today woke up at about 6+ lo . tired . went to the cemetary there if u say so bahs . taxi-ed there . and i cried . no one notice . hais . dont ask why bahs . just let me be that way for this while . went home at 9+ den . bought loads of stuff lo . make many trips . zzz . reached home and i fell asleep . then woke up again and do ironing for everyone's clothes . cleanup and stuff . guess we are not going out den .. hais . watched tv . quite nice lo . hahas . then watch the 5566 show shao nian te gong dui .. very nice . and funny . then watched the 183 club show .. the prince turn into frog .. very nice !! did i get the name wrong ? =x msged jaslyn .. stay happy .. and adeline too . cherie new year wish is for me and adeline to find our real smile . i hope to fulfill all the wishes which seems so simple to many . just smile . but it seems so hard . donno lers . feeling damn tired now . hais .. aunt came and had reunion dinner . i just kept eating the chilli .. not normal chilli de lor . then was like very hot and burning my tongue .. but i ate more and more . donno why .. hais . suppose smth is wrong with me . after tt watched tv . and i like tt song alot .. now my blog song .. wo ke yi .. nice~ now blogging and doing nth . feeling tired .
dont ask why lers . i am able to comfort others not myself . at the point when i want to cry most .. i am unable to cry . at the point when i do not want to cry . tears just came . flooding .. stress causes fatigue . tt is the long term effect . why am i feeling so down when many others are enjoying themselves away . love turns into hatred . hais . i donno wad i am thinking . so dont bother to ask me .