i am SO tired . i was on my bed at 10+ . i fall asleep at about 2am . and woke up at 5+ in the morning . tired lo . bath and meet up with samantha and jun hong .. took 962 bus . jeremy called me and asked some funny qns . then xuanwei they all call me saying want to meet me . then aadeline called me ask whether we meeting .. zzz . 3 calls at 1 time . hahas . then on the way to sch saw isaac they all lo . hahas . me talking on the phone for half an hour . then ade and cherie angry cos i didnt talk to them . hahas . gave sweets to zixin they all . =))mrs ram our form teacher . ^^ then had those talk . blablabla ~ then mrs ram also talk about the misson , value and everything .. sian . ah ding not in class . is like half the class is gone .. then need to elect the class comittee . phew . i was almost being one of the nominees for the chairperson and vice-person . it is scary . lols . then jordan was the chairperson while faith is the vice .. hahas . went for break . didnt eat much . then miss wee didnt start the lesson yet . then was eng . i in band 2 with elaine , terance they all . hahas . but i failed .=x unexpected . jason did better than me lo . then mdm salimah at there keep talking . blablabla~ me and elaine were sian . she like talk non-stop . then was 2nd break she still continue .. hahas . finally we went off . didnt eat at all . then me , ade , cherie sit and chit-chat . was chem .. i wanna go the jurong island excursion thingy . =)) then was mt . yeah .. happy =)) mr toh our teacher . hahas . today lessons end at 1.45pm . very sian~ so i went to talk home . then jeremy called and chit-chat . then meet up with him . and pei him go eat lo . but i watch him eat . hahas . then we chit-chat . hmm . so many things and changes took place .. hahas . went home at 4+ . went to rest . sleep for bout 10 mins bahs . and jeremy called me . hahas . he now with michael . then say about someone again . i dont like him . so can stop all tat ler . watched tv . cooked mushroom soup . then i went out walk walk . the place is dark . =x but donno why i love tt place . then it rain . i was VERY HAPPY . donno why . but i was wet .. i just want to walk in the rain bahs . and i cried . i am starting to hate myself now . crying for him again . bought sweets and went home . then talk to someone . felt better . he said marvin is happy without me . why should i think of him and make my suffer .. then another someone wanna patch with me . i am too tired for anything . i need time . and got another person waiting for my ans . got another guy waiting . stop asking all those questions ler . i am very tired with all these . do u know ? do u understand ? if nt . pls keep quiet and stop making sacarstic comments . just change my blog song . called xiao zhe fang shou . i should smile and let go bahs . i am trying hard .. *SMILES* i am trying real hard to smile now .