2nd Feb: had 2.4km run today . didnt run well . hais . feeling down . chaoqun fell down . alex and jiahong acc her run .. they were great .. chaoqun .. must take care hor .. =) went to buy a red devil stuff . kim also bought it . we 2 gt the same . then everything as per normal lo . except feeling moody bahs .feeling kinda of down .. 3rd Feb: today went to jesslyn party . went to meet kim first at my hse de bus-stop there . then went to cwp to meet up with chaoqun , wenhui and zixin .. so concidentally we met them at minitoons lo . hahas . then me and my gf- kim went to buy ice-cream eat . hahas . sorry bone marrow .. u worked hard . LOL . then we took mrt to yishun . 169 bus-ed to her hse . she lives near nicholas . we were the first to reach . me , chaoqun and zixin acc jesslyn back to her hse . then we help and give opinions and stuff . then went down . jess's mum help us book the ktv room from 6-10pm . then joanne and sherry came . we went there together as it was gonna be 6 soon . then me and zixin sing first .. then i was at the room the whole time . subsequently michelle , yihui , fooktak they all came . i didnt notice cos i was in the room with the mic with me most of the time . then i went out awhile to grab a bite and stayed in the room till 10 . thanks terance ! for lending me ur shoulder . it has been so long since i feel so relaxed and have an ease of mind lers . so i lay on for awhile . thanks alot !i was emo-ing .. u noe . hais . dont feel like talking much . so i chose to sing to express how i feel bahs . thanks . many ppl praise tt i sing quite well . hahas . thanks . but i dont think so bahs . then cut cake at about 10 . then me and faith went to chat . cos i emo lors . thanks faith ! u are great :) then we went to the bbq pit there . then many came along lors . went home at about 11 . bus-ed back to yishun and took mrt . acc faith walk till halfway and i part with her . great . i saw janson . and he msg just to ask i gt stead ? zz . then .. hais . dont feel like saying . stay away . pls . thanks . then bah and all used com . slept at 1+ . tired .
4th Feb: nth special . housework and stuff . went to cwp at about 4.30pm . cos i wanna watch nanoha the anime show . so nice lors . went to buy sis present . then isaac they all there also .. then donno wad they trying to do . except being my bodyguards . lols . went home at about 7 . bought dinner for sis . and i went out to walk walk again . feeling down and moodless . watched project superstar lo . daren won . went to slp after tt .
5th Feb: today nth much . lessons as per normal bahs . went for duty lo . michael call . they were waiting outside the school for me . hahas . sry . i gt cca . so sad . then kangshen tell me to join . i dont want to perform solo lehs .. please . hahas . i dont want to sing alone . need ask ppl ler . then helped kangshen to borrow books and i took bus with xinyi to cwp lo . went there walk . i bought many rubber bands . donno for wad lo . hahas . met up with changhong and junhao lo . then go look for kor they all . i saw mingkiat !! he no come and acknowledge me . he look so familiar to me lo . he changed so much . hahas . so he was tortured by me ? hahas . me chat with kor .. he feeling down . same as me bahs . asked him qns . then he say i am like innoncent and blur blur . i am nt . zz . reach home at 9+ reaching 10 . bath and eat cup noodles for dinner . talk to alex darling .. hahas . he is great . isaac miss me . hahas . i miss him too =) smiles*
i haven forget him completely yet . sry if i have break all of urs hearts . thanks mr toh . u helped me alot in my thinking of life .