woke up late again . hais . something wrong is with me again . hahas . did housework as normal . samantha came .. then we play and talk . had abit fun . had a fake fight with my sis . sort of made me forget him for a moment . then sam mum and dad came to my hse . tmr going with them to MY school . woodgrove sec . hahas . my neighbour also gt into my school . lols . not sure about randy they all . went out with mum they all . mum only bought stuff for my younger sis . samantha came with us . saw some skirts . gonna buy it . lols . went home at 8+ . watched tv . now talking to marvin on msn . well . 2 emotions . sad and happy . but it hurts alot . ya . everything is over . ALL OVER . it hurts . and i sat down in front of the computer crying like an idiot once more . alex told me not to think about him anymore . if not i will cry again . but i cant stop .. really cant . my feelings for him is beyond wad i thought . intially i thought i forget about him .. but i didnt .. he already had a place in my heart . just like a young plant growing . and now it's always in my heart . and i cried for sometime . hais . now . looking forward to see his smile bahs .