woke up at 9+ . first time i slept in so late . lols . used computer and did abit cleanup . alex came to my hse at 1.10pm bahs . we going out at 1.30pm de . but i delay it . cos i donno wad to wear . lols . went off at 2+ . went to accord distri center near imm to repair my mp3 . me and xuan wei the same . used it for 1 day and it is spoilt . hahas . after tt went to eat at long john silver at imm . it has been a long i eat .. lol . maybe is bcos i have no choice . and i wasnt in a good mood . since i haven get over the breakup thingy . feeling abit sad . then cross the road almost got knocked down by a car again . luckily alex pull me back bahs . hahas . took mrt back home . watch tv and played metal slug with my sis . gt nth to do . then went to 768 and buy dinner . went to look for alex they all . went to lan shop and saw yuan he too . my brother . his voice break lers . i almost cant recognise him . hahas . went to bball court . gt eugene . alex , michael , joe , bernard came . after tt joachim they all came . slack at there . went off at 9 . michael accompany me go walk walk . ask me some qns . he thought i cry .. hahas . i didnt . but i really want to cry . i am really tired . it is very hurting . but wad can i do . he and i were not meant to be together . wad can i do except but to let go of him . hais . went home at about 10 . bath and now talking to joey at msn . we 2 are in the same boat . hais . we 2 have to buck up lers . next year is my o levels ler . hais . maybe i may need a long time to heal my wound bahs . i can do nth now except to live aimlessly everyday .