo in school . bcos it is pathetic . me and kim went to canteen lo . she didnt want to say anything . ask her to write in my 'deathnote' book . it is also a book where i record how i feel and memories . it sort of reveal my true self . the things i wrote was never happy till now . she was really sad . very scared that her tears welled up in her eyes . hope tt she will be ok soon . matthew kor and fooktak came . they redo the camp thingy . helped them lo . but didnt help much =/ went to computer lab with matthew and fooktak lo . saw alex they all . he so serious lo . hahas . then helped miss chee with her chair thing . kim sit on the chair then i push her lo .. hahas . then chat with miss chee also =)) went to take chocolates from isaac .. then went home . walked until outside school and rain .. then we 2 run back to school lers . hahas . waited for adeline . and went back lers . kim want tell alex smth de but then marvin was with him the whole time .. zzz . alex took off his specs .. is shuai de lors .. LOL . hahas . took bus home . saw my junior . recognised him when i hear him saying "chocolate , chocolate " . kim say i gt a cute junior . hahas . then we chat about loads of stuff . i will consider about tt =D went home and watched tv . sians . today no homework . feeling bored . alex darling is great =) hmm . dont take tt so seriously . cos she has someone in mind lers . concentrate on ur basketball and studies .. must jiayou ^^ take care .. today is a rainy day for me ?
feeling tired & happy . i finally confirmed it lers . thanks alex =) tt matter wont be bothering me any longer . feeling so empty . do not know wad am i thinking . just want to concentrate on my studies and swimming and nth else . dont want any other thing to disturb me or anything tt will hurt me . jiayou alexdarling and junan .. smiles**