today is a normal day like any other day . feeling tired and restless . woke at 5+ and went tosch with ade and cherie . quiet .. we didnt talk . i was in very low spirits . VERY MOODY COS OF HIM BAHS . then i was very frustrated . went to sit and kimkim talk to me awhile . after tt i talk to no one . i read my book like ignoring everyone's presence . me living in my world of darkness . then kim sit with me . then was silent reading . had bio spa . sians . i gt everything mixed up .. the test for proteins and fats were wrong . aiya . everything just went wrong for me early in the morning . after tt was chenistry . mr tan gave us chemistry sudoku . then was break . quite a number of ppl stayed back in class do the sudoku . me and kim even went to the extent tt we bring it to parade square and do it .. lols . then was english . had those stuff as per normal . the TTDTT - things to do today . lols . this is mdm sal think de . then was mt . AHHHH !!! ah ding show me that magazine .. omg .. gt wuzun and ella + fei lun hai . also got the ppl i like .. i wanna buy it . hahas . then oh darling keep saying .. if i not happy then will affect him then he wont play well .. zzz . cos we sort of talk about many things ytd . and he sort of know how lousy i am feeling . o . xuanwei also know too =) then was amaths . wasnt in the mood to listen to lessons . then keep asking chaoqun for hwelp lo . in the end . think i can do it lers . after 1 period . alex and cheongseng left cos they got bball match .. msged alex darling ^^ ask him to jiayou .. and chit-chat abit .. then he ask me go study .. then i listen to him lo . but was going to be break . then he ask i nt eating .. lols . he buy for me then i eat lo .. but he say he nt in sch ler .. sobs . then we stop msging cos he reached ler . after his match then he msg me lo . so gt a number of ppl stayed back in class . miss wee was helping jess and yipeen with amaths . then i see them play cards . then we 12.45pm then go assemble . lols . miss wee bring us down in case we get scolded . at there less than 5 mins and we were back in the classroom . then was lcd , ct + assembly . no assembly . so 3 periods belong to mrs ram de . so happy lo . she talk about the jc stuff . the course and things . then we went out of the classroom for games . played for about 1hr++ had fun .. next wek gonna continue . she ask us go back prepare . lols . we were abit late for physics choice . mr junus was abit sarcastic say we enjoying life .. lols . once i reached the classroom gt a msg by alex darling ^^ he asked wad is for assembly . lols . he say we so good gt games =)) think he abit dissapointted tt he didnt play well .. they won but think nt their target de points bahs . hmm . dont think so much .. must jiayou jiayou .. still gt so many matches ahead of u .. so must work hard .. must take care of urself since u say u sprain ur leg or smth .. jiayou .. i will support u de .. lols . oh darling .. u got wenhui liao ler . lols .. no need me de . hahas . after choice end was training ler . sians . it ends at 5+ . damn tired . i was so wobbly ler . very de unstable lo . hahas . fabian thought my stead was pinhan .. lols . he my junior ehs .. went to 515 bball court there to look for michael , glenn , jeremy and gin .. but i no mood . was listening to mp3 the whloe time and read up on amaths . at there gt too much memories .. hais . i am damn pathetic to think about these again . then michael went up to take things bahs . me and someone wait downstairs .. forget that girl name . lols . think it poon or smth . hahas . then i walk abit and saw his door was open . and i rmb the route . the one which we always walk to sch . images appear and it hurts alot . she called me and went back . then we walk till the woodlands pri there de bball court . michael talk to me .. then tears welled up and he ask me nt to cry and apologise . hahas . then went to 717 bball court . but i went home first . bought dinner and reach home at 7+ . then went to bball court at 8+ lo . same thing slack at there lo . after awhile den i am active . there got alex laopa , michael , glenn , aaron^^ , gin , poon and jeremy . then me and gin sing sing . and glenn was tortured by us .. hahas . he very good to me . talk to him and they all want to be more le guan .. ya .. think i will bahs . cos a promise to u all cannot be broken de . bcos there will be some sick consequences . asked him whether he want to go sentosa anot . he dont want . then i say i cry lo . then he agree .. yeah !! happys . all afraid tt i will cry . lols . then glenn entertain me and gin . hahas . bernard they all came . so happy =)) play .. running and chasing around lo .. there the lights were off . gt many stars .. a very beautiful sight . then went home . then i want play with water but i almost slipped down . dont want anyone to send me home although he insisted but in the end i didnt want . hahas . reached home and did nth much lers . xuanwei offline ler . going to rest soon . nites .