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booooo. The name's xuebing.
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can be real dumb sometimes.
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Friday, February 16, 2007

today went to school with samantha . was tired . ytd revise amaths till 11+ lo . went to class and did revision . then kangshen and matthew kor came . they helped me . thanks ! then wento down to parade square and found out i didnt bring my thermometer .. run back to take and find kangshen de . hahas . had silent reading and went back to class for test lo . then did physics planning and was emaths . then pe lessons . almost half the class gone . played captain ball . only 8 girls lo .. zz . then isaac pass me the chocolates .. thanks my beloved granson =) went to canteen and we waited for the whole class and went to hall lo . the concert was so so lo . we all very sian . chit-chat with fabian . finally ended . accompany fabian back to class and take bag . then went his house . his sister so cute . she is called vicky . she so cute lo .. i like her alot =)

feeling so guilty tt i ps adeline and cherie

met up with jiahong and went to causeway point .. went to shop for fabian clothes . no one accompany him go bugis .. then we 2 acc him go cwp lo . me and jiahong help ask and help him to find . we were at the 2nd floor most of the time lor . hahas . in the end i chose 1 top for him .. gt collar and button . think fabian will look very nice if e wears it . jiahong also want to buy something like tt . i left at about 3 to go home and help mum fot buying of stuff . carry until my hand pain . went home . i trip over a wire , hit the table and hit a chair . and my toe bleed . it seems tt my toe nail is dropping . disgusting lo . then very pain lo . hahas . then i walk like donno wad . just pain bahs . went out with sis lo . bought mac . went home at about 9+ lo . lazy to write nowadays . all i noe is my toe is in pain .

hais . feeling so stressed . in bio , stress causes fatigue and i am really feeling tired . putting on a fake smile is tiring . guess many know tt i am smiling but not the real one . i didnt know tt ppl notice till my darling tell me . hais . i also want to be happy . but donno why i cant be happy . i touched my hands . and i asked . am i really xuebing ? or am i a living dead corpse of xuebing . how do i really feel ? i have no idea . many wants me to happy . so i smile just not to let them wry . all these make me tired . the stress , burden and responsibilities and others are so suffocating . but sometimes i thought . should i be happy ? bcos now i am able to sleep in 20 mins after i lie on my bed while last time i take 1 hr . should i be thankful tt i am tired ? or should i regret . i just want to fall into a deep slumber now .


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