23rd Feb : did nth much . got back my results for both maths . didnt do well .. had dips and relay during pe lesson . eng lesson was boring . helped jason with ss .. didnt go for the retest and i went to fabian hse first lo . then ppl came at different times lo . went down with fabian cos i wanna see his sister lo . then went up . saw him . didnt have the mood to play and i wrote my diary . joseph and jordan want to see but no permission granted . lols . the rain came lo . specially for me . sinyee they all came . feeling abit happier tt sinyee they all came as all were guys before th ey came and i was kinda of down with no one talk to me . talked to sinyee and rain chanced upon me . hais . thanks sinyee :) for lending me ur shoulder and ears . sad .. alex didnt lend me his lo . LOL . went back at about 5+ . my knee hurts . guess is bcos of the pe lesson bahs . emo-ing bahs . dont feel like writing .
24th Feb: today woke up quite late . watched tv and asked sis to buy breakfast . she bought kfc . zz . i ate abit and gave her the rest . wasnt having a good appetite . watched tv and fell asleep at about 11+ . slept till about 3+ . then my other sis fell asleep . only my youngest sis is in front of the computer the whole time . woke up just to watch the 5566 show and prince turn into frog . bath and went to buy dinner . sians . dont want to watch tv and i read my book . from 7.45 till about 9.15 . hahas . and i finish the book lers . Just Friends . a nice book . this was the very last paragraph of the book : he reached for her hand , holding it as if he would never let go , & flipped down the seat to draw her close . his eyes smiled into hers . "i've been saving it for u," he said . the 2 characters found each other and realised each other's presence after so long . they were Just Friends . it is a nice novel .
when will i ever find tt guy .. waiting and waiting . life is so different for each individual . why can some lived so happily while some cant . it just seems tt it depend on each individual . why can some still put on smiles when they are not smiling in reality . kim and i are so tired lers . and it appears tt we both seem to have the same problem . sadness fill our minds . besides tired . we are still tired . it just seems tt it haven change . any time we are gonna break down . we just need that 'SPECIAL ONE' by us . but the 'SPECIAL ONE' never appeared and causing us to be so called ' tormented ' .