i am tired bahs . slept quite late ytd .. was doing amaths .. although i lost interest in studying ler . but donno why still want to do homework and study . hais . donno wad is wrong with me anymore . meet with adeline they all and went to sch with them . reached sch . chit-chat with zixin they all . liling told me some things . she say he is tired . hais . then had silent reading and all . then went to bio lab for bio spa . sians . so sleepy . + this type of weather . but i love bio . nt really a big problem bahs . then was chemistry . finished 1 chapter in 2 days .. but i sort of understand the chapter bahs . then was break . didnt eat . no appetite . was eng . mdm sal didnt have her talk today . need to do 5 compositions today . then was chinese lesson . was very funny bahs . it did brighten up my mood . mr toh so funny lo . then tell us things . then amaths . didnt listen for the last qns lo . then i donno how to do . so panicked . i there blur . alex there also so serious .. fabian start from qns 1 . then asked help from carrine . =) then was break again . stayed back in the class asking qns . then me and joey sing zen me ban . hahas . then went to hall assemble lo . donno y shulin and joey went off . then i sit there alone lo . i cried . hais . yiying ask y i like gt depression like tt .. i donno . did i ? then kim , zixin , faith they all came . all at there comfort me bahs . take some time to stop . sry .. i just dont want to say out the reason bahs .. zixin and kimkim .. dont wry .. i will be ok de bahs . then kim sing rudolph the red nose reindeer . cheered up abit . then was lcd . all last 3 periods is with mrs ram de . she changed the places .. very crapmed in front . alex sit behind me .. yeahyeah ! so happy .. he so xing fu .. gt so many girls around him .. then he left .. for ava stuff . then saw marvin bahs . the reason y i .. if u understand =) then mrs ram changed and changed our seats . and i am back to the front row . sians . i am so far away from fabiab , ian , zul , faith , and my dear carrine . alex also far away from fabian .. the last row all de pro ppl .. hahas . then went for assembly . then donno why i moodswing . i cried again . stupid hor .. then sinyee , joey and shulin ask me nt to think so much .. need to focus on my studies . i envy joey bahs . at least hers break ler still patch and it is 4 times ler . her is so miracle . then i finally stop and listen to mdm sung talk . went back to class for choice for bio . alex forgot lo =x . he come back then say he forget .. hahas . maybe we going kl during hols . gd ehs . but nt confirm . mrs ram say need to do some planning first . then we also need to raise funds like tt . need to contribute to the sch . then she assign us wrk and left for her meeting . asked matthew for help bahs . cos i lost the mood to do anything . after tt thought gt swimming de thingy . in the end only 2 bring their stuff . and i cant swim . i was hoping to swim de . sian . then alex saw and asked i swimming ? he didnt know .. lols . i ask he envy me ar .. then he say he swim faster than me .. gd lo .. zzz . nvm .. hahas . then saw liling also . then in the cancelled and i went home . reached home and went to admiralty to buy stuff . msg chonglin cos he owe me lollipop on every 9 of the month . hais . today is a sad day for me bahs . went home and watched tv . after tt went to cwp to buy stuff . then went to 888 plaza . dont have appetite . but my mum insist lo . sian . went home at about 8+ . do my homework .. finished my compositions . and chem .. nw doing nth bahs . today is a sad day for me bahs . if u know the reason then gd lo . if donno . it doesnt matter too . tired ler . should i wait ? should i not . i do not know wad to do ler . i hate this .. i am not myself any longer . sorry . i cant smile lers . today is a date we started .. seem so far .. i dont have my angel any longer . where is the angel tt belongs to me .. hais .